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EXIT
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THE GAME OF THE
GODS
By Robert DeGrimston

THE PROCESS
CHURCH OF THE FINAL JUDGEMENT
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The
Game Of The Gods
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THE PROCESS
Church of the Final Judgement
London
COMMUNICATION TO ALL BRETHREN (INFORMATION)
At the core of every being,
there is a soul. And in the beginning the soul is pure; an infinite pinpoint
of perfection, within the terms of the being; a life source, which is
awareness itself and has access to all knowledge, within the reality of the
being; a spark of undistorted truth; conscious awareness of all reality,
within the scope of the being's existence.
The pure soul is a
manifestation of the ultimate truth, because truth is the knowledge of all
relevant reality.
Distortion of reality,
incomplete knowledge of reality, obscuring of reality, brings about the
opposite of truth which is a lie.
Reality is different
for every being in the universe. But truth is the same. Because truth is not
reality, but the knowledge and awareness of reality.
And the soul is the
core of the being; the centre, and the source point of its individual
life-force.
Around the soul is
wrapped the shell of the body.
Whereas the soul gives
the being its infinite nature, its unbounded existence (within the ultimate
boundaries provided by its own personal reality), the body, being itself
finite, bounded by precise limitations and governed by specific laws, gives
the being its finite existence. It defines it and fixes its position in time
and space.
The soul has no
boundaries within the scope of the being's reality. It has no dimension within
the overall dimensions of the being's existence. Whereas the body has both
boundaries and dimensions, inside the limits of the being's existence.
Imagine a shapeless,
formless, weightless, massless pinpoint of conscious awareness, floating free
inside an empty hollow sphere. That is the nature of the soul with no body.
The ultimate limit of the being's scope of reality is the inside surface is
the inside surface of the sphere. Outside that limit is not relevant to its
existence; it is not part of its reality.
So that within the
terms of its existence, within the scope of its reality, its awareness is
complete and its nature infinite.
Now imagine that it
creates a finite existence for itself within the sphere, a solid dimensional
object, which does have limits and boundaries; shape, form, weight and mass;
and is governed by the laws relating to these things. That is the nature of
the body.
And the soul inhabits
the body.
Thus the being has two
poles; two points of reference; the spiritual to give it life, and the
physical to give it definition; the soul whereby it exists, and the body
whereby it defines its existence.
In the space between
the shell of the body and the pinpoint of the soul is nothing; void. And the
void is the perfect link between body and soul. Its very emptiness and
non-existence is its perfect state as a medium of contact. Contact between
soul and body, in this state is complete, direct, perfect. We speak the
literal truth if we say that in a state of purity, nothing exists between the
body and the soul.
Both are free within
their own terms. The soul is at one with the body, and is free, and the body
is at one with the soul, and provides no barrier against it. The body gives
the soul limits and dimensions, but only as the soul requires and chooses at
any given moment.
The body derives its
existence from the soul, which means it is created by the soul. It has no
defined existence of its own that is independent of the soul. Thus the soul,
because it has complete knowledge and awareness of its own reality, and
because its contact with the body is perfect, has perfect and unlimited
control of the body. The body will always respond with co-operation to
whatever decision the soul might make--that is due to the perfect contact--
and the scope of the soul's decision is unlimited--that is due to complete
awareness.
So the soul has the
power to move the body at will; to change its shape, its form, its nature, its
mass, its structure, its weight, its size; or to destroy it altogether and
recreate it. The soul cannot decide to change or create the body into a form
outside its capabilities, because its capabilities reach to the limit of its
awareness. And its awareness does not reach outside its capabilities, which
would be outside its reality.
The soul is the
creative element in the relationship; the body is the receptive element. The
soul creates and controls; the body responds. The soul gives life; the body
receives it. There is no conflict, no rejection, no resistance.
This state of complete
freedom; complete balance between the two poles of existence; harmony, contact
and acceptance; is a state of union; division without separation; duality
without dichotomy; opposition without conflict.
This state of union
constitutes the Essence of the being; the central core and the outer shell, in
perfect accord with one another; the reality and the image; the inspiration
and the manifestation; the internal and the external; the substance and the
accidence. The union of opposites; the Essence.
Now the soul of the
individual is itself a creation. In relation to its body and its own Essence,
it is the creative element. But in relation to its own creator, it is the
receptive element.
It is a part of a
chain of creation, which stems originally from a fundamental life force at the
centre of all existence.
This fundamental life
force, which is GOD, is infinitely small and has infinite scope. This is the
basic nature of the two pole universe; zero and infinity; nothing and
everything. GOD is a non-existence with a awareness of all existence.
In its own terms, the
tiny pinpoint of awareness which constitutes the soul, may be infinitely
small, just as in its own terms its scope of awareness is infinitely large.
But within it, is its creator, and outside its own scope, are the boundaries
of the scope of its creator. And within its creator is its creator's creator,
and outside those boundaries are the even wider boundaries of scope of its
creator's creator. And ultimately within is the infinite non-existence of GOD,
and ultimately without are the are the infinite non-boundaries of the scope of
GOD.
And from that
ultimately infinite state, GOD creates and thereby defines Its existence, with
a finite creation.
diagram: INFINITE
SCOPE OF GOD
So GOD divides Itself
into a creative element, the central core of infinite nothingness, and a
receptive element, a limited existence wrapped around a central core. And the
receptive element, which is the original creation, contains innumerable
individual elements, each of which then itself becomes a source of life, and
in imitation of its creator, also creates, and thereby divides itself into a
creative and receptive element.
And the chain of
creation goes on and on, spreading outwards in ever widening circles in terms
of existence, and moving inwards in ever decreasing circles in terms of scope.
The nature of
creation, pure creation, is such that a being only has material outside itself
with which to create.
Its awareness reaches
from its creator, within, outwards through itself, through the
"material" which surrounds it, to the outer limits of its reality.
Basically, that is its complete scope of reality. Nothing exists for it inside
the inner limits of that scope, nor outside the outer limits. It can know of
existence beyond those limits, through its direct knowledge of existence
within them, but it cannot experience it. It cannot feel it.
Now in the pure state,
there is nothing between itself and its creator, no 'material' with which to
create, no real scope as such, just itself, and its creator and the link
between them. At that end of the scale it is virtually identified with its
creator. In that direction it has no power to create or uncreate or change or
modify. In that direction it has no choice. But in the other direction, it has
the full scope of the 'material' which surrounds it, outwards to the point
where its reality ends. And within that scope, it can create, uncreate,
change, and manipulate. That is its own area of creation, and therefore its
own area of choice.
So when we speak of
the scope of a being's reality, or the terms of its existence, we generally
mean that area of usable 'material', that area of choice, extending from
itself as a central creative element outwards to the outer limits of its
scope. Taking its inevitable, and in its terms unchangeable, link with its
creator for granted, that is the way it sees itself.
But why does a being
create at all? Why does it divide itself?
In order to define its
existence within its scope. Its existence is already defined within the scope
of its creator; but the being itself, because its awareness reaches to the
limits of its scope of reality, feels infinite; it is a one pole existence.
Therefore it creates for itself another pole, a vehicle which is finite in its
terms, and thereby it gives itself definition.
The 'material' of
creation is everything that exists within the scope of the creator. Before
creation, this is an undefined and homogeneous mass. The creator gives form,
shape, and definition to a part of this mass. That is creation. But because in
order to do this the creator must give life to the material which he uses, in
its created form it becomes a part of the creator. It becomes the creator's
other half. Thus the division comes about; the creative element and the
receptive element; the part which gives life and the part which receives life.
And as long as creator
gives life to the creation, the creation contains, and therefore is a part of
the creator. As long as the creative element gives life to the receptive
element, and the receptive element accepts and manifests that life, then they
represent two halves of one entity, a division, a duality.
When the creator
ceases to give life to the creation, when he withdraws the life force, the
creation ceases to be part of the creator. It dies. But death does not mean
that the material contained in the creation vanishes. It means that it loses
the power which gave it form and definition. Therefore it returns to its
original state of being a homogeneous part of the homogeneous reservoir of
existence
For example, when the
body dies; in other words the life force from the soul is withdrawn from it;
it gradually decomposes and eventually returns to 'the dust from whence it
came'. No actual material is lost, only form and definition.
But while life flows
from the creative element to the receptive element, the form and the
definition of the creation remain. There is division and duality.
And that is the Game;
a game of division and duality.
But division does not
mean discord or conflict or dichotomy. In its pure state, it means the balance
of opposites; union; two existing as one.
There can be no union
without division; no balance without duality.
However, when division
becomes separation, estrangement, alienation, two existing as two, either
without any contact at all with one another or in conflict with one another,
then there is no union, no balance.
The Essence of the
individual being is the existence of the soul and the body in union with one
another; but perfect co-ordination.
The Essence of the
Game is the existence of the creative element in union with the receptive
element; duality but perfect harmony.
When the creative and
the receptive elements are separated, and either estranged from one another or
in conflict, the Essence of the Game is lost.
When the soul and the
body are separated; estranged or in conflict; the Essence of the being is
lost.
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What maintains harmony
in division? And What destroys harmony in division?
If both elements retain an
awareness of their common origin, then there is harmony. If either element
loses sight of their common origin and sees only their differences from one
another, or if the difference takes priority over the common origin, then
there is separation. Either there is loss of contact, or if contact is
unavoidable, then there is conflict.
By nature the elements
are opposites. Therefore, if there is contact between them, then either they
complement one another in a state of union, or they strive against one another
in a state of conflict.
If both soul and body
retain their knowledge that the life force within both of them is the one and
same entity, originating from one and the same basic source, and that
knowledge takes priority over the apparent differences between them, then
harmony reigns. If not separation begins.
The life force of the
soul--which within the scope of its reality and in relation to the homogeneous
mass around it, is itself--and the life force of the body, are one and the
same entity. The nature of the soul, within the terms of its existence,
is a life force, and in order to create a body, in order to give form and
definition and duration to part of the homogeneous mass around it, the soul
has to project itself into the material which it takes from that mass and uses
to create.
So both soul and body
are driven by the same central power, which is the basic life force of the
being. So basically they are two halves of one and the same entity. If
knowledge of this is maintained on both sides, then no separation occurs.
"The awareness of
a fundamental unity, preserves harmony in a duality."
But the Game is not
only a game of division. It is also a game of ignorance, of blindness, of
unawareness. It is a game of mystery, not only without, but also within.
Beings are in mystery about their creations without and their creators within.
This is not inevitable
simply because of the chain of creation; because the creation is always
outside the creator; which means that whatever the creator may choose to do
with the material between itself and the bounds of its own individual scope of
reality, whatever barriers it may set up without, nothing need come between
itself and its creator, who is within. Although with the chain of creation,
mystery without is inevitable, it is not inevitable within. Contact can
still remain perfect in that direction, therefore harmony can still be
maintained.
But, for another
reason which will become apparent, the creative and the receptive elements do
not retain awareness of their fundamental unity. They do not remain aware that
basically they are not really two but one. The two poles of the universe, the
two halves of existence, the soul and the body, the internal and the external,
the reality and the image, the inspiration and the manifestation, the
substance and the accidence, lose sight of their fundamental common
denominator.
So the Game becomes a
game of separation, of conflict, of strife, of struggle, of paradox, of
contradiction, of obstruction, of the irresistible force against the immovable
object. It is a game of war.
As long as there is a
defined and finite existence within the dimensions of space and time, there is
a division. And as long there is ignorance and blindness- not a controlled
limitation on knowledge without, which a finite existence might create, but a
forced compulsive blindness within- then that division becomes separation and
conflict.
And all of us, to some extent or
other, are blind and ignorant within. Even when we know with our external
consciousnesses, that we are all part of the same basic unity, driven by the
same basic life force; as long as we do not feel it with our entire beings,
then we are still too blind to rise above all conflict.
Feeling and knowledge
are one. If we cannot feel something, we do not truly know it. We only know of
it or about it.
But at least that
conscious 'knowing of', can prevent us from descending into despair. It is
part-knowledge, a major step towards full-knowledge. At least we can know why
the Game is so full of unavoidable conflict. We can accept the conflict at
least on the most superficial level.
We may still be in
mystery, but we need not be mystified.
The world of men is
mystified; completely and utterly mystified by its own predicament.
It oscillates faster and
faster from one extreme to the other; from the permissive to the
disciplinarian, from tolerance to intolerance, from submission to subjection,
from expansion to contraction, from expression to inhibition, from peace to
war, from appeal to demand, from gentleness to ruthlessness, from laxity to
rigidity, and back again; and at the same time from hope to hopelessness, from
optimism to despair; all the time searching for the way out of conflict;
looking for the key that will bring peace and fulfillment and rest and harmony
and satisfaction and love and happiness, and all the other qualities that go
with a state of union; the secret of the elimination of all struggle.
Listen to their minds,
as they ask the questions:
'Which is the best way;
right or left? One seems too much; the other too little. One too harsh; the
other too lax.
'A happy medium? A
compromise? We have tried that and sunk into a halfway house of negative
nothingness, futility, boredom, frustration; while the struggle went on around
us. The middle is neither one thing nor the other; the worst, not the best of
both worlds.
'So we go on searching. And
we feel that we have so little time to find the right way. And if we make a
choice and the result is still struggle and conflict, we wish we had made the
other choice. And now it is too late.
'And we panic; because the
weights are heavy on both sides. And we have got to be right. We must not make
a mistake. Otherwise we will alienate our wives, our husbands, our children,
our friends, our colleagues and we shall do nothing after to reduce the state
of conflict around us.
We shall fail, like everyone
has failed; and we shall look back on our lives with wistful regret, and have
to justify our mistakes-- or try to forget them-- like everyone else does;
while a new generation blames us and tells us where and how we went wrong, as
we blamed the generation before us and told them where and how they went
wrong.'
A new terror of
growing old; to become part of the blamed, the mistaken, the 'wrong'
generation.
And even that is the
voice of only a few. Most have abandoned the struggle, and settled either for
apathetic resignation or complacency.
At the beginning there
is confidence; the confidence of blind idealism. 'It's easy. All you have to
do is...All you have to be is..." But such optimism exists by looking
only at the realisation of the dream. It dismisses the existing reality as
irrelevant.
Only after years of
struggle--against struggle--does the truth, on some level, begin to dawn.
Few--understandably--are willing to admit such an absurd defeat, and certainly
not in the face of a new generation of idealists, with their bright young
scorn and their energetic optimism. Disillusionment is too appalling a sin.
But the fact is
inescapable--even if blindness to it is not. The Game is a game of struggle.
The Game is a game of conflict.
That is its nature,
though not its essence. From the most gentle dichotomy, scarcely discernible
behind delicate facades of hopeful reason, to the cataclysmic holocausts of
open warfare on a grand scale. One is no more nor less than a microcosm of the
other. And both are part of the nature of the Game.
And while there is
blindness there is no way out.
Many have sincerely
tried; tortured themselves to squeeze their unwieldy beings and those of
others, into a mould of harmonious co-ordination. The struggle to create
'good', both in themselves and others. And the only part of which they are
convinced, is the 'struggle' part. The 'good' part is always just beyond their
reach.
But we need not be mystified
by conflict. We can know why it is so inescapably with us in the Game. It is
because we do not fully know the Unity.
But we can begin to
know it.
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But why is the mystery
there? Why is there blindness within?
In its pure state, in order
to exist divided from its creator, and in order to be able to create for
itself in its own terms a finite existence, a creation has access to the
life-energy of its creator. And the nature of the soul of the creation, which
is truth, complete awareness of everything within the terms of its existence,
is its link with its creator. And knowledge and energy, which is life, flow
from the creator to the creation, and thereby it has existence.
And because there is
nothing between the creator and the creation, the contact is perfect, the
control is precise. Because both creator and creation have nothing between
them to obscure the mutual awareness of their basic unity, harmony reigns;
division and union.
The soul of the
creation maintains a pure knowledge and recognition of its creator. It
validates its creator. It understands its relationship with its creator. Thus
a pure flow of life-energy passes freely between them.
But at this point the
creator does not allow the situation to remain as it is. The creator
introduces a new duality, a new division. This division is not a part of the
Essence of the Game; it is not a union, but a conflict.
In its pure state the soul of the
creation recognises no choice in its relationship with its creator. It has
choice with regard to the formation of its own receptive element, its own
body, its own creation. Within the terms of its existence it has a whole
series of alternative permutations from which to choose in this matter, and
that choice it recognises and understands and makes its decisions accordingly.
But with regard to its
creator, it is aware of no choice; and correctly, because it has none.
(Ultimately of course by creating it in a particular way, the creator
predetermines its decisions of what to create for itself. But there is no
awareness of that, because the terms of its existence include the power of
outward choice.) They do not include the power of inward choice. Between
creator and creation, the choice logically and naturally, belongs exclusively
to the creator.
But the creator goes
against this logic, and deliberately introduces between himself and his
creation the illusion of choice.
He does this simply
because it is a pattern that is handed down from creation to creation and
stems from GOD and the original creation, which was given choice with regard
to its relationship with GOD, in order to introduce a second duality into the
Game.
And the reason for
this introduction?
From it stems the concepts
of Life and Death, Beginning and End. Without it there would be no Life and no
Death, no Beginning and no End, within the nature of the Game. The Game would
have no cycles, only an endless and infinite continuation.
How the creator
introduces the concept of choice within, will be explained when we come to its
passing on once more, this time from the soul of the creation to the body it
creates for itself. Also we shall explain why the outcome is inevitably as it
is, and always the same.
But for the moment,
let us simply tell the story.
Choice is introduced. The
soul of the creation, having recognised no choice in relation to its creator,
suddenly becomes aware of one, only one, a simple choice between two
alternatives.
It's not a real
choice, because the outcome is, for reasons that will become clear,
inevitable. But it feels like a choice, it may look like a choice; it is what
we would call a choice and recognise as a choice. And it becomes a part of the
soul's reality, part of its awareness.
Like Adam and Eve in
the Garden, the soul is faced with two alternative paths which it can take.
Either it obeys the command of its creator, which quite suddenly does not
appear to be in its interests, or it can disobey, and follow the opposite
path, which does appear to be in its interests.
If this choice is
before it, than it has already lost sight of the fundamental unity of itself
and its creator. How this has happened, we shall also discover, but it has.
Suddenly the interests
of itself, and the interests of its creator, appear to diverge, and the soul
must choose which it is to follow.
The basic choice is
drastic-- and invisible now to the conflicted creation. It is a choice between
retrieving and maintaining the perfect link and the free flow of life-energy
which passed between itself and its creator, and casting off from its creator,
taking with it only the life-energy currently contained within it, and
becoming not simply divided from its creator, but separated, estranged,
alienated, detached; a disconnected entity; an entity with no direct link with
its creator, no direct knowledge of its creator, only the potential memories
inherent in the store of life-energy by which it continues its existence.
But all the creation
sees is the conflict of interests. And the creation chooses the path which
appears to be in the interests of itself. It casts off, and moves away from
its creator.
The cycle of
alienation has begun.
But remember, the
creation is also a creator. The creation has its own creation. The soul has
its own body. And the pattern is once more handed down.
The soul was given
choice by its creator. Now, in accordance with the Universal Law, it gives
choice to its creation. It gives the body choice, not only in how it goes
about creating its social environment, but within, in its relationship with
the soul.
The soul gives to its
outward manifestation the conflict of whether to obey or disobey; the conflict
of right and wrong.
Now, instead of being
a physical existence, which moves and acts and behaves and performs without
thought or question or doubt or hesitation, precisely according to the
dictates of the soul; the body becomes, apparently, a will of its own. The
outward limited consciousness is given freedom to choose whether to obey or
disobey. And just as the soul inevitably disobeyed its creator, the body
repeats the pattern, and disobeys.
But how is this
choice--which is really no choice--given? How is the sense of choice created?
What is it that is used to instill doubt and dichotomy in the created
consciousness? And why is the outcome inevitable?
Just as the being, in its pure
state, has a harmonious two pole existence with regard to its own activities;
the soul and the body; where the soul gives life to the body and the body
returns unquestioning response to the soul; so the being has a two pole
existence with its creator, where the creator gives life-energy to the soul,
and the soul returns unquestioning response to the creator.
But just once 'the
fall' has taken place; once choice has been given to the soul, and separation
has been the outcome; then that circuit is blocked. In reality there is still
contact, there is still a flow of life-energy. If there were none, the soul
itself would die and return to its original formless state. But the circuit is
blocked and twisted. The flow is no longer free and direct, but filtered
through a very heavy resistance. So that not only is it considerably reduced,
but there is also no clear awareness of it at the receiving end.
As far as the soul is
aware, it is no longer receiving life-energy from its center.
Whilst it felt that it was
receiving life-energy it felt free to pass life-energy on to the body. At the
same time, as it received validation and response from the body in return,
this too it passed back to its creator, and a flow like an electric current
was set up. But now nothing appears to be coming from its creator. It has a
store of life-energy, but it cannot pass it on, and as it is no longer giving
to its creator in return, it cannot receive from its creation. The entire flow
seems to be halted, and it must conform to the pattern. It must block the
contact between itself and the body, in the same way the contact between its
creator and itself was blocked.
So in imitation of its
creator, the soul now sets about giving choice to its creation.
It takes the stored
life-energy within itself, and instead of allowing it to flow directly into
the body as before, it divides it into two halves, sets one half against the
other and thereby sets up a conflict in the void between itself and the body.
And one half of the life-energy, one side of the conflict, is linked and
identified with the existence and nature of itself, the soul, and the other
half is linked and identified with the existence and the nature of the body.
Previous to this,
remember, the flow between the soul and body is free and unconflicted. The
void in between them is no barrier. The body sees the soul and its
relationship to the soul with clarity; receives from it and gives to it
without hesitation or uncertainty. It is aware of its own nature, of the
nature of the soul, of the link between them, and above all, of the basic
unity which they represent.
But now the body loses
sight of the soul itself; and instead what it sees is opposite alternatives;
one identified with the soul and the other identified with itself; Immediately
it lose sight of the unity. It loses sight of the common origin. It sees only
its own separateness from the soul, manifested in the fact that these two
elements, one representing its own interests and the other the interests of
the soul, are in conflict.
"The reason that the
body must choose for itself and against the soul, is inherent in that
conflict. It can no longer identify with the soul."
There is no longer any
reason why the body should follow the interests of the soul. It has no
memory--not at this stage. Memory is created from stored life-energy. The pure
free-flow relationship does not require a memory, because all relevant
knowledge is available at any moment when needed. Memory is only necessary
when there is separation, alienation, loss of direct contact; and at this
moment, before the choice is made, the body has not created for itself a
memory, having had no need for one. It has unconscious survival instincts, but
no conscious recall of past reality.
So all the body's
consciousness sees of the soul is a direct opposition to its own interests. So
it chooses, as it instinctively must, against the soul. It disobeys.
This begins the
separation. Ironically, the body has reinforced the stemming of its own
life-energy, by making a choice which it thought was in its own best
interests. Now it feels the effects; separation, alienation.
But despite the
consequences, which the body feels with an emotion hitherto unknown to
it--pain--the conflict remains. The dichotomy continues. And now that it too
is denied the constant flow of life-energy from within, it builds a life
memory for itself, beginning with that initial pain of separation which came
hard on the heels of opposing the interests of the soul.
So now, on one side
the interests of the body, with the promise of further satisfaction to the
body, and on the other side the interests of the soul, with the threat of
further alienation from the soul. An equal struggle.
Between body and soul,
instead of the void of perfect contact, there is an image of the soul set in
opposition against the image of the body; A two pole existence within a two
pole existence; the outer pair separated by the conflict of the inner pair;
soul and body separated by--the mind.
And because the image
of the soul and the image of the body are set in opposition against one
another, then automatically everything which seems to the body to be in the
interests of the body, must, within the mind, be in opposition to the
interests of the soul. If one force directly opposes another, then every
element of the first force must be assumed to oppose the second force.
And there is no
escape, because the separation at this stage is not a complete discontinuation
of the flow of life-energy. The circuit is not broken, only distorted. The
fundamental link remains, though the awareness of it, and the perfection of
it, are lost.
Soul and body are
still connected; no longer by perfect contact, producing a perfect control,
but by a tortured conflicted contact, producing strife and suffering.
And as long as that
contact exists, the body lives; confused, uncertain, searching for the key
which it has lost, but in its terms, alive. Nothing fosters the contact,
except the body's hazy memory of the original agony of separation. And however
hard it tries to escape from the mind's image of the soul, because it seems to
oppose its wishes, its desires and its inclinations at every turn, it cannot,
because it is just aware that without the soul it cannot exist; and as long as
it maintains the link, even through the murky link, even through the murky
haze of that painful dichotomy which now fills the void between them, the
dichotomy rules its every move.
And everything it tells the
body is a contradiction
Life is in the interests of
the body. Therefore according to the mind, death is in the interests of the
soul.
Success is in the interests
of the body. Therefore, according to the mind, failure is in the interests of
the soul.
Pleasure is in the interests
of the body. Therefore according to the mind, pain is in the interests of the
soul.
Happiness is in the
interests of the body. Therefore...
Joy is in the interests of
the body. Therefore...
Comfort is in the interests
of the body. Therefore...
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So now the mind, and
not the soul, controls the body. And the mind is no pure and one directional
intention as the soul was. It is in permanent conflict, torn two ways. So the
body is torn two ways. And where the soul, in its pure state, could create and
uncreate, and freely motivate the body, because of its own purity and lack of
conflict, the mind can only strain at it, drawing in two opposing directions
at once; able neither to create nor uncreate it at will, because it cannot
resolve its own tortuous conflict.
And the cycle of the
mind is seemingly endless. Because all the being's life-energy is either
governed by it or locked within it. And neither side of the conflict must do
more than temporarily defeat the other, because, ironically, depends upon the
other for its existence. They too, like the soul and the body, are basically
two halves of one existence. The image of the soul cannot exist without the
image of the body, and the image of the body cannot exist without the image of
the soul. Neither can exist alone.
And as long as the
soul's life-energy is locked within the conflict which separates the true soul
and the true body from one another, the entire being is trapped. For the soul
is trapped inside the body, which is controlled by the mind. And the mind is a
heavy mass of tortured anguish.
And to maintain an outward visible
and logical balance, through an equal apparent weight of validity on both
sides of the conflict, the pain suffered by opposing the interests of the soul
and by following the interests of the body, is explained by giving the
concepts of 'good', 'right' and 'virtue' to the failure and death side of the
conflict, the image of the soul; while the concepts of the soul; while the
concepts of 'evil', 'wrong' and 'vice' are linked with the success and life
side of the conflict, the image of the body.
"On one side of the
conflict of the mind there is failure, but with the promise of heaven. On the
other side there is success, but with the threat of hell."
An even struggle; a
painful conflict; the very root of the human predicament.
And the conflict is the
embodiment of fear; fear of failure and death on one side, the side of the
body and the image of the body; fear of hell--which is ultimate alienation from
the soul--on the other side, the side of the soul and the image of the soul.
But ultimate
alienation from the soul is death; the point where soul and body finally part.
So the fear on both sides amounts in the last analysis to the same fear; fear
of death.
It is scarcely a surprise
that both sides of the conflict threaten the body with death. Remember, the
main effect of the introduction of choice into the Game was the introduction
of death.
The first and foremost
function of the mind is to bring about the separation of the soul and the
body; which is why the mind represents, above all things, death.
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The God SATAN is the
ruler of both soul and body in their separated state, in their state of
alienation from one another.
And within the mind,
the image of the soul is ruled by the God JEHOVAH, who represents the
interests of the soul through the failure of the body. He represents the
creative element within the Game; and as the nature of the game is conflict,
He rules the creative element within that vital component of the Game, the
mind.
And within the mind,
the image of the body is ruled by the God LUCIFER, who represents the
interests of the body. He represents the receptive element within the Game,
and therefore within the mind.
JEHOVAH and LUCIFER
stand at the poles of the battle of the human mind, and confront one another
in direct conflict, within the Game.
And the two aspects of
SATAN, the creative and the receptive, stand at either end of the being, split
apart and alienated from one another by that raging conflict in between.
And the Game is dominated by these
four elements; on one side, JEHOVAH, linked with and in support of the
creative aspect of SATAN; on the other side, LUCIFER, linked with and in
support of the receptive aspect of SATAN.
JEHOVAH and SATAN
on one side offer death and salvation, through the image of the soul. LUCIFER
and SATAN on the other side offer life and damnation, through the image of the
body. And humanity quakes in terror at the prospect of both alternatives.
The body of man is mesmerised;
trapped between Scylla and Charybdis, and completely unable to make up its
mind which form of death will be the least agonising.
diagram: Soul - SATAN
Image of the Soul- JEHOVAH
Image of
the Body - LUCIFER
But what
precisely is in the mind, to create such effects on the body?
The image of the body holds
out that the body is all important; the needs, the desires, the inclinations,
the wants, of the outward manifestation of the being, which includes its
conscious thoughts and emotions and problems, as well as its physical
structure, are to be followed. Its demands are to be met.
At the same time this
side of the mind brings down a veil of obscurity in front of all internal
realities. It cuts down the awareness of the existence of the soul, and it
cuts the sensitivity to all spiritual existences.
On the other hand it
enhances the awareness of physical and natural beauty, and the sensitivity to
environment. It makes the world seem a good place to be, if the body can
create the right circumstances for itself.
It stresses the
importance of conscious feelings and emotions; that they should be cared for,
fostered when positive, eliminated when negative. It leads the body away from
suffering, ugliness, tension, strife, anything which will make the body
uncomfortable, anything which will make physical existence undesirable.
It fosters good health
in the body; physical energy and vitality; to add to the feeling that life is
worth living for its own sake. It directs the body towards comfort, ease,
satisfaction--for others as well as for self, because in order for the world
to be a really acceptable and comfortable place to be, all misery, not
just the body's own, must be eliminated.
This side of the mind
places all stress on the importance of the outward manifestation of things,
and cuts down as far as possible all concern for the inner, invisible,
unconscious aspects. Thereby it appears to promote exclusively the interests
of the body.
And this is the side
of the mind which is governed by LUCIFER.
The image of the soul
holds out that the body is unimportant in relation to the soul; that the needs
and inclinations and desires of the body should be opposed; that the outward
manifestation should take the hard painful road, going against its own wants
and wishes; sacrificing them for the satisfaction of far more important
spiritual needs. Its demands are not to be met.
At the same time this
side of the mind opens up the awareness of internal realities, non-physical
things. It enhances the awareness of the existence of the soul, and the
sensitivity to spiritual presences, projections and emanations. It relegates
the visible and promotes the invisible.
It makes the world
seem an unpleasant place to be, and creates visions of a much more attractive
existence outside and beyond the limitations of physical existence. It makes
suffering and hardship a valuable and useful experience, promoting the need
for expiation rather than indulgence, sacrifice rather than satisfaction.
It undermines the
body's health; drains its energy and saps its vitality; to add to the feeling
that life is decidedly not worth living for its own sake. It leads the body
towards suffering, ugliness, tension, strife, anything which will make
physical existence undesirable. And it leads the body away from comfort, ease
and satisfaction.
This side of the mind
places all stress on the importance of the inward source of things, and cuts
down as far as possible all concern for and sensitivity towards their outward
manifestations. It stresses the invisible, the spiritual, the unconscious
aspects and creates a highly sensitive awareness of these things. Thereby it
appears to promote exclusively the interests of the soul.
And this is the side
of the mind which is governed by JEHOVAH
But although the Game overall is
dominated now by the mind; the mental images of soul and body with
diametrically opposing pressures; the soul and body themselves are by no
means idle.
SATAN may be
'watching in the wings', but he is active also. And there are two other
forces which act on the individual being and on the Game as a whole; and in
some cases they override the mental pressures.
There is the pure
soul reality, which is the extreme of the image of the soul pattern. It is
the total denial of the validity of the physical existence; the effort not
simply to relegate its interests and deny its importance, but to negate it
altogether; either to destroy it, or to rise above it so completely that it
ceases to have any meaningful effect.
This reality
advocates no recognition of the human world at all. It is the inner Satanic
reality; what we call the top level of SATAN. It strives for the complete
transcendence of physical existence. It presses constantly for freedom from
the body; complete and final separation from the body.
At the other end of
this scale there is the pure body reality, which is the extreme of the image
of the body pattern. This is the complete denial of the existence of all
things spiritual, all reality within and beyond the conscious physical
manifestations; the effort to blot them out altogether by the creation of
such intense and overwhelming physical appetites, that any awareness of
spirituality is drowned by them.
This reality
advocates no recognition of the spiritual world at all. It is the outer
Satanic reality; what we call the bottom level of SATAN. It strives to
submerge the being completely in physicality. It presses constantly for
freedom from any consciousness beyond physical sensation and experience;
complete and final separation from the soul.
The Satanic soul
reality urges identification with the soul and negation of the body. The
Satanic body reality urges complete identification with the body and
negation of the soul.
Four basic
realities. And every being within the Game is subject to some extent to all
of them. No being manifests any one of them exclusively and unequivocally.
There is no such thing as a pure Jehovian, or a pure Luciferian, or a pure
Satanist at the other end of the scale. Every being is subject to the
conflict in both directions.
Most are pressurised
more heavily by the two mind realities. SATAN is there, powerful and
effective, but the greater influences for this majority are JEHOVAH and
LUCIFER; some leaning more towards JEHOVAH, others more towards LUCIFER. But
again do not expect exclusive patterns.
The Jehovian is most
strongly affected by the image of the soul. He contemplates physical
existence--hopefully perhaps, as the pressure of LUCIFER's image of the body
stirs within him-- but cannot help seeing and feeling the morasses of mental
debris which lies behind its every manifestation, and thereby finds it
untrustworthy and desirable.
The Jehovian leans
more towards validation of the soul and invalidation of the body.
The Luciferian leans
more towards validation of the body and invalidation of the soul.
The Satanic
minority, less directly governed by these mental pressures and preferences,
span the two extremes; one foot firmly planted within, on the soul, the
other circling without, in the body. And again there is generally a bias one
way or the other.
But with such
extreme influences, the confusion may often be even greater than for the
mind addict. The difference between the soul Satanic reality and the body
Satanic reality is so diametric that there can be very intense suffering.
Because at the same time they are equally close to one another.
The Satanist, apart
from encroaching mind realities which add to his confusion, is never quite
sure whether he is a body trying to rid itself of a soul or a soul trying to
rid itself of a body. The separation between the tortured mystic, the
agonised ascetic on one hand, and the excessive sensualist and physical
indulger on the other, is at the same time both a gulf and a step.
Frequently both tendencies are to be found in one being. For example
sex-mania and drug addiction, both primarily Satanic territories, can
manifest at either end of the scale.
In the far reaches
of excessive sexual experience, is a being trying to release his soul and
leave his body behind, or is he trying to submerge himself in wholly
physical sensation? Is a drug addict trying to forget all spiritual and
mental problems in the indulgence of his senses, or is he trying to
transcend physicality into a world of pure spiritual detachment? Generally
both.
But ultimately,
whichever pattern individual beings lean towards. the end result is
inevitably, one way or another, a greater and greater alienation of the two
sides of the original union of body and soul. Because knowledge of their
fundamental unity, which remember is the essential requirement to prevent
division from declining into separation, knowledge of their fundamental
unity has been lost.
The Jehovian may see
much of the validity of the soul, but he is lacking in appreciation of the
body. The Luciferian may see most of the validity of the body, but he has
little real understanding of the soul. And the Satanist may have a high
sensitivity to both, but his instinct tells him that they should remain
apart.
The soul, the
essential agent, and the body, the vital instrument, move further and
further away from one another. Contact dwindles; control declines.
The image of the
soul has a positive function and a negative function. The first is the
direct promotion of the value, the meaning, the reality, the significance
and the vital importance of the soul. The second is the devaluation, the
invalidation, and the reduction of the importance and significance of the
body.
The image of the
body also has a positive and a negative function. The positive is the direct
promotion of the value and the importance of the body. The negative is the
devaluation of the soul.
Now in a state of
maximum positivity, the mind can create the semblance of a balance, a
harmony; one side validating the soul, the other validating the body, with
no direct invalidation on either side. This is the very top end of both the
Jehovian and the Luciferian patterns, and it requires that a being is
equally affected in this positive way by both sides.
But such a state is
rare. The normal state is mainly negative; a conflict between invalidation
of the body on one side and invalidation of the soul on the other. And the
Jehovian and the Luciferian dominance is generally determined, not by so
much by the stronger promotion of one side as by the stronger negation of
the other.
Also, even when it
is the positive element on one side which is the driving force, invariably
it is the negative element on the other side which manifests to counteract
it and square the account.
For example the
Jehovian may reach very positively for the reality of the soul. But he fails
to find it because of all the mental confusion and blindness which the other
side of the conflict puts in the way. And similarly the Luciferian may reach
very positively for the well being and success of the body. But it eludes
him because of all the discomfort and disillusionment which the other side
creates.
However positive an
individual may be, it does not remove the fact that each side is basically
opposed to the other. So that if one side begins to dominate, the other
automatically attempts to negate it.
If the image of the
body manages to create success and well-being, then the image of the soul
generally counters with guilt and thereby fear of alienation from the soul,
a most effective means of putting a damper on success. And if the image of
the soul manages to create failure together with its spiritual reward of a
sense of virtue, then the image of the body counters with fear of death, an
equally effective means of putting a damper on virtue. So that success feels
like one step closer to death. Consequently failure, for the purpose of
expiation, often follows hard on the heels of success, and 'sin', in the
form of indulgence, often follows hard on the heels of failure.
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The nature of the mind is such that
when the balance tips, when one side dominates, negative means are used by the
other side to level it again. So in general it is the negative aspects which
dominate.
And the irony of the
conflict of the mind lies in the inversions embodied in this dominance of
negativity.
A soul without a body
is static; unchanging, unmoving, directionless, purposeless, meaningless. It
is like a body without an environment--which is the body's creation--like a
man floating in space, or wandering alone in a desert; unbounded, unlimited,
within the scope of awareness. He may be limited by the bounds of the universe
or by the boundaries of the desert, but because his own awareness does not
reach beyond those bounds, they do not seem to him to be a limitation.
He needs a structure
of his own in which to build a finite existence for himself.
And for the same reason a
soul needs a body.
Yet the mental image
of the soul, together with the soul itself in its alienated state, both insist
that the body does not exist in the interests of the soul, and that the soul
is really better off without the body.
On the other side, a
body without a soul is dead, lifeless, inert, and therefore equally
purposeless, directionless and meaningless. It is like an uninhabited city;
nothing to give significance to its existence, nothing to preserve it from
decay. A deserted city decomposes in exactly the same manner as a lifeless
body. It is a creator's creation, which has been abandoned, rejected, cut off
from its life source. A city needs people to give it life and meaning, just as
a body needs a soul.
Yet the mental image
of the body, together with the body itself in its alienated state, both insist
that the soul does not exist in the interests of the body, and that the body
is really better off without the soul.
The irony is that both
sides are at the same time right and wrong. In their state of alienation, they
do not exist in one another's interests, and of course as each reacts to this
the situation intensifies. Each blames the other and piles blame on blame.
Their existence becomes less and less in one another's interests. But on the
other hand, as we have established, without the other each is purposeless,
directionless and meaningless. Like a couple who live in constant strife, yet
each would be lost without the other.
Human beings and the
man-made human societies which they build around themselves, their group
relationships, their social attitudes, the complete format of social behaviour,
codes and customs which individuals create for themselves, are another level
of creator and creation. They cannot do without one another. Without the
society which they have created, without the social structures and conventions
within which each individual exists and with which he creates for himself his
own personal group environment, without any of this, human beings would become
aimless, directionless wanderers. there would be no group, no mass, therefore
no co-ordination and therefore no survival.
Equally without human
beings, without man the individual, human relationships, social structures,
mass agreements would become empty unapplied theories floating in a vacuum,
and would gradually dissolve.
Yet human beings are
compulsively driven towards destroying their own social structures. The
concept of the individual--equivalent to the image of the soul--is set in
opposition to the concept of the mass--equivalent to the image of the body.
Each individual
creates his own set of external relationships. Within the scope of his
existence and from the material to hand--other individuals--he builds his own
society, his aspect of the mass, his own social, as opposed to individual,
existence.
The fact that the
individual cannot exist without his social existence, and the fact that his
social existence is meaningless without him, are lost in the perennial
struggle between the concept of one and the concept and the concept of the
other. And this manifests most clearly in the endless struggle between 'right'
and 'left'.
Pressure emanates from
the concept of the individual, to oppose, negate and invalidate the mass. 'The
mass' ,it puts out, 'is not in the interests of the individual'. While
pressure at the same time emanates from the concept of the mass, to oppose,
negate and invalidate the individual. 'The individual', it puts out, 'does not
subscribe to the interests of the mass'.
Consequently, just as
the body is torn by the mind between preserving and destroying itself, so
humanity is torn by the conflict of these two concepts between preserving and
destroying itself, between negating the individual in the interests of
preserving the race and destroying the race to promote the interests of the
individual. This is politics.
And the concept of the
individual brings pressures to bear on humanity, just as the image of the soul
brings pressure to bear on the body. The concept of the individual creates a
complex ideology; moral, economic, social and political realities are evolved
and directed towards humanity, influencing and moulding it, apparently in
favor of the individual; just as the image of the soul influences the body,
apparently in favour of the soul.
The same pattern. If
you can see the mass itself as the sum total of every individual's personal
creation of a social world around his own individual world, you will see the
exact parallel. And it explains the mass conflict; the intensity of it; the
compulsion of it, and the precise dichotomy of it.
It is the racial
equivalent of the human mind, and stems as directly from the separation of the
individual from his relationships, as the mind does from the separation of the
soul from the body.
And at the current
stage of the Game, when we speak of humanity, meaning the social, political
and economic structures which human beings have created for themselves, we do
not mean the simple basic outward manifestation of the individual, as it would
be in a pure state, we do not mean the social co-ordination of a perfectly
integrated group or mass of human beings, we do not mean freely controlled
relationships. We mean the tortuous laws, customs and conventions, and the
struggles, which stem from that vast and complicated conflict of ideologies
and principles and theories and moralities, with which the individual has
separated himself from his relationships with those around him.
And the irony is the
same. The individual and his relationships, the individual and his social
environment, the individual and the mass, cannot exist meaningfully without
one another, any more than the soul and the body. But even a conscious
awareness of this--which undoubtedly people have--does not lessen the
conflicting pressures, any more than a conscious awareness that the soul and
body cannot do without one another, reduces mental conflict. The conflict is
compulsive, because the Game is a game of conflict.
And the patterns are precise, even
though the manifestations are confused due to the conflicting influences.
At first glance we see
what appears to be an inversion. The harsh political extreme, the Jehovian
element, seems to promote the preservation of social structures, while the
other extreme, the Luciferian element seems to promote their overthrow. But if
we look at the effects which these two extremes create, we find that the
Jehovian element imposes a heavy discipline on the mass, a restrictive
structure, just as it does with the body. It attempts to relegate the
importance of society as a whole, in favour of the freedom of the individual
to fulfill and express himself to the limits of his capacity. Whereas the
Luciferian element fosters the overall well being and satisfaction of the
mass, at the expense of the personal idiosyncrasies and ambitions of the
individual.
Remember, we are
talking about pressures here, not policies. No one would admit to a policy as
stark and unequivocal as either of the two set down above. The world is a
compromise, a synthesis of conflicting forces, a swinging pendulum. There are
biases, sometimes extreme biases, but no ultimates at either extreme, only
conflicts.
Outside the
JEHOVAH-LUCIFER conflict on this racial level, there are the Satanic elements
at both ends of the scale. And they are just as ambivalent as on the
individual level. Anarchy and fascism are worlds apart, and yet basically one
and the same thing. The complete overthrow of all social structures and the
triumph of individualism, go confusingly hand in hand with the crushing of the
individual and the liberation of the mass--or have we already confused them?
So expect no clear
definitions in the outward manifestations, only confusion. Clarity is only to
be found by analysing the separate forces and influences involved.
If we look for pure
Jehovianism in politics, we shall not find it, any more than we find it in
people. And similarly with the other two patterns. We find only leanings and
biases. But if we look closely, and separate the characteristics, then we can
find the individual pressures, which are pure--within their own terms.
The drive towards pure
Jehovianism is there--most strongly of course in the Jehovian; the instinct to
subject the mass to the overriding will of the strong and dominant individual,
this is the pressure which tells us to force our relationships into the
directions which we require; to demand of them, to impose our will on them.
But this instinct is met head on, even within individuals, and certainly
within groups, by an equal and opposite instinct to shackle the will, the
power and ambition of the individual, in favour of the group or mass; this is
the pressure which tells us to allow our relationships to direct us and mould
us to their pattern, to submit to the will of the majority.
If people were outside
this conflict and could really see the validities on both sides of the
argument, the essential interaction of individual and group how each can
complement the other, then balance and harmony would result. But they are not
outside it; they are inside it and subject to it, and driven in both
directions, far more intensely and effectively by the invalidities on both
sides, than the validities. Negation, as with the soul and body, is far more
prevalent, on both sides, than validation.
The result is the same kind
of confusion and disorder on a racial level, which the human mind creates on
an individual level.
And just as on an
individual level, the body comes to an end of its life cycle and dies,
separated completely from the soul; so on a mass level, civilisations come to
the end of their life cycles and die, separated from the individuals who
created them; and finally on a world level, humanity, the overall structure of
civilisation, is coming to the end of its life cycle, and is about to die,
separated from human beings, who have lost contact with the social structures
which they have created around them.
It is like watching a
person in agony from an incurable disease. There is a temptation to put him
out of his misery; to complete the separation; to break for good a circuit
which only gives pain. But equally there is a recognition that nature will do
this at the appropriate time; neither too soon nor too late; and whatever is
suffered, has to be suffered for the purpose of the Game.
This applies to
humanity. If we try to hurry the Game, we shall be frustrated.
And if we try to take sides
in terms of right, left or centre, we can only be caught up in the inevitable
conflict. The Game goes on, and we are part of it.
But if we expand our
vision to take in the entire structure of existence, we can detach from all
single obsessive drives; to promote the soul and negate the body or the
opposite, to promote the individual and negate the mass or the opposite.
First, we can
recognise that resolution is to be found, not in the success of one side or
the other side of the conflict, but only in the coming together of both sides
in harmony, individual and mass in harmony, so that the decisions and desires
of the soul manifest without resistance in the body, and the inclinations of
the body conform willingly and without strain to the decisions and desires of
the soul; so that the will of the individual manifests freely and naturally in
his relationship with the mass, and is not submerged by it, while the
structure and the activities of the mass are the outward expression of the
will of the individual, and are not sacrificed to it.
And more important
still, we must recognize that we cannot bring about that state within a Game
whose nature is conflict. It is pointless to try. Again we shall only invite
failure and frustration. Instead, we must be aware of the inevitability of
conflict, as long as the Game lasts in its present form.
The cycle cannot be
reversed. It must come to its natural end, and in its own time. Just as the
body must die before it can be reborn, so humanity must die, before it too can
be reborn. That is the nature of the Game.
Whether we are
considering an individual soul and body, or human beings and humanity, life
exists when the creative and the receptive element are in contact with one
another.
The ultimate life is
when the contact is perfect; when there is complete harmony, co-ordination,
interaction; a state of union. The ultimate death is when the contact is
non-existent; when there is complete and final alienation. And in between
those two extremes of the cycle, there is a sliding scale of contact;
distorted contact, incomplete contact, blind contact; mystery, conflict,
struggle, alienation, separation, to varying degrees.
And the contact
deteriorates as the cycle moves from life to death.
And at the point of death is
the negative end of all patterns. JEHOVAH, together with the soul aspect of
SATAN, the creative element, directs all power towards the negation of the
body, the receptive element, leaving none for the validation of the soul;
while LUCIFER, together with the body aspect of SATAN, the receptive element,
directs all power towards the negation of the soul, the creative element,
leaving none for the validation of the body. There we find the presence of
death. Soul and body part completely. Human beings and humanity separate
totally.
And for the soul, and
for human beings, this is the ultimate failure; the final enactment of the
Jehovian failure pattern. The soul's function within the being's duality, is
to give life to the body. The individual's function within the duality of the
human race, is to give life to humanity. When either of them finds itself no
longer able to do this, when the body dies, or humanity dies; that is the
ultimate failure.
And for the body; and
for humanity, death is the ultimate futility; the ultimate disillusionment;
the final enactment of the Luciferian futility pattern. The body's function
within the being's duality, is to channel the life which the soul provides.
Humanity's function within the duality of the human race, is to channel the
life which the individual provides. When it finds itself no longer able to do
this; when the life energy is blocked off altogether and the body dies, or
humanity dies; that is the ultimate futility. Nothing is more futile than a
lifeless body, a body with no soul to energise it, except perhaps, except
perhaps a dead civilisation, with no living individual to realise it.
And death is the
ultimate separation; the final enactment of the Satanic pattern of separation.
Soul and body, the individual and the mass, the creative element and the
receptive element, are finally torn asunder. Perfect contact has become
distorted contact. Death is the ultimate triumph of separation; the negative
fulfillment of the separated soul and body, which are ruled by SATAN.
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Now we can see the
entire cycle from the beginning to end.
Imagine a cone made up of
discs one above the other. And the top of the cone is the original unity of
all the elements in the Game; one piece; a miniature cone; a microcosm of the
entire Game, but with no division. In this piece soul and body are still
undivided; and the receptive elements are still one entity.
Lift up this pinnacle
of unity, and below it is the first disc, which represents the first move in
the Game; division. In the centre is a scarlet core. on the outside is a black
surround. This is the soul and the body divided but in perfect contact with
nothing between them. This is the individual and the mass in perfect harmony
and co-ordination. This is the union of the creative element in the centre and
the receptive element wrapped around it. This is the Essence of the Game.
Lift this disc and we find the
first move in the separation. The scarlet central core remains the same; but
between it and the black surround, which has moved away, are two thin circles;
a black one next to the scarlet core, a white one next to the black surround.
The first step into the Game of conflict. Satan at the center and on the
outside, ruling the now separated creative and receptive element; and in
between them, JEHOVAH linked with the creative core, and LUCIFER linked with
the receptive surround.
Lift that disc and the
pattern is basically the same; except that the gap is wider between core and
surround, the black and the white circles are larger, and although the core
remains static and unchanging, the surround has grown a little thinner. The
Game progresses--downwards. The contact deteriorates. The separation
increases. The receptive element weakens.
The soul remains
static, the body moves away and decreases; while the mind expands between
them. The individual remains the same, the mass is further removed from him
and deteriorates; while the human structures, the ideologies, the system, the
moralities, all the social and political pressures on both sides of the
conflict grow in size and complexity.
Below the disc is
another, again larger as we descend from the top of the cone. The soul is
still the same, the body thinner and the mind wider than ever.
That is the way of the
Game.
The creative aspect of SATAN
remains at the centre, becoming further separated from the receptive aspect
which grows weaker as it moves closer towards death. JEHOVAH and LUCIFER
increase their territory between.
And everything moves
downward from ultimate life at the top to ultimate death at the bottom.
Finally the black
surround, which represents the body and the social structure of humanity,
disappears altogether. That is the point of death. The soul has lost the body
altogether; the individual has lost the mass.
The triumph of the
Separation. And SATAN at the centre receives the body-less soul and the
raceless individual. And SATAN on the outside receives the soul-less body and
the indistinguishable mass of a dead civilisation. Ultimately in death they
become one and the same: many souls finally separated altogether from as many
bodies. SATAN began the Separation. The soul negated the body in the Name of
SATAN, and the body negated the soul in the name of SATAN.
Adam and Eve became
aware of their power of choice through the agency of SATAN.
Adam and Eve chose to
disobey their creator at the instigation of SATAN.
This is SATAN in His role of
the Adversary; the Separator; the creator of conflict. He begins the
separation of the two sides of the relationship. And to do this He must rule
both sides, so the alienation is mutual.
And death, the
ultimate separation, is the triumph of SATAN as the adversary.
Body and soul at the
top of the cycle are in a state of division and union, which is life. That is
the nature of the Essence. Descending the cycle, they are in a state of
division and separation, which culminates in death. That is the nature of the
Game. What is the basic difference between their state at the top and their
state at the moment when the descent begins?
Remember the
difference between union and separation.
"The awareness of a
fundamental unity preserves harmony in a duality."
Soul and body at the
top retain their awareness of their fundamental unity, even in their state of
duality. It is the loss of this awareness which begins the cycle of separation
downwards towards death.
The Lord CHRIST
represents the fundamental unity of the soul and the body, of the creative
element, and the receptive element of creator and creation, of the inspiration
and the manifestation.
CHRIST represents
divinity and humanity undivided--not divided, but in a state of union; but undivided.
Hence He represents the unity of all existence, which ultimately is the Unity
of GOD; GOD undivided, unscattered; GOD before the moment of the original
creation.
So CHRIST rules the
Essence, because awareness of Him makes duality without conflict possible. In
the presence of CHRIST, the Essence can manifest. In the presence of CHRIST a
state of division and union can exist.
Now SATAN is the
Adversary, descending the cycle, rules the soul and body, and represents their
division and separation. But at the top of the cycle, in a state of union, the
soul and the body become the Essence, and are ruled by CHRIST.
Yet they are still the
same soul and the same body, and thereby linked to and identified with the
same great being. So at the point where soul and body come together in a state
of union, CHRIST and SATAN come together, as one entity, in a state of unity.
Before the Separation
begins, CHRIST and SATAN are one; undivided; ruling over the Essence; the
union of soul and body.
The beginning of the
separation of the soul and body, is also the beginning of the separation of
CHRIST and SATAN. And during the cycle downwards CHRIST and SATAN are divided
and in opposition to one another; one half represents coming together, the
other splitting apart. Another aspect of the Game of conflict.
But in this case there
is no division and union. CHRIST and SATAN represent the vital unity which can
prevent separation. Therefore when They are divided, the unity is lost, and
separation begins. Their own separation is a part of the overall separation.
In this case CHRIST is
the creative element, SATAN the receptive. CHRIST remains static, continuing
to rule the concept of the Essence, continuing to represent the spirit of
unity; SATAN moves away, identified with the separation.
This does not mean
that CHRIST created SATAN. Because what we are describing here are roles, not
the fundamental nature of these two great beings. We are describing Their
rulership and representation of certain aspects of the Game. In relation to
the beginning and the ending of the Game, the initial separation and the final
reunion, CHRIST plays the creative role and SATAN the receptive role. CHRIST
in this context is to be found at the central core of SATAN.
As regards the
creation of the mind, the image of the soul, ruled by JEHOVAH, is a creation
of the soul, ruled by SATAN, and encircles it in the same way as the body
encircles it. The image of the body, ruled by LUCIFER, is also a creation of
the soul and encircles it. Therefore within this aspect of the Game, JEHOVAH
and LUCIFER both play the receptive role and SATAN the creative. SATAN in this
context is to be found at the central core of both JEHOVAH and LUCIFER. (But
this does not mean that SATAN created both of them).
And it is the soul
aspect of SATAN which plays the creative role in both cases. Again, another
division for SATAN, and an essential one if He is to play the mind game. And
it works as follows.
JEHOVAH represents the
image of the soul within the mind; the interests of the soul and the
validation of the soul. And at his core is the soul aspect of SATAN, which
also naturally promotes the interests of the soul. Therefore there is
agreement between these two elements. Therefore the core is a core of Love.
Within JEHOVAH is a core of Love, which is part of the soul aspect of SATAN.
LUCIFER represents the
image of the body within the mind; the interests of the body and the
validation of the body. It would be convenient if at the core of the image of
the body we found the body. But of course we do not. The body is outside the
mental image of the body. Inside, again, is the soul, which created both the
images.
Now between the soul
and the image of the body there is disagreement. The very nature of their
functions creates disagreements. Whereas with JEHOVAH and SATAN, core and
image are in conflict. Therefore the core is a core of Hatred. Within LUCIFER
is a core of Hatred, which is the other part of the soul aspect of SATAN.
So at the centre of
the image of the soul we have the acceptance and love aspect of the soul. At
the centre of the image of the body we have the rejection and hatred aspect of
the soul.
The relationship
between JEHOVAH and LUCIFER within the Game is straightforward. JEHOVAH, in
His rulership of the image of the soul, automatically adopts the creative
role. LUCIFER, ruling the image of the body adopts the receptive role.
(Again, this does not mean
that JEHOVAH created LUCIFER).
And within the Game,
although the overall cycle is downwards for life towards death; from the
positive state of union to the negative state of separation; within that
cycle, JEHOVAH and LUCIFER have the power to fluctuate the intensity of the
conflict within certain limits, even to create a semblance of balance and
harmony.
For on each side,
remember, is a positive and a negative function. If the Luciferian pattern is
positive; a glorification of the body rather than a direct negation of the
soul; and if the Jehovian pattern is also positive; a glorification of the
soul rather than a direct negation of the body; then outward harmony is
possible. Both elements are validated equally, neither takes precedence over
the other.
This can be applied on
a racial level. In a time when both mass and individual are equally validated,
and neither is directly invalidated, political and racial harmony can reign.
But in both cases the
harmony seldom lasts long or runs deep. It is respite rather than resolution;
momentary truce rather than peace. Because as soon as the balance tips, even
slightly, then the side out of favor at once retaliates and the conflict
resumes. There is no true relaxation in this period of harmony; only a static
tension, which is easily turned into active opposition.
And JEHOVAH and
LUCIFER keep the Game in a state of constant fluctuation, on both a personal
and a racial level. Within the overall decline, they maintain a constant
oscillation, both to and fro from one to the other, so that mass and
individual, body and soul, alternate in their own dominance of the Game, and
also up and down from positive to negative, so that times of hope and optimism
alternate with periods of despair and pessimism, apparent agreement and
harmony alternate with intensified strife and struggle, apparent progress
alternates with obvious regress, and so on.
Thereby cycles are
formed within the overall cycle of the Game.
Meanwhile SATAN
Himself maintains the overall cycle. He handles the extremes at both ends of
the scale. He ensures that whatever happens within the Game, whatever
happens to a particular person, whatever happens to the human race, one thing
is inexorable; the gradual separation of the soul and the body, the individual
and the mass, the creative element and the receptive element.
In His role of the
Adversary, the Separator, in opposition to CHRIST the Unifier, He draws these
elements, on every level of the Game, farther and farther apart, and thereby
closer and closer to death.
And when death is
reached? What then?
Death is the ultimate
separation. There is no further to go in that direction, either for an
individual who dies a physical death, or for a race which comes to an end.
This is the pendulum at the end of its negative swing.
The creative element
is static; the receptive moves away. The Jehovian negative pattern is in
rejection, pushing away. The Luciferian negative pattern is desertion, moving
away. The creative element initiates, the receptive element responds.
Visualise a circle
with both creative and receptive together at the top. The creative rejects,
the receptive responds and deserts, moving away from the creative around the
rim of the circle.
The cycle of
separation has begun, and cannot be reversed. It must be completed. There is
no going back.
The receptive element
moves farther and farther away from the creative element. The creation moves
farther and farther away from the creator; the body from the soul, the mass
from the individual.
From this vision
of the separation, it is clear that basically there is no true separation. The
two elements are fixed to one another in such a way that no matter how far the
creation goes, eventually. by its very movement away, it must return to the
creator. Another aspect of the nature of existence.
The anachronism of
soul without body, individual without mass, is built into the Game. It can
only exist within the limitations of the Game. It cannot be fundamentally
true. From the moment a creation deserts its creator, from the moment it
departs, even as it moves directly away from the source of its life-energy, it
is already by reason of the structure of existence, moving towards its
creator.
It has been said that
all existence is curved. True. All existence is circular; cyclic. What goes
out comes back. The swing of the pendulum can only be truly and graphically
described with a circle. And the Law of the Universe is the Law which governs
the pendulum's swing. Every action has an equal and opposite
reaction--somewhere at some time. Every cycle, once begun, must be
completed; and the two halves of its completion, the swing outwards and the
swing back inwards, are equal and opposite.
Until that point, the
creation is going away. But the cycle does not pause for one instant, and from
that point onwards, the creation is coming back. A pendulum only seems to
pause; but if its passage is transcribed on the rim of a circle, it can be
seen that the reversing of the swing is instantaneous, and allows only for an
infinite moment of stillness, which has no duration.
So from the moment of
death, whether it is the death of the body or the mass, whether it is the end
of a single life or the end of an entire cycle of the Game, from that moment
the return to life begins.
So the moment of death
is the moment of rebirth.
This is not to say that
rebirth manifests outwardly at that point, only that it begins. The creation
starts to come back.
The manifestation
might be limbo. CHRIST spent three days in limbo, before His rebirth could
manifest outwardly. But nevertheless His rebirth began at the moment of His
death.
Besides, even an
infinite moment of time can be made to seem like an eternity, if the Law of
the Game decrees it.
Time spans and outward
manifestations are whatever the Game decides that they should be. But the
basic structure does not change. Death and rebirth are one and the same.
Therefore, if at the point of death
we begin to be reborn, whether in terms of soul and body, individual and mass,
GOD and man, creator and creation, what must be there? What must be present at
the moment of death?
It is the point where
separation ends, because it is complete. Therefore it is the point where
reunion begins.
And for the reunion,
we require the awareness of the fundamental unity of creator and creation. And
for that awareness we require the presence of CHRIST.
When the awareness of
unity is lost, the separation begins; and the Essence also is thereby
lost. When the separation ends, reunion begins; and the Essence thereby begins
to be re-formed. So the awareness of unity must also begin to re-emerge. The
first hazy impressions of CHRIST must begin to reappear.
So in the moment of
death which is the moment of the beginning of rebirth, there is the presence
of CHRIST.
So at the moment of
death, the two finally separated halves of SATAN begin to come together--in
CHRIST. The body of SATAN begins to return to the soul of SATAN.
Through the presence
of CHRIST, the cycle moves toward union again.
Begin to replace the
discs of the cone one by one.
Now, instead of
downwards towards death, with the separation increasing. the Game moves
upwards towards life, with the separation decreasing. Body and soul,
individual and mass, creator and creation, move closer together. The
structures of the mind diminish in size.
Between JEHOVAH and
LUCIFER, the bias is towards harmony instead of discord, co-ordination instead
of conflict, balance instead of strife. The weight is primarily on the
positive side. There are still fluctuations and oscillations, but the overall
direction of the movement is upwards, drawing together instead of drawing
apart. There is still separation, but it is decreasing steadily, instead of
increasing.
The accent now after
death and rebirth, is on validation rather than negation. The image of the
soul validates the soul rather than negating the body; while the image of the
body validates the body rather than negating the soul.
This is not to say
that there is no negation. Just as on the way downwards there is positivity,
but a marked and overwhelming bias of negativity, so on the way back there is
negativity, but a marked and overwhelming bias of positivity.
Soul and body move
closer together.
But for the individual, what
body? The physical body is dead, separated finally and irrevocably from the
soul, and there is no sign, in the case of the ordinary mortal, of it rising
again and becoming reunited with the soul. It returns to the homogeneous mass
from which it was created, dust to dust, ashes to ashes.
And yet it is reborn.
The body dies physically, and is reborn astrally. Essentially it is the same
body, but what we would call the 'supernatural' as opposed to the 'natural'
aspect of it.
The natural body dies,
but through its death the supernatural body is reborn. The physical body dies
and the astral body is reborn; basically one existence, but with two opposing
aspects. Until the moment of death, the physical aspect manifests. At the
point of death, the coin is turned over and the astral aspect begins to
manifest. The scales balance, and then tip the other way. Dying ends and
living begins.
What we as human
beings call living is really dying, and when it is completed, then begins
living. Dying culminates in death at the bottom of the cycle. Living
culminates in life at the top of the cycle.
Physical death and
astral rebirth; the old dying body discarded, the new living body released;
like a butterfly emerging from a chrysalis; except on this human physical
plane of existence, most of us, although we can see the chrysalis, we cannot
see the butterfly. Therefore we are inclined to believe that when the
chrysalis has ceased its final tortuous death throes and is no more than an
empty husk, then that is the end.
It is; but more
important, it is also the beginning, the end of dying, the beginning of
living.
We have known for a
long time that what human beings call life is really death, and what they call
death is really life. Here is the precision of how this happens to be.
And take note, it is
not the soul which escapes to freedom from the dead body; as many might
suppose. It is the body in its new form which is reborn from the body in its
old form, and begins to move closer towards the soul from which it has become
so completely alienated.
The outward
manifestation is not of the world which we now know, but of another world,
within the same space and the same time dimension as this one, but on the
other side of the cycle; the other side of the coin; a world equal but exactly
opposite in every way to this one, a world which represents movement towards
life, where this one represents movement towards death.
We are so firmly and
fixatedly attuned to this death-orientated world, that we cannot see the
outward manifestations of the other life-oriented world, which exists all
around us but on the reverse side of our conscious awareness. Except for a few
isolated glimpses, granted to a few isolated individuals, we know nothing of
it until we are born into it.
But when we are born
into it--or rather reborn; when we do enter that life-oriented world,
inhabiting a life-oriented body, we begin at once to move towards, instead of
away from, a union of soul and body. Just as when we are born, at the top of
the cycle, into the human world, we began at once to move towards death, so
when we are reborn, at the bottom of the cycle, into the astral world, we
begin at once to move towards life.
When life is attained,
when reunion of soul and body is achieved, once more at the top of the cycle,
then it is time for re-entry into the other side, the death-oriented world
again, with another human physical death-oriented-body. A new cycle begins; a
new separation; from physical human birth at the top to physical human death
at the bottom, then back again.
Such is the life and
death cycle of the individual.
In the case of the
overall Game; when the End comes, when the race dies, when humanity has
completely destroyed both itself and the planet which it inhabits, when death
on this physical plane of existence has finally triumphed, and civilisation as
we have known it has ceased to exist--a time which is now not far off--then
the individual, instead of being surrounded by a death-oriented society,
begins to form for himself a life-orientated society. Instead of having
negative relationships with those around him, he begins to create positive
relationships.
Whilst the Game is
concentrated on the death side, the negative side, the cycle downwards; that
is where the light of outer consciousness lives. The life side, the positive
side, the cycle back upwards, is shrouded in darkness. so that even when we
enter it at death, we have no real no real vision of it, and it has little
meaning or significance for us. It is the death-oriented world which is
meaningful and significant, which constitutes 'our' world, and in which we
build our social structures, and evolve, inexorably, towards our ultimate
destruction.
As long as the Game is
in the dying cycle, it is our dying bodies which matter. It is our dying
bodies which our outer consciousness inhabits, and which we regard as reality.
The meaning and importance of our living bodies, and the kind of society which
they could create, are submerged and forgotten concepts. Because the Game is
currently a game of dying, not a game of living.
But when the End
comes; when the death of our human physical society finally manifests, and
therefore the rebirth of a new astral society begins; when the light of outer
conscious is thrown onto the other side of the cycle, the life side, the
positive side, the cycle back upwards; then the life-oriented world will
become the meaningful and significant world. The astral world will become
'our' world, and the other, the physical world, will be submerged.
After the End, it will
be the world into which we are reborn after death which will be the world that
matters.
Now our existence is
birth followed by dying followed by death, followed by--the unknown; a dark
unconscious rebirth and return. After the End our existence will be a dark
unconscious birth and death, followed by rebirth followed by rebirth followed
by living followed by life.
Reality for us will be
our living bodies, and the life-oriented social structures and relationships
which we will create in the light of outer consciousness inhabiting those
bodies. So that rebirth, a bias of positivity, the creation of harmonious
rather than conflicting structures, gradual reunion, awareness of the
fundamental unity; these will be the outstanding qualities of the Game which
will affect our outer consciousness whilst their opposites, on the other side
of the cycle, are shrouded in darkness.
Now we are awake
during the death half of our individual cycles, and asleep or anaesthetised or
in hibernation during the life half. After the End, that will be reversed. We
shall sleep as we move in physical form towards death, and then awaken at the
moment of rebirth. The world we know will be the life-oriented world, because
it is where the light of our unconsciousness will be. The world we always
forget, because we sleep through our times of inhabiting it, will be the
death-oriented world.
And the Spirit of
CHRIST will be present at the moment of the Game's rebirth; at the End and the
New Beginning; the Spirit of Unity which makes the beginning of reunion
possible. And then shall begin CHRIST's rule upon earth--a very different
earth from the one we know now.
With the rebirth of
the Game, on the positive side of the cycle, CHRIST's Kingdom will be
established, not of this world, the world of the dying, but of the next world,
equal and opposite, the world of the living.
The dying world, the
death-oriented world, full of souls inhabiting death-oriented bodies, all
moving relentlessly towards self-destruction; this is the world we inhabit
now, and of which we are outwardly conscious because it is where the Game is
concentrated. And this is Hell on earth.
The living world, the life-oriented
world, full of souls inhabiting life-oriented bodies, all moving relentlessly
towards self-creation; that is the world we inhabit after death and rebirth,
and of which after the End we will be outwardly conscious because then it will
be there that the Game is concentrated. And it will be heaven on earth.
This world is ruled by
SATAN, the separator, steadily drawing soul and body further apart. That
world, the next world, will be ruled by CHRIST, the Unifier, steadily drawing
the soul and body together again.
At the bottom of the
cycle is death and rebirth. Then comes a time of living. Soul and body move
towards one another.
Finally, at the top of
the cycle, there is union; division and union. The cycle is complete. Creator
and creation are once more 'divided but in harmony'. This is the state with
which the cycle began.
In the individual, it
is represented by the re-establishment of perfect contact between soul and
body--impossible with a human physical body, which is geared to separation
rather than union, but possible and ultimately inevitable with an astral body,
which is geared towards union.
In the race, it is
represented by the perfect interaction of the individual and the mass; people
living in a state of complete harmony with themselves and one another; where
the social structure of the group is an exact expression of the interests and
desires, qualities and capabilities, of every individual within the group;
where relationships truly satisfy, because contact and control are perfect.
This too is impossible
with a human physical society as we know it, which because of its
death-orientation is driven towards conflict and separation, but inevitable
within a society formed on the other side of the death point, where everything
is oriented towards life, and therefore conducive to harmony and
co-ordination.
Going even farther
outwards along the chain of creation of creation; separation is represented by
a group or race being at odds with its material environment, which it creates
from its natural and originally homogeneous surroundings; a state of union is
represented by perfect co-ordination between these two elements.
Whilst the Game is on
this side, the side of human physical existence, the side of a death-oriented
world, it is a Game of conflict and separation. Its other half exists, but
whilst the light of outer consciousness is on this side, it is this half that
matters to us. And as long as the Game is one of conflict and separation,
humanity is compulsively and inevitably driven towards destroying, polluting,
poisoning, distorting and corrupting its own environment, and the environment
retaliates, equally inevitably, by attempting to poison, starve, overwhelm,
trap, suffocate and corrupt humanity.
But when reunion is
achieved within the Game, on that other plane of existence, on that other
side, the side of a life-oriented world, then man and his material
environment--a material very different from the physical matter of this plane
of existence--work naturally and inevitably in harmony; complementing one
another, validating one another, creating one another, instead of constantly
competing for dominance and succeeding only in destroying one another.
So on all levels, the
end of the cycle brings reunion; the creative element and the receptive
element in complete accord with one another.
CHRIST has brought the
two halves of SATAN together.
This means that the two
halves have become, again, the Essence. So that SATAN's function as a ruler of
the separated halves is finished.
The tasks of JEHOVAH
and LUCIFER are also complete. They are in harmony. Their part in the Game was
never separation as such, but to provide the conflict which brought about the
separation. Now that conflict is gone. They are detached from the Game,
outside it; Their own state of union re-established.
But although a state
of harmony exists--the same state with which the cycle began--the
re-absorption is still incomplete. Whether we are considering the overall
cycle of the Game, or an individual cycle within it, there is a step beyond
reunion, which must be taken before a new cycle can begin.
Even with an
individual cycle, every aspect is covered with complete precision. When the
Essence manifests again, the spirits of CHRIST and SATAN within that
individual come together into a state of unity. The spirit of JEHOVAH and the
spirit of LUCIFER no longer provide mental conflict for that individual, but
represent for him the concept of union and harmony, the balance instead of the
conflict of opposites.
The Gods are present
within each individual, as well as the overall Game. So on all levels a final
step must be taken beyond the point of reunion; a move into the original state
before the cycle began; the state of unity.
In this state, soul
and body cease to be two, and become one. The creator no longer simply lives
in harmony with his creation, he re-absorbs it into himself; which means he
re-absorbs the life energy; leaving the material of the creation to return to
its original homogeneous state.
On whatever level this
re-absorption manifests and in whatever form, the concept is similar to the
moment of death. The body ceases to have definition of its own and dissolves.
But at the point of unity, instead of the two halves of the creator's life
energy being separated and in conflict, so that finally, body and soul are
torn apart completely while the mind, at maximum strength, goes on in between
them, here soul and body come so close that the two halves of the life energy
merge into one, and there is no mind at all to separate them.
Replace the top of
your cone; the microcosm of the Game in a state of unity.
In the case of the
individual, a cycle within the overall cycle is now complete. It would be
time--at any point in the Game--to redivide, to recreate, to form another body
from the available material, and to begin the cycle all over again.
It would be time to
come back into the physical world with a new body, all conscious memory erased
by the re-absorption; and move once more towards death. The previous cycle is
not lost altogether. It is imprinted on the psyche; it is contained in the
life-energy which constitutes the soul, as are all previous cycles within the
same overall Game. That life-energy has been the source of the power of the
mind, and all the machinations of the mind are preserved within it.
And though they have
their effect on the body in the new cycle, they are only permitted to reach
the outward consciousness as pressures, not as memories. Very rarely minute
aspects are allowed to filter through, in order to maintain within the world
some vague and tenuous indications of the overall nature of the Game.
In the case of the
Game itself; it is finished. There is no more division.
There is only the
principle of Unity embodied in CHRIST and SATAN, and the principle of Duality
embodied in JEHOVAH and LUCIFER.
All is still, as Time
awaits the signal for another Game to begin.
But that is the
future. How far in the future is immaterial. For the overall Game, even the
point of death and the beginning of rebirth is in the future. That is the End
and a New Beginning. And again the time factors are immaterial. Time itself is
a part of the Game, and therefore subject to the dictates of the Game.
At present the Game goes on. The
point of death has not yet been reached. The gulf between the creative element
and the receptive element on every level grows wider.
And within the Game
the conflict manifests everywhere. Because the roles of creative and receptive
are enacted, not only between a creator and his creation, but between the
individual parts of one creation. People constantly emulate their inward
patterns outwardly. Inside themselves they feel the conflict of soul and body.
Therefore in their relationships they act out that conflict, first from one
side then the other.
A person adopts the
creative role in relation to another who takes the receptive role. This does
not mean that the first created the second, but that simply that both are
enacting the underlying pattern of the Game. It is potentially a relationship
of balance, of each complementing the other. But the Game and the nature of
the Game dictate otherwise. And the minds of both the people involved dictate
otherwise. The rule is conflict. The pressures from all sides promote
conflict.
JEHOVAH and LUCIFER,
performing their dual functions, positive as well as negative, may drive
occasionally towards balance; but the overall pattern is conflict. And
conflict, whether open or suppressed, is the result; often declining into
complete alienation.
So we can see this
widening gulf between the two sides of the conflict all around us in people's
relationships with one another.
But an even more
obvious manifestation is in humanity's relationship with its material
environment, already briefly mentioned.
Control, remember, is
contact. As the separation increases, the contact deteriorates. so the control
also deteriorates.
The human race
manifests less and less control over its environment. Even the mass itself, as
opposed to a few astute individuals as previously, is beginning to see that
pollution is beyond man's control, that the backlash of scientific progress
cannot be prevented, that mass starvation is inevitable, that medical science
is propagating rather than preventing disease. Material, environmental
chaos--stemming not from the natural structure, but from man-created
structures--is spiralling rapidly into a vortex.
Equally, between the
individual and the mass, lack of control is increasing. The political scene is
another area of escalating chaos; as hatred, resentment, blame and rebellion,
well up like a rising storm on a mass level. A devastating crescendo seems not
far off.
So the Game itself is
coming close to death, to the End, to the point of ultimate separation.
There is no way back
except by going on. It must be allowed to run its course through that point of
total destruction.
And we are part of the
Game. We are part of the cycle. So we are part of the Separation which now
approaches completion. That too is inevitable.
But our knowledge of
the Nature of the Game, of the structure of the Game, of the direction of the
Game, of the outcome of the Game, gives us freedom, if we will take it, from
the panic and despair which the Game must generate as it dives towards death.
We have our games
within the overall Game, our cycles within the overall Cycle. And if we play
with awareness, we can save ourselves, and those who listen to us, much pain
and suffering, much frustration and uncertainty.
For us a New Game has
already begun. It is the positive side, the return half, of the Old Game. And
the more we know about the structure of the overall Game, the better we shall
play our New Game.
Whatever have been the
manifestations of the Old Game; rejection, suffering, sometimes despair, it
has had a vital purpose. In the past we have probed beneath the surface,
investigating the devious workings of the individual psyche. We have analysed
the mind, both sides of it, and penetrated through to the soul. We have
discovered the nature of the individual through and through.
It has been Jehovian
work; looking behind and beyond; searching within; ignoring the outward
manifestation, the body with all its conscious attributes, except in as much
as it could guide us through the labyrinth of mental contradictions and
anomalies, and lead us to the inward reality; the soul.
So within The Process,
the balance has been weighted on JEHOVAH's side, the side of the inner
reality; because our first and foremost task was to search the unknown and
make it known. And this we have done.
Each of us is an
island; part visible; part invisible, below sea level. And we have spent a
long time seeking the reality below; essential and rewarding work; completed.
This final knowledge of the basic structure of the Game and all existence
within the Game, is symbolic of the outcome of that work.
Now is the time for
change. Now is the time to weight the balance on LUCIFER's side; to begin to
acknowledge the outward manifestation, the island above sea level, the image,
or rather the external reality as opposed to the internal reality.
And by image, we do
not mean fantasy image; things which because of the pressures of the mind, we
would each of us like our island to be, nor things which for the same reasons
we are inclined to pretend that it is. These are false images created by the
mind in the interests of whichever side they promote.
We may express these
fantasies, as we always have; where appropriate, we may work towards them
through the power of positivity; but as long as they do not manifest, they
remain fantasies, mental propaganda; and if we allow them to take hold, we
also allow the equal and opposing pressure of failure or futility, because we
demand of ourselves that they at once cease to be fantasies and become
realities.
By image we mean
something real, but outward rather than inward; a manifestation as opposed to
a source. Not a mask which conceals an inner reality, but a manifestation
which expresses an inner reality.
It is time to lay
stress upon what we are outwardly as individuals, instead of what we are
inwardly.
We know the territory
within. It is no more a mystery. We know it in the general and in the
particular. We know its structure, its nature and its power. We know the very
best and the very worst which it can and has produced in each of us. We know
ourselves within and we know one another within.
So that territory can
hold no terrors, nor even surprises. We can leave it now to evolve and move
with the Game without direct interference.
And we can concern
ourselves with what we are--outside. This means not simply our physical
appearances, but our behaviour, our effects, our conscious thoughts, emotions,
and attitudes. It is the agreements, conflicts and motivations of the
individual psyche which are no longer relevant.
Look in front, not behind. Look
outside, not inside. Look at actions, not motivations. Look at conscious
feelings, not unconscious agreements. As regards the individual, look at
behaviour, not at the inner significance of behaviour.
That is the way of the New
Game.
But although it is no
longer relevant to look below the surface on an individual basis, this does
not mean that we give up looking behind and beyond altogether. Quite the
reverse. We go even further.
Each of us is an
island. We exist above the water and we exist below the water. What then?
Below that, we are all part
of one and the same basic reality. Below the level of our own internal
individuality, we have a collective existence. We are all part of one and the
same land mass below the sea.
Just as on a physical
level, the individual creates the mass, the outward manifestation of the
individual is the mass, so, on a spiritual level, the mass creates the
individual, the outward manifestation of the spirit of the mass, of the
collective psyche, is the individual. All individuals stem ultimately from the
same collective existence.
Imagine a large mass
of clay. Let that be the collective psyche. From it can be made several
individual models, each different yet all basically the same in that they come
from the same original mass. From these individual models there is formed a
group, another kind of mass. This is another aspect of the chain of creation.
So on the surface we
seem to be individuals, and on the surface we are individuals, but below the
surface--not immediately below, but deeper down below--we are joined, united.
And the islands grow
and manifest from below upwards, therefore it is our origins which are the
common denominator. The substance of our existence is the unity. Two
islands on the surface cannot constitute a unity, they cannot become one
island in their present form. But they can constitute a union; two existing as
one; divided but in harmony. And the way by which they can achieve this state,
is by awareness of their fundamental unity, which is not on the surface, not
immediately below the surface, but on the sea bed.
So when we probe in
the New game, we do so not to find a deeper level of individuality, but to
find a level of unity. We reach into the collective psyche; the land mass from
which all of us have sprung, and which continues to affect us and channel
through us from below, from within.
Outwardly we are all
different from one another. We all channel different aspects of the collective
psyche, different aspects of the Game, both positive and negative. And it is
both right and important that we should express and manifest those
differences, that they should be seen and known and felt. But it is sometimes
hard to believe that we are all part of one basic existence. We can know it
with our minds, but it is hard to feel it. It is hard to identify with another
who manifests a completely opposing pattern to our own.
But the common
denominator is there. And the more we probe it and examine it and investigate
it, the stronger will become the feeling of identification.
And at the same time
there is another completely converse way of establishing that common
denominator as a truly felt reality. It is through the validation of the
image, the outward reality.
Imagine that we are
the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. Each of us is different. A different shape, a
different size, and showing a different picture--or rather a different part of
one overall picture.
As long as we are
trying to be the same as one another, to compete with one another, to excel at
the same things, to possess the same things, to possess the same qualities,
there is no union, no harmony, no co-ordination. But if we can recognize that
we are each a separate and distinct part of one overall pattern, and that
ideally we interlock with one another, complement one another, then we can
begin to accept our differences, validate what we are, express it and manifest
it. We can begin to validate the image, the outward reality, instead of all of
us pursuing a single common 'ideal' nature.
And as the true images
emerge, we shall find our places in the pattern, and fit them. We shall find
our natural functions, our natural positions in the Game.
And as the pieces of
the jigsaw fall into place, the reality of the common denominator will grow.
By forming the overall picture by the correct interlocking of the pieces, we
can rediscover the original state of the jigsaw. By bringing together into
harmony the external mass, in this case the picture on the face of the jigsaw,
We can rediscover the internal mass, the original piece of wood from which the
jigsaw was carved.
So the two aspects of
our existence which take precedence in the New game, are the individual images
and the common reality; the outward differences and the inward sameness. And
remember, the potential harmony of the outward differences is the expression
and the fulfillment of the inward sameness.
And we enact the
creative and receptive roles in our relationships with one another. Because
this is the pattern of the Game on all levels. The choice is between harmony
and conflict, union and separation. And the vital factor which determines that
choice, is awareness or non-awareness of our fundamental unity.
There are two ways of
becoming aware of the fundamental unity. One is to probe the unity; to
discover it directly by looking deep down, on a collective basis; beneath all
significant manifestations; and the other is to observe how the manifestations
can naturally interlock and thereby complement one another. If we do both of
these, our awareness of the unity will grow from a superficial knowledge to a
deep and instinctive understanding.
But leave the
individual psyches alone. We have done with them. They will simply channel
from below, and manifest above. Validate what manifests; and whenever it feels
appropriate, go below, deep down below, for the source of the manifestation.
Accept the images,
good or bad. Remember that the Game is still a game of conflict, so conflict
will manifest in all its innumerable forms; and all of us will have to carry
our share of the burden in it.
And remember that
outwardly we are all different, as it should be. Each island differs from the
next. One may be lush and fertile, another barren and hospitable, another
volcanic, another overgrown, another steep and rocky, another flat and sandy,
another without food, another without water, another small, another large,
another storm-swept, another calm and peaceful, another warm, another cold,
another damp, another dry. Each has its own beauty, its own value, its own
qualities, its own attributes. Do not demand of one island what is not there,
but can be found in another. But equally do not fail to take what every island
has to offer.
Everyone has something
valid and valuable to give, if we will acknowledge it and be willing to
receive it. It may be the will to carry a particularly heavy burden of
conflict and negativity. It may be the power of leadership. Every requirement
will be met in somebody.
The Game--our game
within the overall Game--is one of co-operation, not competition.
And above all,
remember that every island rises from the same all-encompassing sea-bed. If we
re-create in ourselves an innate awareness of that simple fact, we can then
exist divided, yet in harmony with one another.
JEHOVAH and LUCIFER for us
represent that harmony; the concept of division and union.
CHRIST represents the Unity
which we must know to make that union a reality.
And the Ultimate Unity,
which is always present to inspire us, is the Unity of CHRIST and SATAN.
ROBERT DE
GRIMSTON
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