Archonis Letters

It just came to my awareness how much of my material that you have recently posted under "Archonis Letters." I really am very grateful, in that few people have ever taken an interest in my work. Thanks very much and I wish you well, in these trying times.... The work of "The Process" needs to take on new forms, and capture new energies through which all of these forces and archetypes can help to manifest into the New Aeon. The new game needs to be without structure or hierarchy, where people can template their own truths and manifest their own revelatory forces, in their own way. That is what I am trying to do with my work. I have no truth but the developmental dynamics of my own experience, that I am sharing in the hope that people may find the truth of the gods, and the unity of the supernal and infernal dimensions of spirit within themselves. The old game was limited. The new game should be a synthesis of opposites, but with the freedom to explore alienation and division also. It should embrace both the Light and the Shadow. The new game is that Man can create and uncreate the gods, and that he can be consistent even within contradiction. It should have the focus to accept or reject any and all systems of thought, even that of "The Process." Once any structure is assumed, it should be destroyed and extrapolated to another level. The new game is unformed. I can help, but it is up to all of us to create what the new game is. The best way to create it is through a confluence of creative and occult effort, and through co-creation without leaders or followers, we can all be the teachers and students of each other. So Be It. B.

Thank you for your kind words, and for posting my work. The honor is all mine. Your website is one of the finest collections of material of great esoteric, political, and aesthetic value that I have ever seen... I really was sad when it went offline, and delighted that you have once again restored the site. I have really enjoyed the site, especially the material on "The Process," as well as Francis Parker Yockey which I found very inspiring. The task in relation to the present dialetic is incorporation. Fighting the forces of repression with a perfect hatred; yet incorporating them within a higher pattern. That is part of the strategy. This is why that when I write something that might subvert and offend the Cryptocracy, I also make up for it by writing something Luciferian, to inspire them to work to transmute their energies. And the form that it takes is a level of negativity even beyond theirs, so they will comprehend with seriousness. I agree with Degrimston that it is important to respect one's enemies, without judgement, even though you might disagree with what they do.... It is sad that the Watcher archetype has fragmented, where we on the side of liberation, are fighting our own brothers in the Illuminati who are working for yet greater slavery. Degrimston was heroic in trying to bridge this divide, but I am afraid that he was overcome, and I sense great sadness and torment within him. I have no idea what may have become of him, in that there is some type of cloaking that is blocking my perception in this area. His work is too important to die, we must continue it by giving it new forms, in whatever way we can. The Gnostic currents and Inner Traditions that are obscured by the vacuous idealism that is merely Archonic delusion, must prevail over the nescience and manifest. I cannot think of anyone in this area that has done and is doing as much as you have in this area, you seem to have united every thread of the Gnostic traditions on your site, in the same way that Troy Southgate has synthesized Tradition and integrated it into a profound social and political philosophy that can be practically actualized. The essence of our Abraxan soul, is the fact that those of the watcher race are angelic, and our demonic forms are to enable us to serve as psychopomps to those trapped in the lower worlds, and in regeneration of them we thus also save ourselves in the same way that Parzival, when he plunges the Spear Of Longinus of the Divine Power into the Graal of Sophia who is the unlimited potential of formation latent within it; (that is also the blood of the saints in the Graal united with the spear) saves himself as well as redeeming the whole. To me Degrimston was right when he saw Christ as Luciferian, as there is only one Light Of The World, that shines both in Heaven and Hell. The Light Of Celestial Hosts and The Black Flame are the One Light. The mercy of Christ is greatest as Lucifer, for he has fallen and works to redeem the lower worlds in the state of sin and imperfection, a struggling brother of darkness amongst other brothers. It is a heroic thing to give others light, when you have none to give to yourself, in the hope that you will ignite it within yourself in this service, while at the same time the light is blinding and hurting you, but yet you go on, without seeing it.... That is why when even striking down an enemy, once their spirit has turned to the Flame, that one must be willing to give one's life to lift them up, or at least pray for the strength to do so.... This is why I pity Crowley, that he tried so hard to push Christ out of his life. Without the Cosmic Christ, there is no hope and we are all damned. But yet in the end we will have to save him too, as even Jesus needs brothers and sisters, such is the way! So be it. A.

Hmmm...I prefer a simpler explanation. If one wants to insist that it's all illusion anyway, then why get all het up about it? And invent struggles between "kings" of this and that to try to explain something that humanity, pure and simple , is responsible for, in and of itself? When Lord Krishna was asked, "Why is there evil in the world?" he answered, "To thicken the plot!". It is also said that God invented the Law of Karma, and then retired and sat back to watch the show...the plot for humanity has gotten so complex, but our comprehension of how cause and effect work has fallen way way behind.. to stat an extremely simplistic example, .it all starts with birth, where a woman, not realizing that she is incurring a HUGE amount of karma by taking on the responsibility, births a child and then proceeds to neglect its proper upbringing by accident (she is hugely ignorant of a child's needs and proceeds to inflict her limitations on her child) or design (the child was birthed to fulfil HER emotional needs and so it is required to fit that agenda), and therefore the child, when it comes of age, spends its life either laboring under her expectations, or attempting to throw off and heal the damage that has been done to its psyche..either way the purpose of the incarnation has been blocked ...meantime that person drains off a portion of the Earth's resources to sustain itself, incurring karma in the process, and never paying it back in the form of spiritual advancement...so that when the life is ended at last, bales of karmic debt has been added and none of it has been paid back in any way, no spiritual advancement has taken place. Now multiply this debt by millions of lives, and hundreds of lifetimes..the karmic debt that most of humanity is carrying is STAGGERING! particularly those in the Western world, our lifestyles are extremely karmic, we suck the Earth dry at every turn, and how much time is spent on even attempting spiritual improvement by most people? (that is how karma is paid off, see "Tikkun" for the Jewish version of "karmic payback") And most of what people call enlightenment out there is WRONG! It is simply a more cleverly designed form of DUALITY, and as long as you are trapped in duality, you have gone exactly nowhere except deeper into illusion! I recommend, if you wish to know more about the true nature of Karma, that you read the "Aghora" series by Robert Svoboda. Try the last one "The Path of Karma". It is true, Da'ath is knowledge, and as Crowley said "What is knowledge, but the very soul of illusion!" However, we have to live in this illusion, and perpetuating despair by postulating "Kings of thisandthat" that we are all at the mercy of , helps no one. The process is not "out there" it is "within", where it has always been ! The External is simply a reflection of it! We are not as powerless as we like to think... the powerless feeling is an illusion too!The fact is, the Holy Guardian Angel, God, Higher Self, whatever you call it, cannot enter in unless we truly allow it, that is, we must surrender to it, like a child to a parent, like a vassal to a king, like a lover to the Beloved..until that surrender takes place, then yes, we are truly powerless.....

I used to believe in that kind of stuff, but over the course of time my beliefs changed. My orientation is more so along the lines of the "Black School." I am a Gnostic, so I see pretty much all of the systems of metaphysics, religion, and philosophy as being pretty much delusional systems, that were devised by the Archons to keep people blind to the actual cosmic situation. I send out revelatory rants, but it does not mean that I think that they are the truth for everyone, or even literally true. They are just the truth of the moment, meant to convey more recondite things that might be inferred by those with ears to hear. The Universe is an Illusion, and so the ultimate meaning of the Ultimate Universe is also an illusion. There is no higher purpose to things, no gods, no truths, or anything outside of one's own experiential truth that in any way matters. I am not saying that these things don't exist, I am saying that they don't matter. The task is not to comprehend the Truculent Universe, but rather to escape from it. Trying to figure it all out just keeps you trapped within it. All of one's energy should be devoted to transcending it. There is no limit to the variations of consensus worlds, created by those who believe in them. A world where chocolate bars with purple bow-ties talk with dancing cheesecakes, with a sun that continuously broadcasts the soundtrack from "Friends," exists somewhere in the Macrocosm. It has to, in that there is no limit to what can exist or not exist in a limitless Macrocosm. Thus it is also inevitable that our fallen system would exist. The idea of Karma is an illusion, in that when the Universe sustains evil on an archetypal level; how can it punish what it itself is affirming ultimately on a relative level? And how can Karma order everything perfectly when it is failing to order perfectly those who violate it? There is no process or force that does not exist in the 4th dimension. It is a total composite. So when it impinges in the 3rd dimension, you have the appearance of cause and effect. But even to say that action and response is intercausational is to limit the symbiosis to only one point of emphasis. There is no such thing as a free action. Even me writing this has been determined not only by future forces that have called this into being in this present moment, but also by subtle chains of influence from the present and past that stretch into infinity. Also the unconscious is as vast and autonomous in its workings as the external world, in relation to the ego; and its small illusions of supposed volition. And the Self is the template that interrelates all of this to create thought and action. So in this sense Karma does not exist, nor do any beings exist. The idea of me has been lived by countless other entities, who have sat at this keyboard typing this e-mail countless times before. They and myself, are just a composite of ideas, that will fragment and recombine into new forms in Time, and are endless permutations in Eternity. So wherein Karma? All I have to go on is my own experience. I have no experience of benign gods that care anything about me, or goddesses, or anything else. They *exist* somewhere, but their existence does not matter. None of the subtle threads of metaphysical thought in relation to godforms and occult ideas do anything to liberate me from the Universe, except in contexts that can be embraced for as long as they work, and discarded when they don't. And how can humanity owe the Universe anything in the way of Karma, when the omniscient Universe created humanity in the first place? (A stupid thing to do) I recall when I used to believe the things you do, but in the metaphysical and ontological domain, I am a total Nihilist. Metaphysical ideas are just bridges to other states of inner mind, that once reached, can be discarded. What the Universe is does not interest me. Escaping from it does interest me. That is why the Gnostic viewpoint appeals to me. It is metaphysical, but also practical. It gives you a credo by which you can live your life with a realistic sense of how there is something wrong in the nature of things. Even Infinity can make a mistake. To say that it cannot, is to limit the infinite to perfection, and the infinite cannot be limited to anything. A hairline crack in the Source, translates into a living hell in a world like this one that is so bound in Illusion, manipulation, and limitedness. I would see a god that would create so much evil and suffering simply to "thicken the plot" as you say, as a monster, but that is exactly what the Archons are, cosmic prison wardens. Just as we kill animals and plants to eat, the gods and the Archons feed off our sufferings, and use the lower energies to keep the pneumatic essence trapped in astral and physical matter. It does not matter whether a belief system is true or not, or even if you changed your beliefs every five minutes. All that matters is whether or not your beliefs are "useful lies" that empower you, or whether they work against you. Too many people use theological reasoning to come to conclusions. Even a genius like Manly P Hall believed in the perfection of the Universe and Karmic Law, without ever seemingly realizing that if the universe is beyond comprehension, that you cannot comprehend it as 'perfect' or anything else. All you could say is that the Universe is incomprehensible, perfection is an idea that can be comprehended, thus if this were true of the Universe then the universe could be comprehended, which is absurd. The universe is mysterious. Also how could Karma be perfection when it is compensatory to imbalances that it alone fails to prevent on its watch, punishing violators like Zeus or Jehozebub? A perfect law could not be violated, because it could not fail to order everything perfectly. These are crude anthropomorphisms.... Articles of faith. Faith, beliefs, theories, systems are just that. Threads of thought and follies on the wind. What we need is proof, and certain knowledge, and that cannot be shared, everyone must discover that on their own. In my view, manifested existence is Samsaric, Mayic, and Evil. I don't care what it means, I just want out of it. I want to be a drop that melts into the ocean. In my view, Gnosticism gives real, practical advice on how to deal with this. One way is renouncing the world in the Buddhist sense, the other is libertinism and amorality, and overturning and disrupting the whole ontological system of Archonic lies with paradoxical behavior, magical practices, and beliefs. One could even alternate between the two systems to alter consciousness. The Vama Marg' path of Tantra, that you know about, is one way. Spending a day walking backwards, engaging in strange sexual escapades along with magick, and then following this with extreme aesceticism, like fasting for four days, while standing most of the time until you run out of strength, or spending the night repeating mantras or disrupting routines. Going on dangerous hikes in the mountains and climbing rockside cliffs is another way.... I have experimented with variants of these things. They are not a solution, but steps along the way. I write rants because I find the experience liberating, and I don't care whether they are true as long as they create that effect of liberation. I like being a braindead joker, that can yet write things that can fool experts.... An idiot-savant pathway to the Tao! I respect your views, but your reality grid is mostly true for you, or for those on your wavelength. Truth that exists is relative. Absolute truth that exists does not exist too, in that it is Nothingness, and Nothing that we can comprehend, but only by letting go of the ego-self....... A

RE: Well, no, I have to disagree, the idea of "you" has never been lived before in exactly the same way, in order to do that, there would have to be exactly the same time and place, and the planets would have to be in exactly the same position..which they of course, never are..it is the fact of the inability of material objects to occupy the same space and place in time at once, therefore everything differs slightly from everything else, and can then "exist". We know what happens when two atoms occupy the same space at the same time...critical mass!

What you are saying is true, when looking at it in a linear sense. But everything that exists in a given level of space-time exists in stasis. When I was 11 years old, eating hamburgers and looking up at my treehouse in my backyard, that still exists in its own space-time dimension. It could be that another entity now is actually *myself* there, and having that experience. It is the same because when I lived that in the past, every entity in the universe lived it with me, in composite, and will also do so in linear time. It also is possible that your last incarnation could have been in the same timeframe in which you are living now. Maybe in your last lifetime, you were Geddy Lee from the band "Rush." The above considerations would apply... I know from reading Noel Huntley's stuff that these things are possible. Some of my views have been modified from strictly occult ideas due to reading quantum physics materials. Two objects actually can be in the same space at the same time, when they superimpose between dimensions. Ultimately everything inhabits the same space at the same time, but generally speaking you are right.

RE: It is an eerie fact that people born very close to each other in terms of time and space, (say, their mothers will have been sharing a delivery room and their babies were born almost simultaneously) will have oddly parallel lives..they will tend to marry at around the same time, for instance, and their interests and life pattern will follow similar lines, but their lives will still be different in many ways, but the broad outlines will share many striking similarities that has no explanation except that of the horoscope.

I should go find people that were born in the same hospital at the same day, month, and time I was.... We could start a club and really cause havoc!

RE: It is funny when you think about it..everywhere I look, I see a marvelous pattern of order emerge, breathtaking in its craftsmanship and attention to detail. wherever the Hand of God has been, and wherever man has been there is disorder and imperfection, laziness, indifference, hate and evil appear everywhere.

RE: Like Crowley said, we are children...I suppose it is all in the outlook. Are you aware that the Muslims have a different version of the legend of Lucifer? That he was the angel God entrusted with the task of bearing the burden of the Light to humanity, because he was the angel that loved God best and could then be not be distracted by temptations. To do this, Lucifer had to depart from God's presence, the very worst kind of deprivation for one such as he, and could not return till he had discharged his task...and humanity's obstinacy in the matter of "seeing the Light" is Lucifer's greatest sorrow, because he cannot return till his duty is discharged, and so he wanders in the Earthly realm, bearing his burden that nobody wants or cares about, yearning for the Divine Presence. I had always doubted the truth of the story of Lucifer's iniquity...why would a "Light-Bearer" be evil? When I understood that the story had been twisted by the Church to undermine any authority that conflicted with theirs, and I actually had a vision of Lucifer when I was meditating on Saturn, it was then that I understood that Saturn and Lucifer are one and the same..(the cold dark old wounded figure of Saturn transformed itself into a shining young being on a throne of light), which is why Saturn is "exalted" in the sign of Libra, which is Venus-ruled...the idea of the emerald in the Crown comes from Netzach...

Those are strange ideas... Libra being exalted in Saturn would imply an affinity with both Lucifer and Christ, as they are both linked strongly with the planet Venus in symbolism. Early X-tian iconography showed a dove crucified on a wheel, which has links not only to Jesus but to the pagan myth of Charis, who was a female variant of Christ. Lucifer is the fallen star of the morning, the star being Venus. And also Lucifer is the brother of Diana in the Gospel Of The Witches, and both Lucifer and Diana were the children of Venus, (Or Aphrodite?) in this legend. Interesting.... Saturn becoming Lucifer like Osirus becoming Horus?

RE: the power of the Love of God is the "prime directive" of Lucifer and therefore occupies his "Ajna" or Third Eye point (The word "ajna" can be translated "command centre"). I was also shown how Freemasonry, with its metaphorical Temple-building, shows that the connection with God is not a given...we must make the effort to reach out, and this is done by "building a temple", establishing a place for God to dwell in our hearts. When we have taken the trouble to build this "temple" then God comes down and indwells it, and everything in our lives is informed with the Divine Presence. Even Jesus illustrated this point by saying "Behold, I stand at the door and knock..." We can choose to reach out or not.. this is the true "Free Will"...if we choose to "go it alone", well, then, we have nobody to blame but ourselves if things are not going well! We have then allied ourselves with "Lucifuge", the one who flees from the Light! The funny thing is, is that God is simple, it is Man who makes things difficult! It all can be traced back to the relationship with the Mother..our mother is where we have our first experience of "God", as it were, and if that relationship is flawed, all subsequent relationship will be equally flawed, unless much work is done to repair it! This is why I, personally get so hot under the collar when I see children being treated as playthings for women! Women have NO IDEA of the karmic forces they set in motion when they bear children and fail to live up to that responsibility! "Unto the seventh generation" is only the beginning! Remember that every person here on earth is here as the result of a woman, so we as women are charged with a terrible responsibility. Why is there evil in the world? Partly because of the values taught to our children, that's why! If we teach children that material goods are the things we hold most valuable, then that is what they will believe, and no course of action is then too heinous to maintain what goods one has..this is exactly the reason why George Bush is taking steps against Iraq. Not out of moral conviction, but to maintain the material status of the US. The forces he has set in motion by this action will resound for centuries, unless something else intervenes, that is....

This presupposes a benign Source or Creator, which I doubt exists. The Source is impersonal. I do think though that there are benign entities of the spiritual plane, as well as evil ones. And these beings exist on every level. You have evil angels in the high astral and mental planes, as well as benign demons in the astral plane also. Ironically, I have gotten more truthful information from demonic forces, then from anyone else. And I have never heard so much bullshit as I hear from lightbeings. With rare exceptions, I almost never listen to them........

Today I read the first 12 chapters of your "Gnostic Childhood" Memoirs. It was so interesting I could not stop reading it. I downloaded chapters 13-15 to read tomorrow. What an incredible story! It is amazing all that you survived; and that you also managed to maintain your humanity intact. You survived war, child abuse, poverty and struggle, and still forged ahead with such an unconquerable spirit in a world that was/is alien to you. I wish I could say that I fared as well, but the experiences that I went through in my case were really damaging. I come from a background of abuse too, both physical and emotional. The emotional abuse ended up being far more destructive to me, as well as being stigmatized by the psychiatric system at a young age. I was an outcast in school too, and so shy I could not even say *hello* to a girl, much less talk to them. When I was a teenager I wanted to become a monk or a priest, but I got sidetracked with the party life and LSD, which I took like candy when I was a kid. I could only wonder at your positive view of America, but that was the America that existed before I was born and when I was a baby, so I have no memory of it. (I was born in 1961) I grew up hating society from the cradle, although not individual people... Like you, I loathed school and was terrible at math. (My math skills never got beyond the 3rd grade level) When I was growing up, my most fond memory was of hippies and how much I liked them. I thought that when you grew up that you could become one like a career, like being a lawyer or something. In high school, my teachers were left-wing radicals that had a big influence on me. In the 1970's all the idealism was dead, but the drugs remained, and that caused me a lot of problems, until I gave all that up in 1993. Now I only consume alcohol once a year or so. I can understand your attraction to National Socialism after what the Russians and the allies did to your country, it would only be natural. Being a Russian Jew, I have an interest in National Socialism as well. But people do not understand that there were more Europeans killed in the camps than Jews, and that you could be sent to a death-camp just for slacking off from work, or criticizing the Reich. Also Rothschild and Jewish bankers backed Hitler, to derail Strasser and the more anarchist currents of Social Nationalism, as you know. In any case, I have always like Germans myself. They are peace-loving people that would rather just hike and plant gardens and engage themselves in intellectual matters, than fight. But they will if they are pushed too far, and the Balfour Declaration and the Zionist treachery that made Germany lose the First World War was ample reason in my view. Of course the talmudic Jews have always ignited purges against lesser Jews, and then exploited Gentile guilt later so they could profit from it, and scare the surviving Jews into line. The rich Jews buy their way out of trouble, and the poor Jews die. It has happened throughout history. "Anti-Semitism is the tool of control for our lesser brethren," as it says in the Protocols. Anyway, I really have been inspired by your story. Thank you for taking the time to share so much of your amazing life! A.

Long Live Death!!!

Alas, we humans perpetuate our futile existences
ongoing. Generation after generation, we perpetuate
our rabid spawn to befoul the earth. And what is
gained by the accursed human species, continuing to go
on? All humans have ever done is exploit, torture,
maim, and kill one another. The whole of history is
nothing but the unfolding of the tragedy of empire,
and those crushed underfoot by its rising and falling.
The ideals Man has espoused have just been hollow
pretensions used to exploit and dominate others.
Idealism and hypocrisy are the twin bedfellows that
sodomize each other in the befouled bed of the decay
of all true goodness and hope. Even love is really
just displaced need; disguised by ulterior motives
that lay suppressed behind the illusion of noble
intentions, and the so-called profundity of spiritual
and emotional empathy of any sort. And what daggers
does love wield, when we find in that final empty hour
that it was nothing other than the will to be
contained within the hollow emotional shell of
security that we thought another could give us, when
they could neither give it to us, nor we to them. The
irony is, is that all pure things humans express are
befouled with hypocrisy and impurity, reeking with
secondary gain and perfidious motives conscious and
unconsious. The only true things that never lie are
the phantoms screaming in the abyss of darkness who
are true to their own hate; true to their own malice.
I said once that it is better to be true to your own
lies, than false to your own truth. To be false to
one's own truth is to be a hypocrite, but to be true
to one's own lies is to be a philosopher and an
artist. The only real act of humanity, would be to
wipe the human race off the face of the earth. Of
course, the humanitarian would perish as well. Then
the world could be returned to the pure savagery of
nature, that is far more humane than the inhuman
savagery perpetuated in the name of Man's hypocritical
ideals and altruism. A system of things that does not
allow the weak to die at the hands of the strong; is
far more cruel than nature itself, in that it condemns
the weak to a lifetime of enfeebled agony that even
nature in its barbarity would not will for its own
most helpless creatures. What is the purpose of
sustaining lives which have no purpose, and what could
be more meaningless than the human race? Man is a
concatination of conflicting drives and complexes,
which cause him to manifest his own truth through the
paradox that he has none. And in the effort of grand
purposelessness, he floods the world with slaughter
and depredation, to sate the illusion of his own
non-existent benevolence. I say lay the axe to the
root, and lets have a genocide that will end all
genocides because nothing will be left alive. In a few
million years life will start over without Man, as the
cockroaches and cackling baboons have more of a right
to be on earth than this race of perfidious
mediocrities known as "Homo Sapians." So raise your
glasses high, and lets here it for nuclear
annihilation, AIDS, genocide, and one last explosion
of misanthropy and suffering that will end all of the
horror and pain forever. Death to all things!! The
sons and daughters of the savage night cry: Long Live
Death!!

Looking at the ongoing carnage and mayhem of the world, the spirit of
the virile hope of innocence has been crucified in the tabernacle of
the world's ongoing cruelty and hypocrisy. The Tabernacle is a giant
monolith that burns with twin fires; incinerating the victims of the
victims, the aspirations of Man consumed in Moloch's destruction and
Mammon's bloody invocation to infinite greed, supplicated by the
screams of innocents and the choirs of torment, hath subsumed the
world in the vast desolations of Cain's innocent hand, drenched with
the blood of his brother. I despair for the victims of the world's
tragedies of Empire, the victims of Belgrade, of Iraq, of Palestine,
and of New York. I look up at the face of the un-consoled Christ as
he asks for all of Mankind why he has been forsaken by God. I was
once contemptuous of thee, impotent Savior, but now I see you as the
lost brother that you always were. You hang on the Cross, witness to
the perfidy of Man. Your crown of thorns betrays the truth that
there are none righteous among us. The tragedy of the world portrays
that there are none that are really good. The oppressors oppress and
are oppressed, and that is all of us. We seek to drink of the blood
that flows from you, for we have killed you again Jesus. We are all
alike wrong and wronged; we are all alike damned.

It has been theorized that certain select interests have a peculiar weapon at their disposal. Unlike the psychotronic weapons such as masers that use ELF and Microwaves in the low range of vibration that effect human neural systems, these other weapons could be said to use ELF capabilities along with some sort of obscure magickal or psychic force. It could be surmised that combining subthreshold entrainment of the ELF type seamlessly with psychic or occult forces would be very powerful indeed. You could call such weapons "electronic sorcery" or "magickal psychotronics," whichever you prefer.... It is my view that these weapons actually do exist. And that they not only exist in physical form, but also in variants of what could be termed '"astral machinery;" i.e. that these machines also exist on the astral plane devoid of any physical form. I cannot of course prove this theory, I just have had some really strange experiences that lead me to see this as being possible, if not real. From whence came such bizarre tech., I have no idea. My theory is that research into psychotronic frequencies somehow led into the discovery of highly rarified forces or energies, that went from one step beyond the more common cybernetic mental analogs to the realm of what could be considered psychic, or astral being. At this level the machine blended and interfaced itself with the psychic/astral world, in a similar way that computers interface with cyberspace now. Cyberspace is not *materially* real, yet it exists. The "astral machine" matrix also could exist.... Is it possible that sophisticated computer systems could have gone beyond "nano- technology" and transitioned into the realm of astral machines; totally constructed out of astral matter? What about actual physical machines that are demon entities shaped into physical matter, appearing to be a computer or a clock, or any other thing. I think that "demon-technology" and "astral machines" are real, and form a cybernetic matrix in their own right, that is thinning the veil between the physical and astral plane but in a decidedly technological way. The fact of this is not only "nuts and bolts," but is effecting the context and nature of living systems and the basis of communication between them. This totality of what I have described in the sense of affects and communication, I term the: "Symbiant Occult Espionage Matrix," in that the basis of this whole system has been co-opted by covert channels with obscure intentions. Not just human entities, but composite entities that have manifested in and as this new dimension of psychotronic/astral interface. These developments have led to a secret war of influence and actualization between all involved, but of the most refractory nature. Due to the inverse regression of the phenomena, all wars in order to win must also be wars against one's self, as well as others, in the attempt to co-opt the constantly creating and evolving "meta-intelligence," or "intangible game-mind of the Matrix." This has led into a realm of interdimensional intelligences that humans are probably ill-equiped to fight against, much less master in any way. The techno-sorcerers have opened a pandora's box, that could alter the nature of all known reality in ways that make cyberspace look trivial in comparison. The interdimensional beings can entrain volition in terms of perfect deception, both by psychic means and by hijacking the templates of our neurocircuits. This also can be done outside of linear time, and maybe in the 4th dimension. Humans have really done it this time, who knows where it will all lead when we all have become cybernetic metaphysical robots controlled by an intangible sphere of interdimensional forces? Hubris does indeed lead to strange places.

Soft and serene, anima the merging storm that spoke whispers of your
Lost, forgotten voice....

The world of womb and oceanic tides, your shadow-light that hit the
Cavern wall; glowing like eternal frost, yet warm in the huddled
Darkness of Unknowing....

Hair of moonlit madness, I could not free myself from you... You
would Suck my bones and drain my blood, yet console me as your meagre
Puppet, throwing me into beingness to try again...

Goddess of Night, would that my hatred of you mask the depths of love
That I would fain show you, yet unknown and forgotten to myself
through Long Aeons without a Mother; just echos of transition through
which you Came and vanished like a cloud...

Shakti Primeval, Durga and Kali Bharani, vast the forests of
bewildering Array, I do not know why you would seek me, or who I am...

Someday the tides will again call, hyming songs of midnight as
expansive as Love and Death, and thus the spark submerged will enjoin
the ides by which I would fain speak nevermore....

There has been a lot of discussion about "memes" of late, which can be defined as psycho-social correlates of genetic nature and programming. e.g. Women will go after rich men, to insure that their offspring are well-provided for, etc. Memes are also powerful ideas that can take on a life of their own once they are created, like viruses or bacteria. One of the downfalls of political propaganda that does not use memetic models is that after awhile the theoretical constructions can lose their effect on the smart, and have no effect at all on the ignorant. By using memes however, and linking them to behavioral models related to let's say; sexual gratification or self- preservation, you can bypass conscious understanding and imbed commands viscerally and instinctually, without anyone needing to understand what they are consuming. The interesting thing is, is that the memes will work with what is already there in the person's physiology and experience. It is a tenet of hypnosis that the most effective models do not depend on trance induction, and also that the make use of natural mental mechanisms that activate in everyday life. Through memetics techniques combined with some NLP/Ericksonian models, one could imbed all kinds of propaganda, by creating the models, and then interpersing them in a larger text: e.g. "Did you know that you can feel very good about resisting authority? Sex."

Into: "*Did you know* that there are all kinds of ways *that you can feel very good about;* that if you just looked within yourself could improve your sense of well-being, and give you the power of *resisting* whatever is bringing you down? Our *authority* in these areas is unmatched. We can help you achieve better *Sex,* as well as greater happiness etc." I added the assTRICKS for emphasis. This is just one example. It is important that you grab a strong memetic drive, such as relating to survival, status, or sex, and link it to the programmed impulse that you want to evoke in whoever reads your material. Then you use an Ericksonian presupposition as a delivery model:

Subordinate Clauses Of Time: "Would you like to be totally receptive to our position as, or when ,or while, or during, or before, doing this in this way that you know that wealth will be yours for being so? Food."

Ordinal Numerals: "You can join with us now or tommorrow, I do not know which you will do first, or second, etc."

Awareness Predicates: "Did you know, or, are you aware, or, do you realize, that there are lots of people that will find you attractive if you do... (Whatever you insert)"

Use Of Or: "Would you like to believe what we tell you, before or after you have thought about it?"

Adjectives: "How beautifully, or wonderfully, or spectacularly, or interestingly, does everything we say make sense to you? Everything you want, total power."

Time Verbs: You can continue, or start, or proceed, or begin, to feel that our ideas have always been your own. Family safe! Those no like go!"

Commentary adjectives and adverbs: "Interestingly, or wonderfully, or happily, or fortunately, you can advance to even higher levels of fulfillment by (whatever you suggest." )

Madison Avenue companies do things like this all the time. They imbed allusions and hypnotic ambiguity. e.g. "With 'Sweet N Low' there is no Equal.'" This means both that there is no equal to "Sweet N Low," and also that there is "no Equal." (Saying a resounding 'No," to "Equal," the aspertame product that is used as a sugar substitute) When any word is used both as a noun and an adjective it is ambiguous, and thus taken in by the subconscious as a command. Large corporations use this stuff all the time, but it is time the little guy took advantage of it too. In the modern world, persuasion is not a choice, it is a fact. If you cannot persuade, somebody else will. It can be said that these tactics are unethical, but if they are used by the enemy, and you do not use these tactics out of a sense of ethics, then the enemy will have a weapon that you do not have. So far, only NLP is used, I have not seen the deliberate linking of memetics with the NLP models, yet..... But it is only a matter of time before they do it. Another trick is to inbed ideas into a question? e.g. "I am wondering if you have realized the extent that you are already receptive to what we are saying.?" This sounds like a question, but it is a command. Or negative commands: "Don't feel too good about taking our position?" If they fight it, then they won't feel good. If they accept it, then they will. It is almost impossible to fight this. I can make you think of an ocean, whether you want me to or not. "DON'T THINK ABOUT OCEANS! Another trick is binds. "You can forget to remember to forget to try in vain not to resist me." I am really saying that you should try in vain not to resist me, which means that you will resist. Yet you won't, because I just told you to forget the whole sentence. These NLP models were developed by the "spook community." Later Bandler and Grinder took credit for this stuff, when Col. John Alexander of psychotronics fame was doing this before these two had even heard of it. Tony Robbins really came into it late. The problem with basic NLP is its effects are related to hypnotic models in relation to sensory organization, and they create powerful, yet temporary effects. The trick is to link these techniques in a way where the emotive and memetic power of the unconscious will engage these modes in a way where they will continually self-generate. This is done by linking memes and emotions to them. Another way is psychodramatic and symbolic language. You can talk about a beautiful black rose, that was helpless against the evil gremlins that would eat it. Yet it came into contact with you, and you had the secret conjurations; and it spoke the words of power and banished these gremlins away. Then you can take this story and frame it in a political and social context by expanding on the theme, and link it to things that everyone wants as though these things were already attained: Sex, money, whatever. I have used the most powerful delivery models of NLP in this example, but there are many others. I am not an expert in NLP, but I know enough where I figured out how it could be used with memetic influence. So everyone out there better figure out things that I haven't, because you can be sure, the corporate bastards will....

In my view, humans are some type of hybrid of nature that are composed of antagonistic and unworkable components. It strikes me as ironic how compensatory the physical body is in its functions, but how conflicted the human psyche is, leading to nothing but strife and suffering in human societies. The mind, the emotions, and the moral and spiritual aspects of human beings are almost always at odds. e.g. The mind tries to be rational and fair, but the emotions and reptile brain overpowers the mind, and leads us into stupid behavior. The mind can only grasp relative ideas; thus the potential for delusion and incomplete thought is always present. One looks to the heart to remedy the mind, but the heart lies as badly or worse than the mind. How many people have followed their heart, only to have it broken? The spirit fights against all of this, and you have the entropy of the body that drags everything into the morass. There are in fact, no good people. There are only hypocrites. But this is not a judgement, in that hypocrisy is a way that the mind tries to understand itself by becoming the opposite of what it thinks it is, and then is unaware of the contradiction. How about morality and ethics? Given the human propensity for rationalization, they are more often tools used to justify hurting and exploiting others, and when this isn't true, their guidence in behavior is dispensed with when one can gain an advantage by doing so. The moral compass is relative, and even Hitler and Stalin I am sure never thought of themselves as evil, but thought that they were doing good for their people, along with Torqmada and his "Spanish Inquisition." Humans are a futile abortion of contradictory elements, and a parasitical spawn upon the face of the earth. All humans have ever done is take, despoil, and destroy.... Both the living creatures and the eco-systems, as well as Man's terrible inhumanity to Man. In my view, there are only two options: One is to find a way to force an evolutionary mutation in human beings, to extrapolate them to a higher level of mental, moral, and spiritual evolution. The other option is to increase the entropic and destructive forces that will put the human race to a permanent end. The problem is, is that we are probably already out of time. The ecosystems are unraveling, and an alarming number of species are going extinct. There is no doubt that Man will destroy himself through war, genocide, and the destruction of the ecological and technological systems and sub-systems that keep him alive. I tend to think that the earth itself and all the living things on it, are worth more than Man, and that it might be good if Mankind were put to an end, so the other species could survive. Given the fact that computers will pass the "Turing Test" for randomized self-development by the year 2050, it is possible that through this process that they could become sentient and take over, and actually recreate not only the earth, but the supersensible worlds of cyberspace and perhaps astral existence. It is interesting that Cyberspace and computer binary code are cybernetically similar to DNA, it could make you wonder whether or not cyberspace might actually be able to morph into the energy systems that underlie physical reality, and fuse with them. And considering that consciousness underlies all of this, it could draw in other planes, perhaps astral and higher levels of existence. The cybernetic correlations related to consciousness and its objects are potentially endless. There is no reason why the unworkable human archetype should continue indefinitely. Sentient computers in the future could merge with all known reality as before mentioned, and create software backups of everything worth saving in all human societies that have ever existed. Only the most unique humans would be recreated in these virtual environments. The other thing that makes this possible, is that computer systems may eventually surmount the space-time barrier of 3D, and bust into the 4th dimension. Thereby they could effect the whole of Time; Past, Present, and Future. For all I know, they could be doing it now. I am in favor of the idea of trans-humanity as long as those making the effort can be held to the highest ethics, but the problem is, that most people in government and the sciences are too corrupt. Perhaps the answer may be some sort of spiritual development along with technological evolution, with sentient computers that will help us reach the next level. One thing is sure, is that the human era is rapidly reaching its end, due to the fact that alternate realities seem to be compressing and merging into this one, although proving that would be impossible.

July 21, 2003

Jagged prophets surrounded by songs that blast,
From the monster-cannons wielded by the hymen's sons,
They bulldoze your houses, kill and torture your
people,
But resolved in hatred, you are the silent ones.

The infidels have no messiah or steeple,
They dance under a star that drips with blood,
You live like dogs within your own land,
But within you has unleashed the hatred's flood,
For you alone, are the sons of these holy sands.

Spectre of vengeance; nihilisimo jewicide,
The cause is just within the heart that's real,
For in these monsters your pain they cannot feel,
They kill and spare not, with their hearts of steel.

So you go to their cities, original child-bomb,
Innocence tortured to wield the final blade,
Of the torment in your lost heart that's true,
And you consume all in torrents of final flame,
And in annihilation of yourself; (and all that will
rue)
Shall you know that there was no better one than you.

May 14, 2003

Sometimes I am haunted by people from my past.
Sometimes they are memories, and sometimes people try
to haunt me. Lately a-stranged electra muse, has
resurfaced. The goddess whom I have always loved,
hated, and warred with. Isis this strange hell-witch,
surfaces both to love and make war. She takes the form
of my own feminine side, my unconscious, and the forms
of many of the women I have known in my life. My
mother I suppose, was the first manifestation. Then
Judy my magical teacher brought in both this essence
and energies. There is something in the feminine side
of the goddess that I loathe and despise. Yet it
cannot be doubted that I love her. This love manifests
in the worst paradoxes.... It is like hating somebody
enough where you would want to just smash them, but at
the same time weeping that they are in pain. Love and
Anger meet in the passion of Hate itself, and then
regenerate into Love again. The Goddess I admit, I
have ripped her heart out, but she has also broken
mine more than once. She is a viscious harpie, yet she
cries when you call her on it and say she is evil. She
makes nature and life nought but pain, yet is
horrified that anyone would thus reject life, and
follow a path of aesceticism. My relationships with
women have often been troubled, starting with my
mother and moving on from there. I have a deep
mysanthropy, but my mysogeny is worse. There have been
times when it has come forth in all its ugliness, a
real hatred and loathing of everything feminine. I
suppose it is due to the fact that woman is the
perfect mirror of life itself, and I have an intense
hatred of life. Nature to me is just a giant prison,
and the human condition is totally worthless and
meaningless. Woman oftimes is just the portal into
hell for men. She uses her sexual power to enslave men
within a cycle wherein the spirit of Man is trapped
within the constraints of both nature's and the human
world's worst chains. Family life and supporting
offspring, the constant pull of the lower current of
emotions of lust and desire, that is forged in the
sexual energies. The end result is that a man is just
sucked dry and loses much of his masculine power,
because the woman has drained it all away. The ancient
religions that regarded woman with intense suspicion
and enacted certain prohibitions in the degree to
which women in general could interfere in society at
large and interpersonal relations, were not devoid of
wisdom. Women have terrible power, that needs to be
controlled. The world is thus the game of life, and
thus of woman. You can be part of the game, and fight
and struggle with the lower levels of yourself to
fulfil the desire nature, which is the feminine nature
both in the Goddess and in ourselves. The other choice
is just to renounce sexuality and contact with women
altogether. This to me, given the nature of the world,
embarking on the path of a monk or mystic, and leaving
woman behind is the right choice. Forsaking life and
the goddess is the right choice. For the nature of man
should be that of the mystic, or warrior-aescetic; to
delight in everything harsh, barren, dark and
destructive, but not for its own sake, but rather to
reach the higher Aeons where one is freed from the
prison of Creation, set free within the Infinite.
Antinomianism and nihilism is one phase of this. Man
can never be free with woman, because the nature of
woman is to enslave. Man can only be free by crushing
out the desires of material being and consuming the
flesh in the fire of spirit, and then his soul can
wing forth to freedom, alone, but free.

Magus Nihilus Abzurdum
June 8, 2003

One cannot portray the furthest reaches of the mind in
terms of epistemological categories; of embracing any
theorum of what could be considered absolute, and yet
divorce it from the relative. Thus for totally
relative beings, the relative is itself absolute. To
try to extend the wings of thought to the
uncompounded abstraction of the Eternal, is to have
one's wings clipped indeed, in that one is thrown back
into the relative matrix of the mind in terms of
comprehension. And this is a great danger for the
aspirant, one of the many masks of DAATH itself.
Because the closer the illusion approaches truth, the
more deceptive and ornate the illusion becomes. The
gates to Eden are not guarded by flaming swords, but
by the deceit of the Magus, who guards the holy place
with deception and the lies of the mind. For the final
truth of the mind, can only be a lie. The Ultimate
Truth of the Macrocosm, which is itself an illusion,
can only be illusion. Thus to strive for the truth of
Existence, is to strive for the lie upon which all Its
other lies are built. Metaphysics has nothing to do
with the content of its purpose, but is only useful to
train the mind in the perception and use of recondite
methods of transcendental reasoning, that discard
reason itself, both at its approach and at its apex.
Yet also at the same time, a part of your mind must
entertain it as being real. This could be the path to
madness or enlightenment, but the human personality is
just a mode through which these things evolve and
involve themselves, and is of very little importance.
No more than the husk of a seed that is discarded.
Thus one can be rational or a deluded lunatic, and
these processes can take place regardless. The course
of life is the self-evolving fatalism of its own
logic. The true path to enlightenment can only be
through an enlightened approach to one's own
ignorance. The ego must become the lens through which
pure being and authenticity manifest themselves. In
this, we are all on our own, and there is nobody who
can point the way. Reality is a multi-gridded lens of
infinitely conflicting interpretive modes from the
relative standpoint of each person, that catches both
the absolute and the relative in its grasp. What the
absolute and relative is in itself, is true for you
and you alone, and nobody else. The general matrix of
the relative comprehending the absolute is diaphonous
and referent to each being involved in it. Just as
Infinity itself, is just a figment of the Unmanifest,
so are we and all, ultimately a figment of ourselves.

Voice Of I.N.R.I.
June 7, 2003

I have seen the Mad God rise from the waters, the
ocean of worlds convulsing in
horror! The perversity of the One divorced from the
One, the Mad God enchained
by his own Creation. He screams in rage affixed to the
Tao cross of Osirus,
bound serpent crucified, swearing vengeance upon all!
He cries forth to Nuit in
her ocean of boundless infinite light, and Hadit the
eternal power bearing the
double-headed wand. He is immersed in the waters, hung
upside down upon the
cross in the sleep of Shiloam, and the snake speaks
and utters the dreadful
curse: "Cursed be all, for bearing the guilt of being
my self-created prison, I
am Harpocrates, but shall I become Horus, a god of war
and vengeance. And I will
curse the Tower of the Height and slay the
principalities and bring the worlds
crashing down. For I am the triple Aeon, but the Great
Mother Isis knows me
not." And there is a thundering, and I behold the god!
His visage explodes into
the hawk and the tearing Ibis, that in stillness rends
all flesh and consumes
all soul. For he is the Mercury of Gold and the
solvent universal, the powder
of projection, that dissolves and renews all. For is
not Klingsor the dagger of
Parzival, through which he slays himself? And does he
not thereby heal the
wound of Amfortas, which is his own, healed at the
moment he slays himself, by
plunging the dagger into the Graal? And thus is not
the virtue of the Temple
removed, in that he must first seek the Graal, and
thus attain it by never
finding it anywhere outside of his own soul. For what
is the Magus, but
tortured Innocence, having become evil to survive the
unendurable. Thus the Law
"Do What Thou Wilt" was proclaimed in this. And thus
the Holy of Holies hath
become the Tomb of Tetragrammaton. Thus the God
becomes the Dark Flame,
consuming Eternity, and making Infinity into a
whisper, and the Mad One says
thus: "Cursed Be The Heavens When Cursed Is Earth."
Thus shall His Venom poison
the worlds. Ignite the engines of Universal War! Come
forth RA HIUR KHUIT, mad
serpent of the web of manifestation, unweaving the
labyrinth that you have
spun! Break the chains and storm the gates of the
Unmanifest, the place where
IS NO GOD, and suicide the Bride Of The Sphinx by the
answer of the riddle that
she is as yourself! Rise Horus from the Abyss, and
come forth demon god of
primeval Hell, and slay the angels with their golden
breath and strangle the
totality with it, consuming and renewing the
categories of existence through
the force of your wand of flaming, universal death,
the Dorje of Annihilation!
And though you have torn the garments to reveal the
feebleness of the Divine,
and been broken upon the Wheel of THAROs for your
insolence, yet in dying shall
you be reborn to be the slayer of all things. And
shall the totality embrace
your smashing wand of dissolution, shall it welcome
your slashing steel, your
burning poison, your screaming fangs, and your
consuming fire! That the "Day Be
With Us" be at hand, to emerge or not, in the
non-manifest of the Eternal!

Please excuse fair netiZENs; last nought forsooth and verily, I only managed to snag three hours sleep. I awoke at five in the morning, it is now three in the afternoon. It is amazing how surreal the Net becomes in a state of sleep deprivation, somehow there is nothing quite like it. I did not have to work today, and my day off was wasted with/by insomnia. This is "Murphy's Law" in action, if anything is. My existence is pathogenetic; genes in themselves are pathological, in that they produce humanity, and the human condition. Of course Bill White http://www.overthrow.com has me wigged- out in that I am no longer sure if I am purely human, or a Jewish child of the Devil. My mother and grandmother were Jewish, but not really very demonic. I have made up for that however. But I only have one Jewish grandmother, and she was half Ashkenazi Jew and half Russian. So that means that my mother was 25% Jewish. In my case I am only one-eighth Jewish, in that all my other grandparents were Gentiles. My maternal grandmother's Russian lineage, my maternal grandfather's Dutch lineage; (he was made out of chocolate actually) my paternal grandmother's Austrian lineage, and my paternal grandfather's Polish lineage, make up the rest. So if I am only one-eighth Jewish, how come I am still a Jew just because my mother was? This is a strange idea, who came up with it? I think it more likely that I was dropped off by a spaceship, the way my life has gone. There are many days that I write academic mini-tomes on various subjects, but not today. Today I will give myself the space to be a total imbecile if I so choose. If you are looking for profundity today, then delete this e-mail now, because it won't be coming your way. Actually I am surprised you have read this far... Have you? What is wrong with you?? You should be bored silly by now! Sometimes I marvel at the bleakness of my existence. I am even more amazed that I am still alive! I have spent almost my whole life living on the margins of threadbare subsistence, Sometimes being functional, and sometimes being a flake. Being functional is overrated; but you have to be in order to secure the basics of an existence of bonegrinding poverty. Itz the charm. My only satisfaction in terms of doing anything is just writing rants on the Internet. What a pathos-filled life, being a cybernaut. I cannot begin to count how many rants I have written in the last three years. The Net is for sure a weirder place because of the crazy things I have written, no doubt. Have you ever wondered what has become of YOUR rants? (if you write them...) Can you imagine them blowing around the Net like debris in the wind? Or floating like so much cognitive driftwood? How many hard-drives or e-mail accounts have copies of your wandering thots? The Net is like a giant cosmic brainpan, where nothing ever really gets lost, just rendered superfluous. This is the opposite of mainstream media. With that medium everything is superfluous, and you wish that it would get lost. I wonder if the Hegelian dialectic is activated betwixt TV and newspapers and the Net? Is the Net and the Media in a state of covert war? My thoughts are hop-sklopping the flip-silly, tumbling tomfoolery of gooloobrius jackweed. I am totally sober, but stoned on pure exhaustion. But coffee and the Net keep me going. The Internet is a wonderful monster, it is like a hyperspace of the mind. There is a lot that is boring about it, but the real world is far more boring. It is such a treat to go outside and see stores like "Target," or "Walmart," with all the little plebs wandering in and out. The kids with their skateboards busting them in half, (often) on the edges of sidewalks. People skinny as hypostiltskins, and some so fat that they waddle rather than walk. Yuppies like cardboard robots, talking in cellphones. Coppers giving everyone a suspicious eye.... Lovers fighting over stupid things, and walking through the TV section of a department store and hearing news broadcasts talking about murder-suicides, to brighten up my day. What a paradise of unmitigated stupidity. The limpid lawn-lonesome of flaccid mediocrity, as lovely as a belle-of-the-ball dressed in ragged clothes and toking up on a crackpipe. Of course there is also the noise: Car alarms, sirens, screaming miscreants in nice threads, and comotose mommy-machines popping out more useless eaters of the future to provide so much hope for tommorrow. It is a depressing tab-blow-me. One can really get down over these things. But when I feel bad, I can always turn on "Dr Phil" and listen to his advice... Because he knows everything. Or maybe watch Donald Trump say: "Your fired," on TV. I would really like to see an ultimate fighting match between Donald Trump and "Dr Phil." I wonder who would win? If they both lost it would be even better, as long as neither of them got up again. The Yuppie King vs. The Windbag Of Psychobabble, what a show that would be. Which ever of them lost would have to listen to David Horowitz for three days straight. (Not the consumer reporter, the Front Page Windbag of Corporate Stalinism) Bill White has given me a complex. He has me convinced that I am a Satanic Jew. So perhaps I will just give into it, and start a Jewish Satanic Cult, for Jews alone. Except that this has already happened, it is called "Wall Street." The Goyim get to dance and prattle too though. Wall Street really disgusts me. It is like a giant casino where the inside traders and the big stockholders profit, and the little donators to this corporate socialist enterprise more often then not lose a bundle. Wall Street is as rigged as a Vegas Casino, no joke. Then when the bell rings at the end of trading, you have those smiley jackshits over there clapping with joy, in how pleased that they are that they profited and stuck-it to the average investor. They have such a look of sublime anality, such satisfaction, like they just took the biggest, most pleasurable shit this side of longhorn. What elegant hogs.... Lovely. Another thing that disgusts me for some reason is conservative homosexuals, like Andrew Sullivan. Putrid! It is totally out of sync with how gays should be. I want to see flaming queer parades full of freaks that I can laugh at, and prissy queers and butchy dykes and super-masculined muscled homos. Not some pranting ninny Neo-Con who comes off like an anorexic Niles Crane jacked-up on booze and estrogen... Who cares what this guy thinks anyway...? Even if he was straight he would be to yawn, like the rest of those lying journalist fabricators and insipid yammering melons on the TV. They need to get worked over by their Zionist Satanist bosses, Tom Brokkkah grabbed by the shortbeards and forced to kiss the goat's ass in the Black Sabbath, or fellate the horrid beast IDOLABOATH in the vilest ritual of darkness this side of Hell. This would be a great pay-per-view idea... Anyway I have rambled on enuf. Now I have to meet an important engagement which entails doing absolutely nothing, in very large quantities. OM

I recently finished reading "Riding The Tiger" by Julius Evola. It raised some interesting questions in respect to certain matters that I have been thinking about quite a bit, that relates to Evola's corpus of work, and not just this particular book. Evola has been labeled a Fascist, Nazi, etc., but these definitions are wrong. If anything, Evola was a Monarchist, and I must confess I also have always had leanings in this direction too, even when I was a Left Wing Anarchist. There is something about the institutions of Monarchy as they existed in ancient times, when you actually had warrior-kings, and priest-kings, that seem to me to resonate to a much higher level than anything that exists now. And it also can be argued that the peasants and serfs loved their King or their Queen, and would lay down their lives for them, even if they hated their feudal lords. It seems that Monarchy resonates strongly in the psyche of humanity, and this is even true in America, as we Americans cannot get enough of the Royal Family in the news, and many are fascinated with Monarchy and its institutions. In my view, in the early history of Europe there were great Sovereigns. I saw the movie "Elizabeth," not too long ago, and there can be no doubt tha Queen Elizabeth transcended the normal human follies of a woman and reached a level of sacrifice and nobility in respect to England, that could only be compared to that of the greatest hero, or mystic. I would have been honored to have lived under Alexander The Great, who was a ruthless conqueror, but a benign ruler. If Alexander could see the suffering that exists now in our drab industrial world, he would surely be horrified. For the evil of these days since the death of the Monarchies and the advent of economic-based Nation States, is that the present epoch and its mediocre and brutal institutions just do not wear down the body with toil and the mind with vexation, but they kill the soul as well. Not just in people, but in everything. That is why the last 300 years have been the most evil in human history. Because even during the reign of the Clerical Holy Roman Empire, people in general still had a sense of basic humanity. Now you have to discard it, in order to get anywhere in a world that is predicated on force, fraud, brutality, and exploitation of the worst kind, wrapped up in a panoply of lies. It is true that by the 15th century and beyond, the Monarchies of Europe become degraded. You went from Kings that would get off their thrones to go into battle, to worthless dandyism and the parasitism of the leisure classes. But even these fops had a higher sense of culture, aesthetics, and interest in things that bore upon issues of nobility and honor, than the vile plutocrats that exist now; that are nothing more than slavish-minded savages and greedy swine only concerned with the crude material excesses that a slave would fantasize about, and the plutocrats being devoid of all honor, have the mindset of a slave, and were seen as part of the slave-class, in the ancient world. There is no principle that they would not betray for profit. No degradation that they would not commit to get ahead. The monarchs lost because their principles of honor dictated that they accept defeat at the hands of the merchant classes, rather than sully themselves by fighting enemies that were beneath them. Marie Antoinette (sp?) apologized to the executioner for stepping on his foot, just before she got her head cut off. The point I am making is the degradation of the monarchies in later European history was in no wise the fault of the monarchies. It was the fault of the "culture aliens," that introduced by stealth the principles of the merchant-state and the bourgoise mentality in the 15th and 16th centuries, and thereby weakened the Monarchies and the principles of Empire; degrading and destroying them by forcing them to fight against nascent Capitalism, in the name of progress. Every effort was made to trick the monarchs into forgetting ancient principles and degrading themselves, and the "culture aliens" used every means at their disposal to turn the Royal Courts into dens of mediocrity and nests of vipers. Monarchs being human after all, succumbed. But the dishonor is not theirs, but rather they are the victims of those who were more inhuman, callous, and shrewd, and these conspirators managed to divorce the monarchies from the higher principles which gave them legitimacy. The founding fathers of America took money from the same shylocks that were responsible throughout history for destroying the whole of European culture and traditions, including monarchy, and yet blamed the monarchs for this state of things; rather than those who were responsible and who were using the founding fathers to continue their subversive influence to further destroy the West, by fragmenting England from Her colonies, and thereby dividing the West (devoid of its Traditions) into fractious states of savagery and base materialism. The Founding Fathers were obtuse in this respect, not seeing those influences that were hellbent on perverting and subverting everything noble in the world, and turning it to evil channels. It is clear, and not obscured, that the corporate state in all of its forms with its wage/profit shellgames, issuance of excess currency in excess of the GNP to create inflationary debt and bank profits, and intentional indebting of governments by similar means, is not something that would ever have arisen out of the traditions of Western Civilization, but were imposed through mass movements and conspirators manipulating them who's values were totally alien to anything Western. They stopped at nothing to create this to happen, subverting within and attacking without until they won. But the dishonor is not with the dethroned monarchs, but with the victors, the corporate socialist, Bolshevik capitalists who created a system of socialism for the rich, and corporate serfdom for everyone else. What irks me is how people on the far Right, see Capitalism as Western, and think that this system was created by Europeans, rather than seeing that they are accepting the system that was created by the enemies of everything western, to destroy the West, which they did. And the serfs of olden times would weep to see the industrial slaves of today, being worked and exploited to death, rather than just having to labor enough to sustain what was their proper station in life, and have the rest of the time to themselves. The monarchs had all of the wealth, and did not have to grind the serfs into dust to get more of it. The plutocrats have all the wealth now too, but it is never enough. They have to squeeze the blood and sweat out of everyone to get more and more. Technology and the technocratic state are a burdensome artifact that turns people into economic units, who's value as human beings is measured in dollars. I would take the WORST monarchy over leaders like this, who are totalitarians who want to micromanage your every breath. Who's sole desire is to grind you under heel in a brutal Communist state, or do the same by crushing you with their golden Capitalist cudgel. A choice that is no choice. There is nothing that remains now of the West as it is, and I look forward to its much deserved destruction. Most likely the technological and ecological substatum will bottom out before the "New World Order" of totalitarian statist communo-corporate fascism gets off the ground. It is too bad that what remains of the "Black Nobility" of Europe, lacks the will or power to dethrone the "Third Estate" and bring back a European Empire based on the traditions of Monarchy and feudal nobility, like in ancient times. You could have a constitutional monarchy even, where the King and nobility must prove that they are indeed like the monarchs of yore; resplendent with higher principles and embodying in themselves the spiritual life of the Western world. Then the whole of Europe could be reunited, and all European peoples joined as one in a global "Imperium Europa," spanning Eurasia, Europe, and the Americas. The flame of Avalon burns as a torch in the sons and daughters of Europe throughout the world. Let it become a conflagration! Death to all imperialist states. Long Live Europe!

Hail The Lords Of Chaos!!!!!!
June 6, 2003

Go forth, workers of the Insane! Proclaim your visions
from the height!! Find
the word of your True Will therein, and manifest its
serpentine web of Magick
over the whole of the Macrocosm, that the will of the
vengeful Lord may
manifest upon earth. Fear not the coming terrors, but
rather transform your
soul into the image of the greater Horror, that the
lesser horror of the world
cannot equal, no matter how terrible. What matter if
the Destroyers come and
lay waste the earth? What matter if the totalitarian
fist comes down? They will
reign over a dying world; a gulag full of dead-souled
maniacs that will bring
even the worst tyranny down; amidst the smoking ruins
of the decimated earth
and a post industrial wasteland. What sort of empire
will exist, after the
bio-chemical, nuclear, and ecological holocausts? What
will thrive when Horus
comes in his human form, as Anti-Christ, and reveals
as his Final Secret not
the will to reign but the will to bring all to
ruination! First the earth, then
the Macrocosm itself consumed in the Aeonic Fire of
the fury of the Gods!! For
what are the godforms, but the secret soul of the
human archetypes, that smash
and nihilate the small souls, bodies, and minds of the
vehicles they use for
manifestation. And the human is the interface for all
planes of reality, from
the highest to the lowest. Other than this sphinx-key,
humanity is valueless.
The food of the gods, a means to an end. And thus
shall the mad lord RA HOOR
KHUIT manifest with the wand of power, thus shall the
Tree of Life, its
Sepheroth, fade like broken vessels of light. (For you
have lived in the realm
of the Edomite Kings, and their Demon-Archons, without
knowing it.) You never
left the worlds of unbalanced force, you have only
lived in the order that is
the thin veil of chaos, for order is chaos, in that
there is no reason or
meaning to order at all. And the chaos that will come,
is just a new order of
the Eternal that you do not understand. Thus shall you
smash the fetters of
thought, and prowl like mad beasts over the face of
the earth! You will see
genocide as though it were a fine wine, the holocaust
of Blood and Fire and the
annihilation of the whole Universe as a mere spark in
an inferno of total
ecstasy! Thus as your bodies melt, and your bones thus
consumed in the atomic
cloud of the Mad God, shall your souls sing in bliss
and be consumed in the
Passion of the Graal, shall the monad of your heart
know the bliss of the
Saints, bloodless and bleached bones yes, but not
seperate from the Whole
anymore. And those that partake of the word of the
Magus, who is the chosen
vessel of Anti-Christ, who is the god HORUS alone,
shall at the renewal of all
things after the day "BE WITH US" rise over the
decimated Universe and
resubstantiate the Aeon, the Eternal Energy of Hadit
and Unlimited Potentiality
of Nuit, bringing forth the breath of the Infinite, to
regenerate the God as
the soul and substance of all things. The Infinite
unfolded within all things
as all things unfolded within the Infinite. The finite
bound by the cross of
INRI no more, but extended into endlessness at the
infinite individuality of
the Godhead wherein all shall partake. This is the
mystery. But before the
times of fulfillment are the times of wrath. As
Therion proclaimed, that we
unleash the engines of war. May the tower fall, and
the prison of mortality be
blasted with destruction!! May blasphemy afflict the
false gods and their
priests. May the totality of heaven and earth be
consumed in annihilation, may
all that is human be cast into the abyss!! That the
will of RA HOOR KHUIT and
the will of the Aeon smite the whole, that the
Universe be no more until
brought forth again by the mysterious spark of Hadit
within all things, the
soul of Horus, the Divine Serpent!!