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A true story about some friends of mine... Report documents modern mass homelessness in New York City—Part 1 Report documents modern mass homelessness in New York City—Part 2 Five homeless people froze to death in US capital last winterCourt halts Japanese billionaire's U.S. evictions
A true story about some friends of mine... http://www.wrybread.com/WrybreadWriting/notesfromroad/start3.shtml Part I For a month or so I worked and pretty much lived with a group who called themselves an "anarchist kitchen", which is a bunch of people living outside capitalism and society in general (hence "anarchist"), serving a massive free meal to nearby homeless folk. They did the cooking in their big old 70s Winnebago, and travelled to a new city when they felt like it. I lived with them while they were docked in San Francisco. They get their food by "panhandling" (as they put it) at the local farmer's markets. They go from vendor to vendor explaining that they are a free kitchen serving food to "homeless" people, and could they please spare any vegetables? Tony, who looks like a gutterpunk but is way too smart and motivated to sit on a sidewalk every day and "spange" (ask for spare change), approaches each vendor with a pitch honed from canvassing for Greenpeace and some PERG. He walks up to the monger with a serious look on his face (unusual for him), hands them a card which inexplicably reads "Certified Farmer's Market", and he meets their eyes and says, "I'm with the People's Kitchen. We cook food for the homeless people living in Golden Gate Park. I was wondering if we could work together on putting together a meal . . ." The mongers, who are mostly Asian, usually play their I-don't-speak-English card at this point. But all it takes are two or three vendors out of the thirty and we've got more vegetables than we can serve before they go bad. Five boxes overflowing. Eventually the problem isn't getting the vegetables, but finding boxes to put them in, as those are apparently more valuable. We get broccoli, baby eggplants, exotic peppers of all colors and shapes, a massive box full of juicing oranges, Russian kale, boxes of apples and persimmons, more grapes than I've ever seen, and so on. Once, before they had my car and not wanting to use the Winnebago, they loaded a handtruck and seven boxes bursting and leaking vegetables on a public bus. Strategy: pay before loading anything on, so the driver can't refuse. They do all this not in the spirit of charity, which they shun, but to show people that it's possible to work independently of the government and capitalism and still accomplish something. Which is to say that they do it to show that anarchism can work. And Monday through Friday, each and every one of the five kitchen members are at work, cleaning, prepping, cooking, serving, and doing much miscellany. Work starts surprisingly sharply at 10am and finishes around 6 or 7 after every last bit of food is served and everything is clean. That's a 40+ hour week, for which they earn nary a cent. Trying to get the meal out by 4pm feels urgent as a newspaper deadline, with someone yelling every half hour or so, with a touch of panic in their voice, "Yo! What time is it?" The meals themselves are unbelievably gourmet. There's no attitude of fuck 'em, they aren't paying for it. They make super tasty stews, maybe cornbread if they haven't scored any bagels lately, once making individually deep fried breaded eggplant slices. Usually they'll serve a soup, some sort of bread, and some fruit. Their hygiene is a little on the lacking side: there's a water cooler full of bleach solution for "sterilizing" hands (a Rainbow Gathering trick), but it's mostly ornamental. Vegetables fall on the floor and are brushed off; at night the cutting boards serve as joint rolling tables, beer coasters and general party surfaces. When someone is sick they help cook anyway, albeit with a Jessie James bandanna over their mouth. They say they don't serve "dumpster food" on the grounds that "it's making the choice for a lot of people whether they want to eat from a dumpster." But I've seen them serve bread that I personally scored from a dumpster, not to mention tomatoes and lettuce. My Own Parade Serving the food is a blast. We roll the cauldrons of food to the serving spot in Golden Gate Park at Haight Street in shopping carts, set them in a sort of wagon train, and the gutterpunks and gutterhippies, who sit there all day every day (it's called "punker hill" -- elsewhere is "hippie hill") begin to stir when they see us coming. They exchange scowls which somehow communicate that dinner has arrived and one by one they stumble over to us and begrudgingly accept a meal. It feels like we're selling the food, actually yelling solicitations at people. "Hey, you want some soup?" (Please?) And when people take a bowl they act more like they're doing us a favor. One day the Needle Exchange was serving food about a hundred yards away and it really felt like we were in competition. They were giving out cans of soda, which just about put us out of business. Standing there serving the food brings a parade of freaks right in front of me, single file and slow. Nearly every face is pierced and/or tattooed, and passing out the bagels I don't put a single one into a clean hand, and many of the hands are caked with dirt, shaking and have scabs on the knuckles, something all junkies get for some reason. Many eyes are yellowed, which I'm told is a symptom of hepatitis. The sweatshirt hood seems to be the central fashion accessory, while some actually opt for full facial masks, and the general color scheme of their clothes subtly riffs on the theme of black and army green. Some still sport the original punk fashion of the plaid handkerchief safety pinned to the jacket above the ass for protection while sitting on things all day. They generally own no more clothing than what they're wearing; when you see someone in a different outfit it's as startling as if they radically changed their hairstyle. They love to scratch themselves theatrically while talking to you, drawing attention to their body lice and what they imagine others will perceive as hardship. They're way caught up in the mythical archetype of the down on his luck American hitting the road to find greener pastures but at every turn finding only more of the same. They will not smile, so by way of thanking us they might tip their head and plate in our direction and snarl off in a cloud of nihilistic bliss. Some are obviously emotionally if not psychologically damaged either permanently or at least as long as the drugs last. Some are nodding out and trying to be charming as all junkies will, and we have to push them back so they don't drool on the food. And in and among the clusters of sprawling munching gutterpunks lots of little shouting matches flare up. There was one little shouting outburst where someone starting yelling "Yo, don't give him no food, yo," pointing to someone we were serving, "He lives in a house, yo, and eats steak every night." The worst thing you could say about somebody. Another interesting outburst came when one of the "kids" (as they call themselves) complained about the local "mall kids" who are "loopy. Just a bunch of acid mall rats and they ain't got no brains, talkin bout how they been homeless for a year. I'm like, oh yeah, where? And he says Eugene, Oregon, dude. I'm like, Eugene? Man, it's easy to be homeless in Eugene." After the meal is served there's much satisfaction in getting another good product out the door. All go back to the camper and roll cigarettes, maybe smoke a bowl, crank up the music, and smile deep and serene. True to the rule that the party always ends up in the kitchen, most nights someone will stop by the RV to "smoke us out". I'll usually scramble to put together enough change for a 40. From the perspective of one who's been living for a while on no money, that $1.75 seems like all you'd need in the world. Generally not much happens at night. The sun will set, rendering the woody brown camper interior soft and mellow, and all will sit hardly talking, maybe listening to college or pirate radio. When darkness is complete someone will juice up the oil lantern. There are no electric lights. Then one by one each person will find their sleeping bag and file out to their private sleeping spot on the beach or in the park. All are generally asleep by 10:30, exhausted from the workday. But it doesn't take much rain to send everyone scrambling back to the R.V. for shelter, where two people will sleep on the floor, two on the folded down table, one on the narrow counter and one on the couch-bed in the back. Which is to say things get crowded. One endearing moment came when a kid named Beagle stopped by, sleeping bag in tow. If it's after dark, all gutterpunks carry their sleeping bags. He's all the way gutterpunk, with the multiple dirty layers topped by a jacket with the word "Neanderthal" scrawled across the bottom of the back, and he's got the up-to-the-moment nihilistic attitude. He sits in the Winnebago tuning the radio, paying attention to no one. He arrives at a station playing Led Zeppelin and says, "Man, this is the music I grew up to." Everyone says yeah me too but Beagle says no I grew up in the 80s. Beagle is now 17 (young even for a gutterpunk), which means he was 9 years old in 1989 when he describes himself as "growing up". In my opinion, you don't begin "growing up" until you're at least 15, which means Beagle is just starting to "grow up". But in his mind that all happened before he was ten. And this kid has some crazy stories, like how a "couple of years ago" he was hitchhiking around Louisiana and couldn't get a ride out and couldn't find any freight trains to hop and had to work doing "crazy jobs". Underneath his well worn dirty cap he's got this little head which clearly hasn't finished growing yet, and on his face he has the bad kid teenage mustache. And he talks about his "physical addiction to alcohol". There's another character that comes by the R.V. from time to time and just sleeps on things. He sleeps the sleep of the chemically enhanced, going 18+ hours at a stretch, sometimes while sitting upright at the diner-style table. When he wakes and is asked how he's doing he'll answer something like "Dealing with being awake." He's one of the many many people in San Francisco and the west coast in general who for some reason enjoy crystal methadrine. The drug is everywhere out here: it can be synthesized in any kitchen and costs under $5 for a 24-hour high. The experience looks unpleasant -- a "tweaker" (as they're called) will wring their hands and jaws all day until the 12 hour mark at which point they'll have unpleasant hallucinations. But still, people actually manage to get addicted to this drug. Here are the kitchen folks: Floppy If the bus has a leader, it's Floppy. He's aptly named (most of the Rainbow Gathering-type names are fitting), as his whole body seems to hang limp. He's skinny, with uncombed but otherwise straight blond hair just past his shoulders, and always wears a droopy-brimmed baseball cap. His voice is lazy and slow, but his eye contact is intense and constant. He's a natural leader, and when someone newly meets the group and is telling some anecdote to everyone, that person will usually end telling the story to just Floppy. Eyes just fall on him, even though he's not at all what you'd call charismatic, at least not in the surface sense. He has that inexplicable way. Also, when Floppy speaks, no matter how much conversation is going on, everyone will quiet down and listen. He has probably thirty Pink Floyd tapes, most of them of live shows, and introduced me to John Prine, who is a sort of blue-collar Loudon Wainright (a cross between Loudon and Harry Chapin). Floppy's about 30 years old, been working with "mobile kitchens" since 1992. He can say "lets blow this popsicle stand" and make it sound cool. When he drinks enough Jim Beam he plays air guitar to his Iron Maiden tapes and was heard to say "I been riff raff since I was 13." Dina Floppy's girlfriend. Looks just like him, with a generally limp demeanor, long hair topped by a baseball cap, and a lazy way of speaking. Awesomely capable woman, spends much time "wrenching" on the camper engine. Independent as hell. As with Floppy, when she speaks all conversation stops. Shay Floppy and Dina's dog. A "res dog", which means a dog originally from an Indian reservation. Evidently these dogs have it rough, and this one certainly has: she has a stub for a tail and all sorts of scars on her ass from being rear-ended by a car. Tony Tony's been spending no money for years. He's totally committed to the lifestyle, and is definitely an activist within it, trying to stir what he calls the "nihilists" back to the spirit of anarchism, which, he says, is helping yourself. He looks quite the gutterpunk, though he says most of the gutterpunks are just depressive drunks. He wants to start a pirate radio station out of the R.V. He's hugely intelligent, articulate, literate; I was intensely surprised to learn he stopped school at ninth grade. It amazes me that although he's as passionate about the anarchist movement as he is, he still has so much of his own personality. When I lived among the squatters in New York it seemed like they took this opportunity given by not paying rent and did nothing but cogitate on it. All they'd talk about was squatting. I used to say of them that they'd traded their occupations for pre-occupations. But Tony hasn't at all: he's still a good all-around person. One last fact about Tony: no one here takes showers more often than, say, once every two weeks, but Tony seems to be the one you'd most want to keep upwind of. Jose Upon meeting him you'd first be struck by the fact that he's 280+ pounds of surly, goateed Puerto Rican. But, you guessed it, he's the nicest guy. He's originally from Miami, and has a bit of that Miami Latino culture thing. He introduced me to Santaria music, which is extra abstract and tense rhythms with eerie and beautiful chanting. The chanting isn't in Spanish but "in tongues". Whenever I give him a ride in my car he leaves behind a meaty stink wherever he was sitting, which gets worse if the car is left in the sun. He professes to be purely peaceful, but in a pinch will use his size to intimidate someone, as when some old house frau swatted his pitbull when it barked at her dogs. He got right in this 40ish woman's face and said "Don't you hit my dog, bitch, I'll slap you down." Also, when we were sleeping on the beach and someone approached us to bum a cigarette Jose sort of barked him away, laughing after visibly intimidating this poor guy on the nighttime deserted beach. He clearly has aggressive tendencies but they're pushed below the surface by the cultural demand that he be peaceful (if he ever hit anyone he'd be ostracized and he knows it). He's also not the sharpest tool in the shed, and gets brutally picked on by Tony and Floppy. Has the word "Love" tattooed on his finger-knuckles, and a butterfly between his thumb and forefinger. Luna Jose's dog. Another dumb-as-wood pitbull but one of the most timid dogs I've met, probably owing to Jose's constantly yelling at her trying to get her to obey him. She's shy, but when she gets around another dog (something Jose tries to prevent) or when you finally manage to get her to play, her inner-pitbull comes out and she barks and bites hard. She sleeps inside Jose's sleeping bag at his feet, and will climb inside any open sleeping bag. Rich Looks the typical Rainbow Gathering part with long blond dreadlocks and facial hair that always seems to configure itself to resemble a bird of prey. He's a classically trained pianist, sightreads Beethoven, but doesn't play much unless he can find an unguarded piano in a cafe or university. Quiet and independent, he's prone to suddenly disappearing and taking solo walks through the park, especially at night. Thought the internet was the "inner net". Great to talk to, but if his voice becomes a little pinched it means he's about to get into his conspiracy and/or metaphysical theories, in which case I've found it best to change the subject or end the conversation. Is semi-convinced that the HAARP project in Alaska is emitting thought-controlling radio waves, and believes he had a one-on-one confrontation with the devil. Other pet conspiracy theories involve the Philadelphia Project, the 12th Planet, the 6th and 7th Books of Moses, Motique Project, Telluric Currents, and the German Hypothesis. Manages to greet the most haggard of our soup kitchen customers with an amazingly warm smile. Glenn Like myself, he "plugged in" to the kitchen for a while. He's black, but doesn't have a trace of a blaccent. He and I worked as extras in a movie about hippies (a whole nother article) and, driving to the site with him navigating the map, I discovered he doesn't know his left from his right. Has dreams of uniting the whole Burning Man scene into what he calls a circus and being the one to profit from it. That defense mechanism that keeps each of us believing we're special is working just fine with him. Has a black foot fungus that no medication can cure. Lived in one of the larger homeless encampments in the park until he had to leave because of very convincing death threats. It's a good story, so here it is: Glenn's Farewell His encampment was in a patch of Golden Gate Park where there were no bushes, just grass worn to dirt, with mattresses scattered about, and a little area where the residents left their shopping carts. Through Glenn I met a few of the inhabitants, and they all seemed to be at least 35, and, as Glenn puts it, they liked to get high. But in keeping with the San Francisco version of the alchie/junkie, they were incredibly nice. Upon meeting, they would hug you if they sensed you wouldn't recoil. But one of these very nice people -- and who in Glenn's words is especially nice, who "just liked to get drunk and climb in his bedroll, never even heard him raise his voice" -- was, while asleep and restrained by his own sleeping bag, beaten about the face and head with a golf club. Glenn describes the guy who did the beating as a "serious asshole", who would get his veteran's benefits at the beginning of the month, be on a crack binge and stay in welfare hotels until about the fifteenth when the money would run out, at which time he would return to the park ranting and crazy. After he beat this guy up (if so mild a phrase describes it), some residents of the camp told him to leave, so, when no one was around, he tried to torch the camp. Unfortunately for all parties, Glenn and a large friend were just returning. They chased the guy, caught him, and Glenn's large friend punched the guy until his fists and arms were bloody from punching. About four nights later I met a panic-eyed Glenn who took me aside and asked if I could give him a ride. It seems the guy got back from the hospital, returned to the park, first with his wife who chased Glenn with a bottle yelling "you gonna die tonite nigga" even in front of the cops, and then later with his nephew, who is a little gangster kid, saying how they were "gonna bust a cap in his ass". So I stuffed frightened Glenn's bags, blankets and shopping cart in my car and drove him out of the neighborhood, dropped him off in the business district. We hugged, and there he went into the still San Francisco night, just another homeless black man pushing a shopping cart. The Writing on the Winnebago Wall The actual camper is a vintage 70's jalopy of an RV, about 30 feet long with an old white paint job and a faded brown stripe down the side. Bumpers and miscellany hang semi-loose everywhere, and the roof is busy with things tied down. The inside decor is a happy marriage of mobile-home retiree kitsch and squatter guerilla architecture. Some of the old faux wood paneling remains, while the rest has been overlaid with found lumber fastened by mismatched found screws. In the rear they gutted whatever was once there and installed three sinks for rinsing, and a few five gallon carboys filled with water. This is where the decorative cooler of chlorine solution sits. A postcard with a portrait of Che Gueverra occupies the place of honor above the diner-style table, and all over the walls, scrawled in black magic marker in different hands are little slogans. Here they are: "End the monopoly on life: share food . . . and fuck welfare!" "The aim of existence is to offer resistance to the flow of time." "All your private property is target for your enemy and your enemy is we." - Jefferson Airplane Next to a picture of a big pugnacious cop: "If you don't awaken and see what this man is doing to us then it will be too late." "They may have the gas ovens built and going before you realize that they're already hot." - Malcolm X "Corporate Amerika has a gun to your head and you are pulling the trigger" "In service each other we become free." - Camelot inscription on the Round Table "Live free or die." - Misty and Brutus "The thing to remember when traveling is the trail is the thing, not the end of the trail. Travel too FAST and you miss all you are travelling for! Ride the dark trail." - Louis L'Amour "Haste is a form of violence." "He who bitches will be a bitch!" Malt Liquor Monks and Their Sacrament When I ask why they don't even put out a little jar for unsolicited donations they say "that's not what we're about." And this after having to buy $20 of spices and propane that the farmer's market couldn't provide. Money for this type of thing comes from working odd jobs. Someone will, for example, clean up pumpkins after Halloween for $5.25/hour for 8 hours and come back exhausted and put every cent into the "kitty". Their absolute willingness to do this -- to work all day and keep nothing -- smacks to me just a little of cult behavior. There really is something religious about these folk, cult-like or not. They're ascetic to the bone, keep no material possessions or other worldly attachments, dedicate themselves to the service of others, have no private property except their clothes (and only then because nobody wants to wear each other's stink), covet nothing, preach and for the most part practice non-violence. And they're fully immersed in the buzz of it all -- they're feeling the benefit of that sort of behavior, not doing it because some dogma or a fear of punishment tells them to. It's Buddhism and Christianity in their purest forms, before all the metaphors and symbols become literal. Compare to Lord's Prayer When I get a little money I suddenly feel outside the group, like I'm betraying it, committing blasphemy. I have to be broke and (involuntarily) ascetic before I can communicate with them. A case could be made that the whole gutterpunk poverty thing, which is so often (understandably) dismissed as trust-funded homelessness, is an attempt at something like an independent and pure religious experience. Just because they don't wear monk's robes and just because they drink Old English might not disqualify them from being in their own way religious. But I digress. Bear with me for one more digression: The Philosophy of Anarchism I've been hearing much about the D.I.Y. philosophy, which stands for Do It Yourself. Apparently the punk movement began as an attempt to be independent of corporate influences, to set up an independent self-sustaining subculture. I'm told that punk records are not copyrighted for this reason. Tony has a vision of a separate society that doesn't interact with "Babylon" at all -- it serves its own food, records its own music on its own record labels, and survives without money. Even though most self-proclaimed "anarchists" spend their days crouched on sidewalks sipping 40 ouncers, the actual anarchism movement doesn't value that sort of thing: it values work and accomplishment just like mainstream society, only they don't measure it with money. They're trying to live without The System inside society. They're trying to create a little choice, an alternative to the mainstream. The philosophy of the whole anarchist scene/ movement can be encapsulated as follows: European feudalism became modern capitalism and didn't change much. Through the continued enforcement of private property laws, the non-rich are forced to rent property from the rich. To do so they have to come up with lots of money each month, which means they have to work. Which wouldn't be so bad if it ended there, but it doesn't. The system is designed to get everyone caught up in the whole consumerism thing, making sure everyone covets this or that, or else paying off debts -- credit card, college loans, mortgage, car payments -- in a modern version of the Company Store. Where once supply met demand, now supply creates its own demand through advertising and generally fucking with people's heads. As Noam Chomsky put it, today's producers are more "engineers of consent" than useful suppliers. Sure, it's technically possible to save money and live within the system without getting hooked, but for the last 30 or so years the rate at which Americans save their money never fluctuates from 3% of what they earn (I read that somewhere. Try to keep bearing with me. This part is almost over.) Most people, of course, save nothing; all their labor goes towards supporting their consumption. Furthermore, there's this whole cultural pressure mechanism where we're taught that only Money is good, and that work and people that don't produce Money are near useless. And, most repugnant of all to the anarchist philosophy, built into capitalism are little institutionalized hierarchies where one individual is routinely forced to bow before another. The People's Kitchen folk are pretty unforgiving with this philosophy; any manifestation of government-connected society is dismissed out of hand. For instance, when we drove to a town called Bolinas, which is just north of San Francisco and clearly a place where hippies and post-hippies dominate, with dogs unleashed everywhere, all sorts of bikes, a surreal proportion of VW busses, and lots of people with that long-term vegetarian look. The crunchies weren't a contingent, not even just a majority, but the totality. I imagine even the sheriff patrols in a VW bus. But still the place was deemed infested with "yuppie hippies" and "sell outs". Another example: if we see a fire at the beach, and someone asks what kind of people they are to see if we'd want to join them, anyone other than gutterpunks is dismissed as "just a bunch of yuppies." And they're right, as compared to themselves most people have upwardly mobile ambitions. As they've divorced themselves from society, they obviously have no ambition within it. Their ambitions are more along the lines of starting other anarchist kitchens or planting the seed for the much-discussed "anarchist community center." The result of this Us vs. Them philosophy is that they feel endlessly pursued. When the camper broke down on the hiway, conversation stopped each time a car drove by until we could be sure it wasn't a cop. And this even though none of them have warrants, they don't keep drugs on board (they bury them in Golden Gate Park), and the camper is totally legal. I think it's just the result of living for so many years as an outsider. It's understandable, as this living outside the money system is tough. Cops start to seem like the jackbooted, brainwashed and armed enforcers of the ruling class, and anywhere you park they can and often do come knocking in the night to inspect the "suspicious vehicle," and they sometimes throw their cop weight around. It starts to feel like you're given a choice between participating in the economy -- on however menial a level, as the world still needs people to clean up pumpkins -- or being hunted down. Okay, we're done with the religion/philosophy thing. Promise. One For Dante D.I.Y. or not, there's plenty of outside help available to one living this lifestyle. I take showers and receive mail at a place right off Haight Street called "Youth Outreach", which will also take phone messages and post them on a bulletin board, and from time to time they will walk down Haight Street passing out little street life helpers like toothbrushes, band aides, cookies, socks, etc. They're an "anarchist organization", which means they don't get any funding, so I wonder how they afford rent, paid staffing (two people), and what must be quite a water bill. In a pinch, I'll take a shower at the Drop-In Center, which claims to be open all day every day. But the place scares me. Just as there's a difference between tourists and travelers, there's a difference between being homeless and apartmentless, and the people who hang around this place are all-the-way homeless. Here's what to expect if you go: you'll know you're getting close because the neighborhood abruptly becomes seedy, with three or four people trying to catch your eye to see if you're "looking for something". You tunnelvision for the door, which for some reason is beat up, and open it quickly. Just inside is a computer-made sign which reads "No Sitting On Floor", and right underneath is someone lying down and wrapped in blankety sweaters. Everywhere are black people in various states of damage, some visibly strung out, others limping, others muttering, others sort of chewing on their faces. Some look at you with sober eyes that know what you're thinking. There is a desk with a sign "Wait here so the attendant may help you" but no attendant is there. Tethered to the desk are rolls of toilet paper -- take as many sheets as you anticipate needing. The place is huge, whiffing of large amounts of government money inefficiently spent. In the main room, which is big as six classrooms, are long tables and at each spot is a black man with his head resting hard in front of him, dead asleep. The shower is in a little room to the side of the bathroom. The door disconcertingly doesn't lock or even close all the way. I guess where there are junkies you cannot have locking doors. You get nekkid and suddenly feel 8 or 9 times more vulnerable. There aren't separate hot and cold water controls, just one pushbutton that starts the water at a mono-temperature for about 15 seconds, reststop style. And there is no shower head, just a blunt stream of water spilling from the end of the pipe. But the water is awesomely hot. Your body forgets its environment for a moment in the surprise of the sensation and you press that water button many, many times. When you're reluctantly done with the shower, you enter the men's bathroom to use the sink for a shave but standing in front of the mirror is a visibly speeding transvestite/transsexual working his(?) hair with curlers and hitting his(?) face hard and fast with a barrage of makeup. You leave the bathroom, leave the place. People outside try to catch your eye. No Penny Opera The non-governmental charity services are way more accommodating than the Drop-In Center. There's a Methodist church that puts on all sorts of free events, among them a dinner every Friday called the "No Penny Opera". The experience is so good you couldn't buy it. It's held below the actual church, in a large room that looks like a potential restaurant space. The ambiance is candle light, and in the corner someone lazily plays an accordion. The tables are long, German beer hall-style, and covered with nice psychedelic patterned tapestries. You are seated by the host. The patrons range from old-time homeless types to anarchists to nondescript adventurers, and, owing to the table arrangement (and this being San Francisco), everyone talks to one another. A waiter brings a plate of food, one dish suits all, which is a vegan plate of salad, wild rice, steamed greens and fresh bread. It's good. When you're done they bring tea, vegan chocolate cake and grapes. My policy when I don't give money for something is to help out a bit, so I do some dishes, but most people just leave and accept the take-home bag of fruit and vegetables. One of the sponsors of this event is Food Not Bombs, another "anarchist kitchen". They're national. Predictably, there's some animosity toward them by the People's Kitchen folk. I've heard "Bombers" dismissed as "a bunch of elitist anarchists" and "white-collar anarchists" who "come in, serve the food and are gone. They're not of the people." They have also been described as "Food Not Flavor," which I suppose is a comment on their cooking. But no one complains about the No Penny Opera. Center of the Bomb Blast At some point, the San Francisco Chronicle, the most influential of the local papers, ran an Op-Ed piece lambasting mayor Willie Brown for allowing the "homeless problem" in Golden Gate Park to get so far out of hand. It was a disgrace, the article ranted, that "the crown jewel of the city's park system should become overrun with criminals and druggies." Soon the other papers were following suit, and before long it was headline news every day in every paper. Headlines ran: "Illegal Campers Descend on Golden Gate Park", __________, ______________. And then, in a blatant attempt by the media to influence municipal policy, the headlines became more editorial: "Calls to Willie Come In Loud And Clear" "Call to Green Up Golden Gate Park", _____________, ____________. The power of the pen was proven again, as soon thereafter the cop raids began. In the early stages, they would gently wake anyone they would find sleeping in the park and give them a warning. Then they started issuing tickets, but their hearts weren't in it and they would go so far as to explain that the ticket was pretty much meaningless. Each morning the park would be littered with crumpled tickets. And the cops only patrolled the open areas of the park, leaving the out-of-sight encampments, such as the one Glenn called home, alone. But soon enough the camera crews and smoothie reporters were on the scene for what they hoped would be a more sensational raid. So these little encampments of gutterpunks, camped among their overflowing shopping carts and damp sleeping bags, were descended upon by halogen-spotlight wielding reporters and the hapless cops who were left no choice but to do their job extra well. Which is when they found a needle exchange stash of over 700 hypodermic needles . . . It didn't matter that those needles were clearly from a needle exchange program, which was obvious by the way the "spikes" were broken off and stored in the "barrel". The press ran the story: "Druggies and Criminals Infest Park", ___________. Soon yellow journalism accounts of kids finding syringes in sandboxes were in every paper, and the media increased the pressure. The word in the park until this point was that this would all blow over. People who'd been living there for twenty years dismissed this as nothing more than another periodical sweep of the park, which would "blow over like it always does" in two or three weeks. Even the cops were saying this. One encampment in the bushes outside where The Kitchen regularly parked -- about six to eight people on a bed of tarps and blankets -- were even approached by two of the mayor's assistants who "extended a personal invitation to leave the park." Both were fully suited and dapper, driving the Lincoln right up to the camp, and one chatted on his cellphone the whole time. But still everyone laughed it off. Then one morning everyone was gone. Which was when the fun began. Not only did the mayor personally give the police instructions to clean up the park, but he actually requested a helicopter with infra-red detection equipment to find the encampments buried "deep in the bush." (No shit, he used that phrase.) He set up a hotline that a citizen could call to report an encampment, with a guarantee that it would be gone within 24 hours. He went one farther than the media and targeted people sleeping on the beach at the foot of the park, as well as people sleeping in vehicles. Suddenly a person sleeping in a camper or van or even car (such as yours truly) would get a violent cop knock in the night and be given a ticket with the eerie small town warning "Mayor Willie Brown doesn't want people sleeping in vehicles anymore." Obvious live-in vehicles, such as the full-size converted yellow school bus which housed a family with three kids, would be left a flier reading: "WARNING: This vehicle is parked illegally. If not moved in 72 hours it will be towed . . ." In the morning people would announce with something like a touch of pride "I got the flier!" The sweeps on the beach were conducted by park police, and they'd simply walk down the beach at first light and roust everyone sleeping there. Sometimes they'd issue citations, other times just warnings. They told Floppy and Dina, "You can't sleep in Uncle Sam's park," and then they let them be. One cold morning I was fully wrapped in my mummy sleeping bag and I heard the sound of plodding feet approaching in the sand. Louder and louder they stepped until they reached my feet. "Hey . . ." I pulled my sleeping bag off my head. Silhouetted against the early morning sky was a cop with ticket book in hand. In my recollection he had an angry look on his face, ready for battle, but when he saw how dazed and sleepy I was he became a person again and asked if I slept there overnight, offering me a chance to lie my way out of it by saying "no". I though about it a second and decided to say "yes" anyway, and he stood there a moment and then walked away saying I had to leave. I didn't, and that was that. It would seem my biggest danger while sleeping on the beach is myself, as one night I awoke from sleepwalking carrying one boot, my knapsack and my sleeping bag, standing on surf-wet sand. It's pretty startling coming to consciousness standing up with violent waves breaking 15 feet away in the darkness. The gutterpunks would still descend upon the park in the mornings and strew their belongs all around them in a manner that could be called an encampment. But it being daytime, before the 10pm park curfew, they were technically legal. No matter. The cops rode through on their off-road motorcycles and singled people out for full searches. They wouldn't find much, as it is common gutterpunk practice to bury their opiates and crystal methadone. The next step was to fence off the whole area, with Willie Brown narrating the whole affair with Clinton-esque rederik: "We're going to make the park a place for goodness." And so on. Through all this the cops were mostly civil. They were aware of the political motivations of the whole thing, and didn't take it that seriously. As I mentioned, when they'd issue a summons they would pretty much tell you to ignore it. When they fenced off the main congregation area ("punker hill"), they even handed out little plastic bags labeled "Personal Belongings Bag" for everyone to haul away their stuff. But there were exceptions to this rule of courtesy. Two cops who work the night shift with the ready-for-TV names of Gulf & Martinez are known to wake people with a kick to the head, and one night someone was arrested and badly beaten while handcuffed. As yellow journalism always needs a controversy, the press changed their general stance on the issue and came out in favor of the homeless, indignantly criticizing the mayor for heartlessly evicting these poor homeless people. The new headlines in the same papers were more like: "Where Will They All Sleep?" They ran stories on the shortage of shelters. Public sentiment turned against what was dubbed "Operation Shopping Cart". It only got worse as the people expelled from he park caused much irritation by sleeping in doorways and generally branching out into other neighborhoods. But it was too late, there was too much momentum, and the raids continued. The Rally When the police presence started to get inconvenient, Food Not Bombs was on the scene. They mostly missed the point, calling for an end to police brutality (of which there was very little) and holding up banners reading things like "The Real Criminals In The Park Wear Blue". At one "sleep-in vigil" they brought a puppet of Willie Brown fifteen feet high. It caricatured the mayor in borderline race-stereotype form, with the 20's black gangster zootsuit and the menacingly cocked hat. In his hand he held a bag covered with dollar signs. Manipulating the puppet were four or five Bombers with scarves wrapped around their faces in high Zapatista fashion. Behind the puppet was a banner reading simply "Food Not Bombs" which, of course, figured most prominently in the morning papers. It's the underground anarchist parallel to Marlboro putting their logo in baseball stadiums to get air time. Other than the face masks, the bombers dress in what could be called their Sunday worst: regular clothes with maybe paint splattered on them or just in a high state of unwash. They are clearly "housed." Funny how when you live this lifestyle you start to look down on anyone living "behind a legal door". The Bombers wrote the phone number of their attorney on everybody's arm, so if we all got arrested they couldn't take away the phone number. We were all poised for confrontation. Someone whose brother was killed by the police gave a bellicose speech replete with call and response; we shouted at every passing squad car; we chanted in unison. But nothing happened. The cops one-upped the protesters by using tactics of non-violent resistance. There wasn't a trace of that tinderbox atmosphere from the New York squatter's riots, where both sides did full bloody frontal battle. None of the Bombers brought a sleeping bag, so they went home. The People's Kitchen will be leaving San Francisco shortly, owing both to police pressure in the form of nighttime ticketing of everyone sleeping in the R.V., and also to avoid the just starting rainy season. Such are the joys of being migratory. For travelling expenses, they'll each get jobs for a week or so, pool their money, maybe apply for "G.A." (General Assistance). As Floppy put it, the camper is "quite a gasser". Personally, I've been so emerged in this whole culture that I can't even see it anymore. I can no longer decipher what's interesting or relevant about it; it all just seems normal to me now. At this point, malleable me is practically an anarchist, if only by immersion. It would be more interesting to write about so-called normal lifestyles, as they seem stranger. I know inevitably my perspective will shift back to something like it was: that I'll once again value clean clothes, that I'll consider it necessary to wear something different every day of the week, that I'll once again find a little body odor unnatural, that soon I'll be making money and therefore spending it with nervous compulsion, and that someday culture and custom won't seem arbitrary but will seem right and fixed. Until then ..... The end.
Five homeless people froze to death in US capital last winter By Paul Scherrer
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