WORKING
AT
FAIRFIELD HILLS HOSPITAL
IN NEWTOWN,
CONNECTICUT.
Jerry
Haffke Remembers:
J
Good old 'Shelton-House' where
the Director of Nursing,
Rosa Lee Adams R.N., ruled with compassion and an 'iron fist.'
Her office was on the third floor along with her staff's.
This is also where
Psychiatric Aide classes were taught.
The two stories below held four semi-geriatric
wards.
Here I
am: On the left in 1963, in the middle in the 1970's, on the right in Savannah,
2004.
If you have
worked at Fairfield State (Hills) hospital, especially from 1960 - 1980,
I would love to hear from you. Please don't hesitate to e-mail me at:
discoverer73@hotmail.com
If you remember me, all the better...
I now live in Savannah, Ga.
Going to
Part I
Photo Courtesy of
Suzanne (Stanco) Payne
Dedicated with
very
fond memories to:
John Kilpatrick*
(old-timer 1950's-1971)
my best friend
worked in Shelton House 2A),
Peter
Wagner
(my good friend from Germany,
worked at FSH from 1963 to 1969),
Harold Huntington*
(a good friend Greenwich House 1A
and Kent House),
Jerry Hatchey
(a
good friend in 1963, worked night shift Cochran House),
James 'Jimmy' Reed
(a good friend
1963 - 1987, who saved my life once
on Greenwich 1A
worked later in Cochran House 3A),
Jimmy Fowler
(1963-1981,
retired to Newberry, SC, a good friend,
in charge of the tunnels, CSEA union
rep.),
Carl
Atwood
(CSEA chapter president, old timer, worked in
power house,
lived in Danbury Hall, retired about 1970 and Jimmy Fowler took over),
Isabel
Benton*
(Real old timer in
nursing)
William
'Billy' Lawlor
(an
old-timer and good
friend 1963 -1987
worked Shelton House and later Cochran House),
Mrs. Rosa Lee Adams R.N.
(Director of Nursing 1963 to about 1970),
Mrs. Schwaller
R.N.
(1963-1970? assistant to Mrs.Adams),
Mrs. Morris R.N.
(Clinical Instructor 1963-1970?),
Dr. Green
(Medical Director
1960's -?)
Mrs. Dieffenbacher R.N.
(1963-1970? Director of Nursing Education),
Dr. Robert Miller
the Medical Director 1970's -?
Richard Bouton R.N.*
(in charge of training and
later Director of Nursing, taking
Mrs. Adams' place),
Gloria Lewis R.N.
(1967 Greenwich House and
Cochran House.)
Dorothy Harper
(good friend Greenwich 1A), Beryl Carr
(good friend, 1967-1988, Shelton House, later mostly Cochran House), Pat
Parker (Edwards)
(Beryl Carr's sister 1968-1970's),
Gloria Lee (Harper)
(Dorothy's sister)
Anne Marie Stetzenbach
(1967-1988 Canaan House)
Doris Travis R.N.
(I worked with Doris in Cochran House. Very spirited,
great to work with!)
Grace Whittle R.N.
Supervisor
(Litchfield House)
Louis 'Louie' Murat
( 1963-1970, Greenwich 1A),
Gene
Riley
(1963-1970, ward-charge, Greenwich House 1A),
John Fisher
(1963-1970, a good friend Greenwich 1A),
Joe Tinto
(1963-1970? boss of Central Linen),
Jimmy Stewart
(second
boss at Central Linen),
Mike Shengrian
(friend from Norwalk Hall 1963),
Betty Zielinski
R.N.
(friend I worked
with in Cochran House)
Joe
Zielinski*
(Betty's Husband who
also worked at Fairfield Hills)
Betty Cyr
(friend in Nursing)
Kenny Cyr*
(Betty's Husband who
also worked at Fairfield Hills)
Barbary
Livingston
(Nursing)
Gail Gavin R.N.
supervisor and Dick Gavin
(1967-1987)
Mary DeAugusta
R.N.
(1963-1979
Supervisor)
Ralph
DeAugusta
(Mary's Husband who also worked at
Fairfield Hills)
Ruth
Pavia R.N.
(Supervisor
1967-1980's)
Harvey Feingold
(1970's good friend in Cochran House),
Stasionitis
(good friend, Shelton House janitor 1963-1969?),
Gerald Brown
(good friend,1963, Fairfield House 1A,
was
gone from FSH when I returned from the Army in 1967,
worked in city of
Bridgeport then),
Harry Sedowsky
(1963-1970's, retired, worked Shelton House),
James Green
(without him telling Pete Wagner about FHH at Danbury Hospital,
I would
not have worked there --1963-1978),
'Gert'*
(1963-1980's, cafeteria),
Nancy Zeno
(1963-1988, cafeteria,
she lives in Michigan now),
Tinker Pratt
(Bridgeport Hall office and cafeteria)
Betty Palmer*
(1963-1988, cafeteria),
Howard
(linen-room),
Manuel
(linen-room),
'The Preacher'
(linen-room),
Louis Pastore*
(1963-1970's, Shelton House
and Canaan House),
John
Curtin
(old-timer, 1963-early 70's),
Clifford Walker
(old
timer, good friend, head pharmacist 1963 to 1988), Paula
Morosco (Yarosh)
(good friend, pharmacy),
Jim Morosco
Paula's husband who worked in Maintenance)
James Crowder
(1963),
Burt Corbett
(great guy, I worked with him relief shift on Cochran 3A
when it was still the
general admissions ward in 1967-68)
Marilyn Corbett R.N.
(she married Burt during the late 1960's-
I worked with her on Cochran 2B in 1967-68, but
don't remember her maiden name)
Reddick Wilson*and
Maude Wilson*
(1963-1980's, Greenwich 1A and Cochran 2A+2B),
Dover Seawright
(good friend, Greenwich 1A and Cochran 2B also worked St.Vincent's
in Bridgeport),
Pete
Peterson
(ombudsman also worked at St. Vincent's hospital in Bridgeport),
Doris Womack
(Sewing Room 1963-1988)
Paul Chuvala
(old-timer, good friend,
worked with John Kilpatrick
1963-1970, Shelton 2A),
Charlie Galchus*
(1963-1978,
mostly Greenwich House 2A)
Barbara
(good friend who dyed my clothes orange, Cochran 2A about 1977,
can't remember her last name).
Paula 'Pinky' Schmidt
(good friend--remember: "Jerry, I'd follow you anywhere"? 1976+),
Carl Trester
(good
friend, ex Navy man,
Cochran 2A,
moved to North Carolina around 1978),
Dorothy "Dotty" Cote
R.N.*
(1963-1987 supervisor),
Ben Tarioult*
(1963-1970's--supervisor),
Mrs. LaFrance (later Mrs. Benson)
R.N.
(Greenwich House, afternoon shift supervisor
with a big heart of gold, 1963-1979),
Paul Weeks
(
old-timer, 1963-1970),
Mr. E.T.
Riley
(1963-1970) good friend, Greenwich 1A),
Rose Fair*
(1963-1979 Greenwich House and later Cochran House 2A,
good friend,
I used to call her "Rosie"),
Elisabeth
Braxton
1963-1979 Greenwich House and later Cochran House 2A,
good friend, I used to call her "Braxie"),
Gail Lincoln
(1963-1971? a very good friend with a big
heart),
Johnny Stevens
(1963-1980's - Greenwich House and Cochran House),
Mr. Geyger
(1963-1970's, Supervisor of Bridgeport Hall),
Danny Mason
(1960's Greenwich House) Mrs. Henningsen
(good friend,
took Pete Wagner and me under her wings in 1963 and introduced us
to some German
people at Candlewood lake, also to Mr. Geyger
who was head of the kitchen in
Bridgeport Hall. Worked Litchfield
House 1963),
Shirley Eaton R.N.
(1967-1970, good friend, part time nurse on Greenwich 1A),
Mr. Blair
(worked Canaan House in 1967),
Louis Jacaruso
(a good
friend, worked Cochran House, 1967-1980's),
Ms.
Baptista
(1970-1980, Cochran 2A, a good friend),
Kenny ....
(a good friend in my second class 1967
-I wished I could remember his last name),
Mrs. Brazil
(good friend of E.T. Riley, 1967-1970's,
Bob
Nichols
(1979-1986?) very good friend, head of housekeeping),
Dr. Kyle
(employee doctor Greenwich House, later Cochran House
also had his own practice
in Sandy Hook--delivered my son Kenny in 1968), Thelma
Oliver*
( 1967
- 2007 my first wife in 1968)
Dr.
Douglas W.
Thomas*
(Psychiatrist, a very good friend indeed),
Dr.
Friedman
(Medical Doctor
for
Greenwich House 1963-1970),
Bob Totten
(a very good friend, class of 1967,
worked Kent House and left the hospital about 1970),
George
Gilligan
(good
friend, worked Kent House, left to work at
the post office
and came back to FHH
...remember our "Toyoties"? Was in my class in 1967),
Mrs. Cypriano
(1970's Cochran House)
Carol Lockwood
R.N.
(1967-1970's mostly
Cochran House)
John Cavanaugh*
(Greenwich 2A 1963-1980?
Died on May 8, 2009),
Art King
(old-timer 1963-1971 Cochran House?),
Fred Paterno
(old-timer 1960's Cochran House),
'Shirley'
(1963-1976) house-mother, Danbury Hall),
Dennis Massi
(a good friend - post office and
Cochran
housekeeping
1967-1988),
Dr. Robert Goebel
(German doctor who took us under his "wings" in 1963),
Burt Scocco
(1963-1970's, Cochran House later in
"Security")
'Bucky'
Buxton
(1963-1980's) Cochran House, later in drug rehab or adolescent
unit),
Bob Marsh
(1967-1987 Cochran House and ?)
Sheryl Marsh R.N.
(1967-1987)
Georgette St. Pierre
(housekeeping-supervisor),
Gloria Stock
(a good friend who helped me when
I needed it most...Cochran 2A),
Ray
Stock
(Bridgeport Hall
Cafeteria)
Nancy ...
(good
friend, but I can't remember her last name-
Cochran 2A in the 1970's..remember the
Bible?),
Rich Molinaro
(Cochran-House Barber good friend 1970's to
1988),
Joyce Conolly
(a very good friend from personnel,
1967-1988),
Jaye
Parszuchowski*
(1967-1970's) a very good friend indeed...Greenwich 1A),
John Fiorito
(1963-1970's,
Aide),
Mrs. Palmer
(Danbury Hospital Pharmacist
1963),
June Hart
(good friend at Danbury Hospital 1963),
Mrs.
Rachel Love
(director of Personnel at Danbury Hospital
good soul who gave me my first job
as Pharmacy Aide there in 1963)
Marty Rajcock
(1979-1988) housekeeping and transportation),
Donna-Jo Morgenroth-Banik*
(my best friend who became my wife,
Donna Haffke*
(1977 - 12-28-2006)
Peggy Siebert
(1979-1988) housekeeping, later maintenance),
Viola Fortin
(1985-1988, housekeeping, later became head housekeeper
after Bob Nichols retired
(1986-1988)),
Howard 'Howie' Britto
(housekeeping 1981-1988),
Tom Shewan
(1979-1988) a good friend in
housekeeping
-tunnels after Jimmy Fowler retired),
Sandra 'Sandy' LePre
R.N.
(1974-1979) good friend, charge-nurse on Cochran 2A
and one of my dearest friends at
work
...remember the Cochran coffee shop where I tried
to teach you how to smoke?
And our "levitation" experiment...?),
Judith 'Judy' Anderson-Pernell
(a
good friend, early 1970's in Cochran 2A and 1B, lives in Florida now),
Ronald 'Ronnie' Parker
(good friend Kent House
late 1960's),
Frank
Scinto*
(1979-1987-Pharmacist and good friend who came to visit me
in Vermont and eventually moved to Florida).
I just found this on Google: October 07, 1992--FRANK
D. SCINTO, 64, MacGregor Road, Winter Springs,
died Tuesday, Oct. 6. Mr. Scinto was a pharmacist.
Born in Bridgeport, Conn., he moved to Central Florida in 1987.
He was a Catholic. Survivors: wife, Theresa; son, Frank J., Winter
Springs;
daughter, Mary VanOyan, Winter Springs; brother, Dr. Lawrence,
Winter Springs.
Honan Funeral Home, Newtown, Conn--Rest in Peace my friend!
James 'Jimmy' Brown
(groundskeeper,1963-1970) friend from Norwalk Hall, 1960,s),
Ruth,
Pam, Irene
(X-ray Greenwich House and Cochran House),
Marge Knight*
( EEG and EKG Cochran House 1970's passed away at work in 1980's), Stephen
"Steve" Hirst
(very good friend in maintenance
1979-84-Lives in San Francisco now),
Mrs.
Anderson
(housemother in Norwalk Hall),
Ruamie Burr
(1963-1979) good friend Greenwich House 1B and Cochran House,
Ruth Bevis
(1963-1987) in charge of all the dormitories and, later, housekeeping),
Pete Boller*
(Aide during the 60's in Cochran House then left the hospital
and returned for a
while to work Cochran 2A),
Jack Shenley
(Fairfield 1A in 1963), Charlie Gallagher*
(Fairfield 1B in 1963),
Joan Gallagher
(who divorced Charlie and later became a nurse, Cochran 1970's),
Ed Meschalko
and
Rose Meschalko
(1963 to early 1970's- Ed was an Aide and Rose worked in
Sterile Supply and
Operating Room),
Daisy Chin
(1967-1970? good friend, Sterile Supply and OR),
Polly Burns R.N.
(1963-1969) Greenwich House Supervisor),
Lester Kaplan*,
'Kappy'
(1970-1975 -was an
old timer at the hospital and one of my best friends
while working in Cochran House 2A. He
had a massive stroke in 1975
while getting out of his car
in front of Bridgeport
Hall,
was rushed to Danbury Hospital,
lived for about two weeks and then died.
While
visiting him at Danbury Hospital, he whispered to me:
"Jerry, get out of that
place (Fairfield Hills Hospital), it will kill you"!
Of course he meant the tension of working with the mentally ill.).
Georgeanna Sperling
(A good friend in Cochran House 1970's),
Isabelle Basford
(1970's - 1980's)
Tommy Farrell
(1963 to early 1980's -old timer and head barber out of Kent House,
also union
rep. for AFL-CIO union
and competitor to Jimmy Fowler, -had a barber shop in
Sandy Hook also.),
John Lutinski*
(Psychiatric Aide
1967-1972--Married Pauline French)
Pauline French Lutinski*
(Canaan House
1967-1973--Married John Lutinski)
Abe Cohen
(1975-1988, housekeeping),
John McDonald
(1979-1985, housekeeping-supervisor in Kent House
and a very good friend),
Ken Graul*
(housekeeping supervisor 1979-1988, passed away April 2010),
John Szimeck
(1963-1974? worked Cochran House),
Barbara Haubricht R.N.
(Greenwich House 1967-1970),
Kasimir 'Kas' Kobus R.N.
(1963-1970 supervisor at Greenwich House and Fairfield House),
Andy Polemus
( 1963-1970 - Cochran House),
Pete Shoplack
(1963-1970? Greenwich House),
Mrs. Right R.N.
evening building supervisor Shelton House 1963-1970?), Laura Martino
(a good friend 1970's Cochran House),
Mr. and Mrs. Martino
(Supervisors 1963-1970?)
Doris Scott
(1963-1987 Clothing Repair Canaan House),
Phil Charron
(Greenwich 1A night shift 1963-1969, then Kent House)
Phil's parents:
Mr. and Mrs. Charron
worked also Greenwich nights),
Irving Barr
(1967-1974? a good friend, Cochran House. Last I heard, in 1977, he had retired
and lived in Brookfield, Ct.
from where he wrote me a very nice
letter of appreciation as a friend)
Dawn Shultz R.N.
Supervisor (1963-1988),
Beverly Karas R.N. Supervisor
(1953-1988) "Hi Jerry , I was looking at the
Fairfield Hills Hospital site you have and checking out the names.
My mom and dad worked there , mom Beverly Karas worked there from 53
till 1988,
dad john karas from 51 till 1984. You had mom but no dad. Dad died Dec 25TH 2001.
Mom still
doing good.
Half of these people are like family to me,
spent many thanksgiving dinner at the cafeteria ... thanks" Wayne Karas
John
Karas*
(from 1951 till 1984)
Mary-Jean Carrington
(1972-1987
Cochran House),
Jimmy Brown
(Outside Maintenance 1963-1979)
and
his wife
Carol Brown R.N.
(Cochran Night Shift Supervisor in 1980's),
Amanda Ethridge
(1967-1979
Greenwich House and Cochran House-a good friend who left FHH in 1977?
to move to
North Carolina to get married -She came to visit me at FHH in 1979
and brought me
a carton of "Camels" from N.C.)
Frank Schwager
(1967-1970's Greenwich House, later Cochran House--played guitar),
Mrs.
Wilson R.N.
(Shelton
House -Cochran House)
Mrs. Primrose
(1967-1970's Shelton House--had a mink farm),
Charlie Fortier
(Shelton House)
Mrs. Gunderson
(1963-1970's, Supervisor Shelton House),
Pete Baker
(1967-75?)
Jimmy Evans
(1967-1970 Fairfield House--a
free spirit and friend),
Pernell Hicks
(1967-1970's)
Chris
Burton R.N. Lenny Burton
(1967-1980's)
Al Liggins
(Greenwich House 1A 1960')
Carol Britto
(1967-1987 mostly Cochran House)
Kasimir "Kas" Cobus R.N.
(1963-1970's Supervisor
Greenwich House--shared the office with Polly Burns)
Mary and Ernie Finn
(Ernie Finn was instrumental in the
"layout" of Fairfield Hills during it's construction!!!
I knew them both 1963-1980's--They were the
oldest employees at Fairfield Hills)
Margaret 'Marge'
Godfrey
(1970's Cochran
House),
Mimi
and
Jimmy Vasquez
(1970's Cochran House),
Jean Rogers
(1967-1970's),
Doug Smith
(Kent House?),
Terry Logan*
(1960's Kent House?),
Hayward West
(1963-1970's --One of the real OLD TIMERS),
George Stewart
(1963-1970's)
George Poppleton
(1963-1969? Greenwich House 1A)
Jo Stinson
(1967-1970 worked night shift Greenwich House 2A)
Jim O'Connell
(1967-1970's Cochran House),
"Herr"
Augustus Kuss
(1967-1973, German fellow
who worked a
sideline installing television antennas),
Rita Morton
(1970's Cochran House),
Mary Dubien
(1970's Cochran House),
Andi Wilson
(1970's and 80's Cochran
Supervisor),
Barbara Barnwell L.P.N.
Sue Henley*
(Cochran House)
and her
husband
Greg
Henley,
Paul Weeks
(1963-1970? Old Timer worked night
shift),
Mr. Kelly
(1963-1970's),
Bob Broszio
(1967-1969? Canaan House),
Dorothy Parker
Angela Hunter
(friend 1967-70?),
Manuel Aquiar*
(1967-1970's)
Evelyn M. Brown*
(old-timer, worked many buildings since 1960, last in Cochran House
1970-1988
passed away in 1997).
Frances DeManuel
(old-timer, worked various female buildings since the 1960's,
Cochran House
1970's-1988, retired in Bridgeport, CT.)
Kay Barkasy Colgan
(She
was in my class,
old-timer, 1960's to 1988)
Dale Bennett LPN
(friend 1970's Cochran House) Cliff Kearnan
(old-timer, late 1960's to 1988)
Ms. Raeford R.N.
(Supervisor 1967-1988)
Loraine Mercier R.N.
"Super-nurse" (good friend, Greenwich House 1A, relief shift and Cochran House
1967-1970's, husband was an attorney who helped me get custody of my
son)
Mrs. Taubert R.N.*
(ward charge nurse Cochran House 2A, day shift, 1970's,
husband was PanAm pilot
New York to Warsaw)
Shirley Pavone PhD.
(good friend, 1967-1988) Greenwich 1A; Shelton 1A; Cochran 2B & 1A, Fairfield
House,
Litchfield house and Connecticut Valley Hospital after the closure in
1995)
Mr. and Mrs. Livingston
(old-timers, 1963-1980's)
Kay Hodgman
(good friend from Greenwich House
1A, day shift --1963-1980's)
Dino 'Ding' Lopez
(good friend on Cochran House
2A--mid-to-late 1970's)
Andres Vega
(1970's
to 1980's)
Florence Brown
(friend 1970's - 1987 Cochran House 1B)
Helen Jones
(good friend 1963-1980's)
Louise Spencer
(1960's to 1980's)
Mrs. Edwards
(1960's - 1980's)
Flo Erickson
(1960's - 1980's)
Betty Tabor R.N.
(1970's to 1988 worked last in "sterile supply" Cochran Basement)
Joan Deguzmann R.N.*
(1970's -I worked with her in
Cochran House.)
Mr. and Mrs. Scott (Helen)
(1960's - 1988, long-time volunteers
who ran the "style shop"
in the Basement of Cochran House)
Pat
Presnell
(worked Southbury Training School and then FFH)
Rose Holland
(real old-timer with 36 years at
FFH)
Todd Bogdanoff
(1970's - 1980's)
Rick Pope P.A.
(1980's)
Ruby Hill-Ayers
(Cochran 1A, 1980's)
Valerie Malow
(Social Worker Cochran House - 1970's to 1980's)
Jim Shine
(Early 1970's)
Liz Branch
(1970's)
Ann Watkins
(Cochran 1B, 1970's - 1980's)
Gary Douglas
(Cochran
House 1980's)
Esther Williams
(old-timer 1960's to 1980's worked Canaan
and Cochran House)
Jamie Alcantara*
(Fairfield House)
Dr. Marietta Sonida
Dr. Aurora Alcantara
Ray Conners
(1968-1970?)
Donna Bourassa
Physicians Assistant
(Cochran House
late 1970's to 1987)
Frances Goncalues
(Cochran House 1980's)
Jean Tice
(Cochran House Supervisor's Office Secretary 1970-1988)
William R
Hester PhD
(Associate Clinical
Psychologist From Jan 1971 until July 1975
-Worked out of Cochran
House)
Dr Bob Johnson
(Chief of Psychology 1972-?)
Don Gates
Bruce Mueller
Phillip Goldberg
Margaret Draughon
Vincent Franco
Jerry Mabli
(All Psychologists
during the 1970's -?)
Linda Hinckley
(Occupational Therapy-Mostly Shelton House-July 1974 - October 1978)
David Alan Lowe
(Kent
and Cochran House-Sept. 19, 1980 till Sept. 1988)
Wayne Britto
Irene Martin
Ed Rock
Lorraine Smith
Doug Webb
Kate Brunelli
Sue Parker
(All the
above worked with Alan Lowe in Kent House around 1980)
Helen Watkins
Bernie Ferro
(Both
were Supervisors in
Kent
House in 1980)
Sue
Mastro
(Supervisor in Cochran House mid 1980's)
Suzanne (Stanco) Payne
(Started as Mental
Health Worker, went back to college
and received Master's Degree as a Recreational Therapist
in which capacity she worked for eleven years at FFH.
Feb.1985-Dec.1995 to the day of closing of FFH.
Worked mostly Kent House 3B)
Sue Dayton
(Ward-Charge Kent
House)
Paul Omalyev
(Kent House 1979-?)
Rob Tanner
(Rec Therapist
Canaan House)
Melanie Tanner R.N.
Susie Tanner
Barbara Bonnie
(Canaan
House)
Dan
Gallagher
(Kent House 1979)
Cavelle Morgan
1985-1990s-Mental Health Worker. She worked in Canaan.
Steve Curtin Librarian in both
Patient Library and Medical Library.
Ollie Gray Recreational
Therapist. Mostly in Canaan.
Rob Talbot Recreational
Therapist in Canaan.
Sue (Arnold) Strumpf Music Therapist
in Kent and Canaan.
Jill Blankschen Recreational
Therapy Ass't. Worked in Canaan.
Sheldon Tabor Director of the
Rehab Dept.
Sue Dayton Recreational
Therapy Supervisor
Paul
Omalyev
Lead Mental Health Worker.
Sue Pino Mental Health
Worker on Kent 3C.
Shareef Malik Mental Health
Worker n Kent 3C.
Mary Beth Hearn Dance Therapist.
Mostly in Kent House.
Maria Dyer Music Therapist
in Kent House.
Mary Raddochio Recrational
Therapy Supervisor in Kent House.
Dr. William Lynch Psychiatrist in
Kent House.
Dr. Sal Milantano Psychiatrist in
Kent.
Dr. Perez Psychiatrist in
Kent.
Andy Phillips Hospital
Superintendant after Dr. Scales left.
Al Michaud Recreational
Therapy Supervisor in Cochran.
Dr. Thankappan Psychiatrist on
Kent 3B.
Frederick
"Rick" Hammond
Lead Mental Health
Worker--Started working at FHH in Bridgeport Hall
04-05-1974--became Mental Health Worker--worked Shelton House,
Canaan House as Ward Charge and Lead Mental Health Worker in Kent
House
until 10-06-1992.
Donna Bowe
R.N. Supervisor
1968-2000 -Greenwich
House, Alcoholics Unit Fairfield House, Canaan House
Catherine Hunyadi R.N.
She worked @ FHH
for many years
and was director of Staff Development.
Laura
Hunyadi-Baldwin R.N.
Daughter of
Catherine Hunyadi.
Worked @ FHH from 1982 to 1994. as a Mental Health Worker.
Emma Alburni
She worked in
Cochran with
Dover Seawright! I (Laura Hunyadi-Baldwin) always remember her saying
what piece of mind she had when Dover showed up on the ambulance
crew
that came to her home after she suffered a heart attack!
She always credited him with her survival.
Alice Ladyko
Alice wrote me an
e-mail with the following information: I was employed at FHH from Feb 1972 to Feb 1976 and returned 1 1/2 yrs
later in Sept 1978 (I think),
I stayed there until they closed in 1995 and retired from state
service in July 2009;
I returned to work in August until May 31st this yr.
I started out in the training program and ended up as an "associate"
(PA IV),
worked Bpt Mental Health from 1995 to 2010. I recall meeting
you somewhere along the line and I knew Thelma, she was Betty's
sister?
My Mom
Regina (Jean) Ladyko
also worked there from sometime in the 60's to the 80's.
Regina
(Jean) Ladyko
She was a secretary in the supervisors
office in various buildings (Greenwich, Kent, Cochran,
the nursing office under Ms Cook and Mary Schwaller and then Mr
Bouton
until she finally ended up in the dental office.)
Comment from
Jerry Haffke: I remember Jean very well. She was not only the secretary in the
Cochran Supervisors office,
but I also considered her a dear friend because she was a warm and
kind-hearted lady who
would go out of her way to help her fellow employees when personal
problems seemed
to overwhelm us. I shall always cherish her memory! I am so happy to
finally have her
full name and thus to be able to add her to this "honor roll."
Ellen Slocum
Mrs. Edwards
(1967-1980's)
Ernie
D'aversa
(Kent House and Cochran House-1967-1980's)
Melanie
Vermuellen
Sandy Cher
Mary Yurgilevich
(Ward clerk and Bob
Totten's sister in law)
Adrienne Mihalek
Marlene Mihalek
Dr. Petruschow*
1970-1988
Carol Suchin
Neil Suchin
Claudia Fleming
Tom Brennan L.P.N
Betty Dicks
Dale Romeo
Dick Cruz
Dan Robb
Wanda Novicky
Eleanor Nichols
E-Mail
Address of the Author:
discoverer73@hotmail.com
Please understand that the dates I give are
when I knew
the listed former
employees and co-workers and
NOT
their years of employment
at FHH
unless
otherwise indicated. The list of names is not done in any
particular order but added together as memory served me in various intervals.
Some names of people whom I don't personally remember have been sent to me.
Underlined
Names
are linked to a page
with the employee's picture or updated details about their lives.
* this
mark behind a name indicates that I know of this employee to have passed away.
Read, download or print the entire book on on two pdf files: Gnostic Childhood Working at
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II wanted to have
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due to its many, many photos. I also spent two days connecting all the
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is extremely tedious and frustrating. But now all is well on two pdf
files with working hyperlinks.
I want to thank
Beryl Carr, who contacted me
out of his retirement in Florida,
for helping me with quite a few names
and many more memories!
Beryl Carr in Retirement 2007
Talented, intelligent, with a keen perception of people...
I am so happy that it was HE who contacted and encouraged me!
Thank you, Beryl!
Working at Fairfield Hills Hospital wasn't just
another job, but was more like a 'testing-ground'
to discover our capabilities to love and care
unconditionally and wrestle with our own demons
and shortcomings at the same time. We all had 'our moments' where we thought that we couldn't
take it any more.... Sometimes the stress and even fear became overwhelming... And yet we all grew
to become better people...at work and 'in the world.'
And...no, we were not heroes, but we did overcome
often incredible situations which required more of us than we had
ever thought of as being capable to handle...
And THAT is why we loved Fairfield Hills Hospital, because we were given a chance to rise above
our own limitations and love unconditionally
without being called "wimps" or whatever
this kind of selflessness would be labeled
in the "outside world."
Jerry Haffke
Letter from Donna Bowe R.N.
Supervisor
From 2-2-2011
I happened on your FHH
site. I worked at FHH from 1968 until 2000 until I retired.
I was a nursing supervisor, mainly in Fairfield House
running the Alcoholic Program. I worked with and remember
Polly burns, Cass Kobus (deceased), Shirley Pavone (Now a
college professor at Sacred Heart Un, Dr. Pavone), Ruth
Piava, Gail Gavin, Dick Bouton, Beryl Carr (came to my
retirement), Barbara Livingston (recently deceased), C
Hodgman the list is endless. I worked most of my time at
Fairfield House, now torn down and a vacant lot. I then was
transferred to Canaan House and worked with Rob Tanner, Anne
Marie Stetzenbach, the list is endless. I left 1993 to work
in the Adolescent Program located in the Bridgewater House
(now a big recreation center owned by the Town of Newtown.)
Bridgeport Hall is now the Town Hall and it is beautiful.
The contractors maintained the integrity of the woodwork
etc. when it was remodeled.
The lab is gone, and
Litchfield House is gutted. Canaan house still stands as it
was, as does Cochran and some of the dorms. All of the
houses that the doctors lived in were auctioned off and now
remodeled into beautiful homes.
Every now and then I drive
through the grounds and remember that I grew up there. I
started when I was 23 and left at 55. For the most part, I
met the most wonderful caring people in the world. Good
people who loved their patients.
I have so many memories and
so many people that I worked with that I still keep in touch
with. Some are gone, and those that are still living are
thought of in a good way.
Thank you for the time and
memories.
Donna Bowe
And now to my story...
Those were the days!
Stationitis and Gerald Brown with FHH in
background--1963
Fairfield State Hospital was planned and started on about 700 acres of land
before FDR became president. But it was under the social-conscious
administration of this great statesman who became president in 1933 and his
public works programs, that this hospital was expanded with campus like buildings
and became the best mental hospital in the nation.
It was a model institution at
it's time and served nearly 4000 patients at it's peak in the late 1950's when
Cochran House was added. During those years, there were about 2000 employees
working there. It had it's own Electricity from it's power-house, it's
own laundry, water-treatment plant, farm, cattle, diary and was thus almost
completely self-sufficient.
Patients could choose to work at the hospital, or not. There
was no coercion at all, but many did choose to work for a small stipend for many
reasons, such as feeling useful and learning to adjust to the outside world in a
disciplined work environment and also to gain some of the 'privileges'
associated with being a worker.
In 1963 Fairfield State Hospital's name was changed to 'Fairfield Hills
Hospital.'
Fairfield Hills Hospital even had it's own movie theater, gymnasium and store
(canteen) where patients and employees could buy coffee, soda and snacks. There was also a library and barber-shops as well as
beauty-shops in some of the larger buildings.
The grounds were kept meticulously
by a combined crew of employees and patients.
Psychiatric Aides, like myself,
had to complete a nine month training course consisting of theory taught in
class and practice on different wards.
After completion of this course, one was
assigned to a building and shift. Just like in the army, we were asked for
preferences, but often ended up with a different assignment then wished for, not
out of spite, but because of need.
Male dormitories were Norwalk Hall (where mostly Psychiatric Aides lived) and
Danbury Hall (a smaller building, where mostly support people, like laundry,
kitchen,
central linen, grounds, powerhouse and housekeeping workers lived).
Female
dormitories were Stamford Hall and Woodbury Hall. Actually Stamford Hall, with
large rooms, was once used for married couples until Watertown Hall was
constructed probably in the late forties or early fifties.
Watertown Hall had small apartments, two rooms and a bathroom with a small hallway separating them,
but no kitchen.
Watertown Hall was torn down after the closing of the hospital.
Classes were run on a continuous basis
because many people found out that this wasn't the kind of work just anybody could
do. It required physical and mental stamina and a personality flexible enough to
cope with the demands of patients in a compassionate as well as disciplinarian
manner.
In other words, you had to have a well-balanced, outgoing personality
and instinctively know how to react to sudden aggression or even an attack from
patients, without hurting them. Your safety often depended on how
patients perceived you.
In many dangerous situations of physical violence, other
patients who liked you would come to your rescue.
Thus, there was a definite symbiotic
relationship between aides and patients as we realized that we all depended on
each other.
We had to be able to be friends and buddies to all patients, while at
the same time being able to remain in control and keep a certain distance, which
is not always easy.
To be a good Psychiatric Aide, you had to be a 'natural,' or
you would soon realize that this wasn't the job for you. Thus the
relatively high turn-over of aides and the continuous classes.
I am quite sure that the hospital name was changed from Fairfield State
Hospital to Fairfield Hills Hospital sometime in late 1963.
How I came to
Fairfield State Hospital
I had arrived in the United
States on April 18, 1963 as an immigrant from Germany. When my sponsorship by a
Lutheran Church in Arlington, Virginia and my visa came through, I worked for
the US Army, Labor Service Companies in Berlin.
In my company was a guy, my age,
who told me that he too had just received his visa and was leaving for Danbury,
Connecticut in May, 1963. My date of departure was April 16th and therefore I
was the first to arrive here. We had exchanged addresses in the US and he
promised to contact me when he arrived in Danbury.
After about three weeks in
Arlington, living with church members and working as a 'car hop' at a 'Hot
Shoppe' drive-in restaurant, right across from the Pentagon, a card from him
arrived. I decided, adventurous as I was, to travel to Danbury and visit him even though
I had lost his address there and he had neglected to write it on the post card
again.
I told my sponsor, Pastor Schumann, that I would really like to visit my
friend in Danbury and he agreed somewhat reluctantly to let me out of his
watchful, worried eyes to visit him.
Asking how to get there cheaply, he suggested to go to the Trailways bus terminal in Washington DC and
find out about the price. So I took a city bus into Washington and found the bus
terminal. The man at the counter had a hard time understanding my accented
English but soon told me that it was about $30 and that I would have to change
busses in New York City.
I was elated when I told Pastor Schumann about the
price and decided that I would leave in a couple of days after telling my
employer that I had to go to New York to the immigration service to clear up a
problem. They promised to hold my job for me and I was all set for my new
adventure.
After a most wondrous, exciting trip by bus from DC to New York which
took about four hours, I was stranded at the huge bus terminal in New York for
the night, because I had missed the connecting bus from the 'Providence-Arrow'
line by about thirty minutes. This was no problem for me since it gave me the
opportunity to walk around 42nd street, eighth avenue, seventh avenue, fifth
avenue and all the way down to the Grand Central Station.
God, I was so excited!
New York City in all its glory... the huge sky-scrapers and the crowded avenues
and than 'Grand Central Station,' like a palace with marble floors, restaurants, lounges,
news-paper stands, loudspeakers blaring and people rushing towards endless
seeming corridors leading to their commuter trains.
After eating a hot dog at a
diner I noticed that it was getting dark and decided to make my way back to the
bus station where I felt safe.
Walking back on 42nd street, I became more aware of
the seedy stores and movie theaters, but I found that even more exciting. This
is before the time of blatant 'porn-shops' and 'peep-shows' but there were
certainly stores there that could fit that description. They were then called
'book stores' which sold seedy books about Kinsey's sex research and related
subjects and 'men's magazines' with lurid cover pictures.
The movie theaters
were showing movies of all varieties but most of them advertised soft-porn type shows.
Since I could see the corner of Seventh Avenue and 42nd street and thus could
make out the beginning of the bus terminal, I decided to go into a movie theater
nearby which advertised 'Always Trouble with Harry.' ...Since these theaters showed the
same movie continuously, I walked in during the middle of the showing and was
amazed that people were smoking inside. Anyways, I watched the movie twice and
then walked back to the bus terminal at about 9pm.
The man behind the bus terminal information counter had told me that my
bus would leave from the lower level, gate 7, at 8am and I had checked right
away to make sure I knew for certain where my point of departure was. After
having done that I could
be at peace while spending the night at the terminal, either walking around or
sitting in the waiting area wooden benches.
Eating a bagel at the terminal
diner at six o'clock in the morning, I was still wide awake from all the new
sights and sounds of New York City.
Danbury,
Connecticut
The bus left punctually at 8 am and I enjoyed the ride through parts of
Manhattan, Harlem, Yonkers into Connecticut immensely.
New England was so
beautiful and scenic that I could have broken down and cried tears of joy.
The
white wooden buildings, the austere looking churches, the white picket fences and field-stone
walls immediately touched my heart and soul.
Ridgefield, Connecticut approached
in all it's morning glory. School children in uniforms, school buses, the town
square, I was completely entranced.
After stopping there and unloading some
boxes and bundles of newspapers at the local bus stop, we continued past the old
Danbury Fairgrounds into Danbury.
The city seemed much bigger than I had
imagined and I began to worry just how I would be able to find my acquaintance
from Berlin, Peter Wagner.
We pulled into a shopping center, 'North Street
shopping center' it was called on a large white sign and stopped in front of one
of the stores which served as the Danbury bus terminal. I got up and made my way
to the door in the front of the bus, stepped down, looked around and saw Peter
Wagner along with his sponsor who was his distant niece walking towards me.
He was as astonished as I at this remarkable coincidence, since he had no idea that I
was coming to visit him.
The whole thing was just so unbelievably incredible!
To make a long story short, this is how I ended up in Danbury,
Connecticut to stay.
And this too is how I eventually went to Fairfield State Hospital with
Peter Wagner to work there for about 23 years.
I'm on the left and Pete is on the right.
This picture was taken on the day I arrived and ran into
Pete at the Danbury 'North-Street shopping center' in late May,1963.
Pete's
niece wasn't too happy about my arrival and told me, in so many words, that I
could stay the night, but had to look for another place to stay after that.
Of
course, independent minded as I am, I didn't even want to spend the night there
and walked down West Street with Pete to look for a place, like a motel.
There
was a large motel just off West and Main Streets and I asked there how much it
would be to stay there. The price, I don't remember the exact amount, seemed
exorbitant and I decided to look around some more.
After walking around for a
while and coming back to West Street, we saw a sign in front of a splendid
looking typical New England style house which almost looked like a small mansion
to me. The sign said: 'Mrs. Grace Morrell's Guest House.'
It was located on 74
West Street, next to a place called 'Texas Hot Wieners' and to a quite large
store called: 'Bargain World.'
We went inside the 'Guest House' and a bell rang as we opened the front door. An elderly
lady, who looked like the spitting image of Mary Baker Eddy, sat in an antique
easy chair. She got up and walked towards us asking if she could help us.
I told
her that I had just come from Germany and that I needed a room for a while. She
responded kindly, asking me all kinds of questions about my intentions and why I
was in Danbury. I told her, more or less, what my situation was and after some
reflection, she said that she had one room for three dollars a week and another
for five and proceeded to show us the way going up the gorgeous staircase
leading into a smallish hallway.
Various doors were located there and she opened
one to show me the room which was the five dollar one, with a huge bed, heavy
carpet, easy chair and even a sink. She explained that food was not allowed in
the rooms and that the bathroom was shared with the other residents.
I couldn't
believe my luck and immediately told her that I wanted to rent the room for at
least a month. She seemed quite pleased that I handed her a twenty dollar bill
to pay in advance and gave me the key.
Having brought two-hundred dollars from
Germany and getting super good tips at the 'Hot-Shoppe,' I wasn't exactly
strapped for money.
The reason for making such excellent tips at the 'Hot-Shoppe' was that
many of the Pentagon officers used to come there for lunch and who after
noticing my German accent recalled good times in Germany and thus wanting to
help me, left me sometimes tips of up to $20. That was truly generous as
in those days because things were so cheap and incomes so low, that twenty dollars was
equal to about 200 dollars today!
On busy days at the 'Hot-Shoppe' I made more
than thirty dollars in tips, with the average being between 10 and 20 dollars.
My comparing of Mrs. Morrell to Mary Baker Eddy, the founder of Christian
Science, is intentional as I found out later, after talking to her about a week
later, that she had been a Christian Scientist, but had switched to 'Unity' a
few years before.
She told me this after I had walked in with Mary Baker Eddy's
'Science and Health' in English and German in my hands.
I had noticed that there
was a Christian Science reading-room only a few houses away and gone inside to
purchase a German-English edition of the book, if available. They did have it
and thus I walked into Mrs. Morrell's Guest house with the book, prompting her
curiosity.
I told her that I had known Christian Science from Germany where I had
read the German edition of Science and Health.
My desire for the English-German
edition, where the left page is in English and the right page in German, wasn't
only to study more about Christian Science, but because I thought that it would
be helpful for my mastery of the English language.
...And it was indeed a great
help and guide for me over the years.
After that Mrs. Morrell became much more
open and friendly towards me and I enjoyed her special consideration when she
allowed me to bring snacks into my room as long as no other resident would see
it.
I genuinely liked and respected this New England 'grand old dame' and
enjoyed talking with her on numerous occasions.
This historic picture shows
Danbury before my time there in 1963
but is, nevertheless, exactly as I remember it, without the traffic control
booth on the left.
I had made up my mind to stay in
the Danbury area and thus called my sponsor in Arlington, Virginia that I wouldn't
return to them. Pastor Schumann wasn't too happy about my independence and worried about
my future. Nevertheless, knowing that he couldn't force me to stay with him in
Arlington, he 'gave me his blessing,' along with the advice to never sign any
petitions because they could be sponsored by Communists and get me into trouble.
Thanking him and his congregation who had sponsored me so kindly, I said 'good
bye' and have never seen him again.
Of course I also called 'Mama Grey' who sounded genuinely sad when she too gave
me her best wishes while also telling me that she and her daughter would miss me
very much....
Now I was free and went with Pete to the unemployment office to look for
a job.
The unemployment office was also conveniently located on West Street and
we had thus no trouble finding it.
Talking to a very friendly and helpful lady there, we were told that there
weren't many jobs available, but that she had
an opening at the Danbury Hospital housekeeping department.
...She suggested that
we both go and that even though there was only one opening, that they might find
another for us while there.
So we walked from West Street to Main Street, down
Main Street to White Street, passing the Danbury train-station when an old lady
in a huge car stopped and asked us if we needed help or a ride.
...Well, we were
somewhat lost searching for Danbury Hospital and asked her how to get there.
She
told us to 'hop in' and drove us to the front entrance.
We thanked her profusely
and found ourselves at Danbury Hospital... Can you imagine this happening today?
....And
this wasn't an isolated incident, but happened regularly.....that people of all
ages would stop and ask if we needed a ride.
What a wonderful country this
America once was!
Danbury
Hospital
We went into the lobby and asked for the
employment office. The lady behind the desk told us to have a seat in the lobby
area where Mrs. Love, the employment officer, would contact us shortly.
Sitting
there and observing an American hospital for the first time, we couldn't believe
how much it looked like a mixture between department store and hotel lobby.
There was a dining area and a small gift shop and people were walking in and out
of the lobby as if it was a hotel.
Compared to the German hospitals we had seen in Berlin which had seemed like antiseptic smelling morgues, this American
hospital was a joy to behold.
The whole place was so strikingly different to
what we had expected, that we both started laughing uncontrollably to the point
where we had to walk outside in order not to bring attention to us and perhaps
ruin our chances of finding a job there.
Thank God, Mrs. Love, the employment
officer, was delayed in a meeting so she didn't walk in on our indescribable and
unexplainable laughing fit.
After waiting for about thirty minutes,
a middle-aged lady with heavy make-up and open arms approached us vivaciously,
exclaiming loud enough for everyone to hear, how pleased and excited she was by
our presence as immigrants from Berlin.
....Taking us each by the hand, she walked
with us to her office at the end of a small corridor close to the elevator.
There again, she told us how exciting it was for her to be able to help us as
new immigrants.
Then she told us that she only had one opening in housekeeping
at this time, but would find another opening as soon as possible. She asked
which one of us wanted to go to the housekeeping department and I told Pete to
take the job because he needed the income more than I did.
After that decision
Mrs. Love sent Pete to the housekeeping department and looking at me
thoughtfully, she said: "Let me call Mrs. Palmer, our head pharmacist and ask
her if she needs somebody!"
Having spoken to Mrs. Palmer on the phone
for a few seconds, she told me to take the elevator to the third floor (if my
memory serves me correctly) and I would find the pharmacy right across from the
elevator...
On my way out of her office and having thanked her for her kindness, she arose
from her chair and hugged me like a mother, wishing me all the luck in the world
in my new country.
...Her affection was definitely genuine and I was moved to tears.
...Never had I experienced such concern and kindness coming from a
complete stranger!
She was the epitome of what Americans where like in those days!
Later I would experience similar kindness and genuine concern at Fairfield State Hospital.
Coming off the elevator on the third floor I saw the pharmacy widow into
the hallway immediately. Telling the lady behind the window that Mrs. Love had
sent me, she smiled and opened the pharmacy door for me to come in. She lead me
behind a big shelf unit where Mrs. Palmer sat facing something like a diner
counter, having coffee and smoking a cigarette.
She was a grandmotherly looking older women with silver hair, who told me to have a seat next to her
on one of the bar-stools there.
...After introducing herself and the other two
women, she asked me if I would like to have a cup of coffee and told me to
help myself.
The percolator was right in front of me and I poured myself a cup
adding sugar and milk.
She asked me if I smoked and I said 'yes' and she offered
me a cigarette. I felt as if I had always worked there.
...She made me feel so
comfortable that the interview which she was obviously giving me, seemed like
nothing more than
a friendly chat.
She asked me about Berlin and what had brought me to the US and
I responded with honesty and trust.
Soon she told me that she would be pleased
to have me work with her in the pharmacy and that was that.
I was hired at $
1.35 an hour and would start the next day.
Returning to the hospital lobby I found Pete waiting for me. He had also
been hired in the housekeeping department on the afternoon shift and was to
start the next day also. Our jobs were waiting for us and we were elated.
Working at Danbury Hospital
with Mrs. Palmer,
Mildred and June Hart
My work at the pharmacy was easy
and pleasant. Mrs. Palmer turned out to be a kind and considerate boss and the
other two ladies who were 'pharmacy aides' like me, were good-natured and
always helpful.
My job consisted mostly of taking the wooden baskets from the different
wings which were delivered to the pharmacy by nurses and filling the
prescription bottles by counting the pills from big pharmacy bottles into the
bottles delivered to us in the baskets.
Also I learned to dilute disinfectant soaps,
which came in large metal drums, into large glass bottles delivered to the
various hospital wings.
Taking many coffee-breaks behind the ominous shelf's
back counter, smoking and talking, this job was probably the most relaxed and
enjoyable I have ever had.
''Finding out'
about Fairfield State Hospital
Pete was not as fortunate as I was. Working in housekeeping was hard and dirty labor. He
had to strip floors, wax and buff them with a never ending work load.
His boss,
an older black man, was friendly enough, but very demanding and Pete was very
unhappy there.
Since he was working the afternoon shift, from 3 pm to 11:30 pm, we hardly
ever saw each other and his nightly walk home from the hospital was a
considerable hike through almost deserted streets.
At his housekeeping job Pete met
many orderly's who worked other jobs in the day time. One of them was Jimmy Greene, a young black guy who worked at
Fairfield State Hospital in Newtown which is about 10 - 15 miles from Danbury.
Jimmy Greene had
told Pete about the hospital and suggested that we should go there and apply for
jobs there. He pointed out that we could live in dormitories right on the hospital grounds, eat
three meals in the cafeteria, have our laundry done... all for three dollars
bi-weekly.
The idea of working at a 'nut house' didn't sit too well with me,
especially since I had a job at Danbury hospital which I really enjoyed.
Nevertheless, a new adventure was beckoning, and I agreed to go there with Pete
on our next day off together.
We were told that a bus to Newtown and Bridgeport left regularly from the
corner of West and Main Street. So about 9 am on our next day off, we
went there and saw a bus waiting there.
The driver wasn't there, so we waited
and saw him coming out of a small diner. We asked him if he was going to Newtown
and he told us "yes". Asking further if he would tell us how to get to Fairfield
State Hospital, he agreed to let us know when to get off.
Paying the cheap fare
we went aboard and soon the bus took off with only a few passengers.
Riding
through picturesque Bethel, and further through a winding country road, we soon
came to Newtown where the bus stopped at the center of the town, by the flag pole.
Picking up a few
more riders, the bus continued down route 25 in the direction of Bridgeport.
After a few minutes the bus stopped by a red barn just off route 25 and
the driver
told us that Fairfield State was just down a road opposite from the bus stop.
Thanking him, we
got off the bus and looked around and there was this road the driver had pointed to.
What made us very nervous and
concerned was that there was no hospital visible. All we saw was just a wide road
leading to nowhere.
Where was this 'hospital'? Had the bus driver
mislead us?
Despite our doubts, we kept on walking. The road led down-hill
first, then up-hill and soon we came to a railroad bridge.
When we reached the
bridge, we saw what seemed like a large park. On the left was a brick building
only one story high, like an apartment complex.
Could that be the hospital?
We kept on walking and soon saw a group of buildings placed scenically around a
grassy square with flowers and two flag-poles.
The flags of the United States
and the State of Connecticut were moving slightly in the summer breeze.
Looking
around and seeing the administration building, we decided not to go in right
away, but to walk around the grounds some more.
We passed Shelton House and
Plymouth Hall and continued to a huge cafeteria building called Bridgeport Hall.
Patients were milling around in front of a building called Canaan House. Some of
the women there, lounging in wooden 'Adirondack chairs,' looked at the same time
frightening and comical because of the heavy make-up and thick lipstick on their faces.
Some of them were
obviously hallucinating, talking to no one in particular and some of them were even
screaming at someone only visible to them.
Observing this tragic comedy show we decided that we could never work at
this place and preceded to walk back to
Newtown center in order to, hopefully, catch a bus back to Danbury.
Pete was heartbroken because he hated his job in housekeeping so much and
had hoped to find a better future at Fairfield State Hospital.
Applying for
a job at Fairfield State Hospital
Jimmy Greene told Pete that we should go
back and try again, because our first impression was wrong and that working
there wasn't as bad as we thought.
When Pete told me that he wanted to give
Fairfield State another shot, I agreed and about two weeks after our first
excursion there, we boarded another bus to go there again.
This time the bus
went right onto the hospital grounds, stopping right in front of Shelton House.
Deciding to go in and ask for directions to the employment office, we ran into
an old man buffing the floor producing an incredible shine.
He didn't speak English
very well, even worse then we did, but he nevertheless asked us where we were
from.
When we told him that we were from Germany, his face lit up and he told us in
broken German that he was Estonian and had fought with the German army during
World War II. His name was 'Stasionaitis,' or something like that, and he had come
to the US in 1948 as a DP (Displaced Person).
We told him that we had just come
to the US and were looking for a job at Fairfield State Hospital. He told us to
wait and disappeared. After about five minutes he returned with a woman in a
nurses uniform. Her name was Mrs. Schwaller and she welcomed us and told us to
follow her as we took an ancient elevator up to the third floor.
There, we went
into Mrs. Schwaller's office and she asked us to have a seat.
She was about 45
years old and looked in her demeanor like a strict army nurse. She asked us how
we had come to Fairfield State and we told her that somebody had told us to
apply for a job there. Then she proceeded to ask us questions about Germany,
Berlin and our present jobs as well as about our 'immigration status,'
explaining that in order to get a job with the State of Connecticut we had to go
to Hartford, the State Capital, and swear at the immigration office a
'declaration of intent.'
We didn't have any idea what that was and so she explained that it
was a sworn affidavit to the effect that we were in the United States to become
citizens and not just to work.
After a few phone calls she told us to be in
Hartford at the address she gave us at 1pm the next day and all would be taken
care of there. Then, she told us, to come back and she would personally find a
job for us at Fairfield State Hospital.
When we got back to Danbury, we
walked to the Hospital and I went to see Mrs. Palmer to ask for the next day off
because I needed to go to the immigration office in Hartford for a 'declaration
of intent.'
Mrs. Palmer was very gracious, as always, and gave me the next
couple days off for 'personal reasons.'
Pete also got two days off from
housekeeping and thus we were all set to travel the next day by bus to Hartford.
Mrs. Palmer told me that I could catch a bus to Hartford at North Street
Shopping Center, the same place where I had first arrived in Danbury and run
into Pete.
Early the next morning we met at my Guest House and walked to North Street
shopping center, which is quite a hike.
Catching a bus there to Hartford, we
were on our way to the Capitol of Connecticut.
The bus went along Interstate 84
which was only finished then up to Southington and continued through construction
areas and back roads onto another highway which led into Hartford.
The suburbs
surrounding Hartford were strikingly beautiful with many large Catholic churches
and seminaries, but the downtown area where we got off at the Greyhound bus
terminal was seedy and run down.
Asking for directions to the address Mrs. Schwaller had given us, we soon found the building and the Immigration office.
There we were 'sworn in' and given the necessary 'declaration of intent.'
Arriving back in Danbury around 5 pm, we ate something at the Danbury Diner
across from the train station and decided to catch an early bus to Newtown the
next morning.
Hired
at FSH
Catching the 8 am bus for
Newtown the next day, we were at Shelton House by nine, nervous and excited.
Taking the elevator to the third floor, we arrived a Mrs. Schwaller's office.
She seemed happy to see us and told us to hold on to our 'declaration of
intent.' Then she led us into another room which looked like a classroom with
many tables chairs and ashtrays.
Telling us that we needed to take a small
test, she brought us the necessary questionnaire and told us that we had twenty
minutes to finish it. Pete and I were speechless and worried. Our English was
marginal at best and a test wasn't exactly what we had anticipated.
Trying to
read the questions and find the right answers on the multiple choice
questionnaire would have been rather easy if we could read English well enough
to understand the question, but much of what we read was difficult for us to
comprehend and even more difficult to answer correctly.
We did our best though and hoped that, with some luck, we could mark the correct answer even though we didn't
understand most of the questions. We finished in time and when Mrs. Schwaller
came in to collect the test-papers, she gave us an encouraging smile.
When she came
back after about ten minutes, she told us that the director of nursing, Mrs.
Adams, would like to meet us in her office.
We followed
Mrs. Schwaller to Mrs.
Adams' office and there, for the first time, met this formidable lady, who
looked, in her old-fashioned, starched nurse's uniform and cap very much like
Mrs. Schwaller only somewhat heavier and a little shorter in size.
...A truly
intimidating figure, she nevertheless radiated a kind of charisma and natural
leadership.
She smiled at us benevolently and asked us to sit down. Then she explained
to us that our tests showed that our English skills weren't good enough to be
considered for the next Psychiatric Aide's class, but that she would find us a
temporary job at the central linen-room for about three month, after which we
could take the test over again and, hopefully, join another class then.
We were quite happy with her decision and she proceeded to ask us about Germany and our lives
there and about what had motivated us to come to the United States.
After about
fifteen minutes, she called Mrs. Schwaller and told us that Mrs. Schwaller would bring us
over to 'Personnel' where we would be officially hired.
Thanking her, we left
with Mrs. Schwaller to walk from Shelton House to the office building at Newtown
Hall.
There we filled out lots of papers and were asked if we wanted to live in
the dormitories. Of course we wanted that more than anything else and signed up
for them.
After all the formalities were finished, the lady in Personnel told us
that we were to start working at Fairfield State Hospital the coming
Wednesday because that was the day the payroll started.
Arriving back in Danbury we went to the
Danbury Diner again to talk over how we were going to manage our new situation.
Since Wednesday was only five days away, we had a lot to do.
First and foremost
we had to quit our jobs at Danbury Hospital and that was no easy task since Mrs.
Love there had been so kind and Mrs. Palmer such a
wonderful boss to me. But there was no escape, it had to be done immediately.
Thus we walked
from the diner to Danbury hospital, the place I had come to love, to bring the
awkward news to our respective bosses.
Pete was happy because he hated his job
and his boss, but I felt like I had betrayed a dear friend.
Mrs. Palmer was visibly hurt, but relented that living and working at Fairfield State Hospital
would be good for me and my future and thus was quite supportive and accepting
to my resignation.
I worked at the pharmacy until Tuesday, my final day and Mrs. Palmer, Mildred
and June Hart gave me a little going away party for which June had baked a cake.
I was quite touched by their kindness towards me, considering that
I had only worked there for such a short time. After saying our final
"good-bye's" I looked forward with mixed feelings to my new job at the 'Linen
room' of Fairfield State Hospital, and my living in a dormitory there.
Working at
Fairfield State Hospital
Having told Mrs. Morrell at the
Guest House of my impending move and receiving her best wishes, Wednesday
arrived soon.
Pete and I took the eight o'clock bus to Newtown again and were
there promptly by nine reporting as instructed to 'Personnel' at Newtown Hall.
We had brought our belongings in small suitcases and were ready to move in.
The
lady in personnel gave us a slip of paper to bring to a building called 'Norwalk
Hall' where we both would live.
Norwalk Hall was a beautiful large building with
huge columns in front of the main entrance. The floors were sparkling and the
whole building smelled of cleaning material and wax. The 'house mother' in a
starched white dress was expecting us and welcomed us to the dormitory by
handing us keys to our rooms and leading us to the first floor.
There she gave us adjacent rooms with Pete's being at the end of the hall to the
right and my room.
View from my dorm window in
Norwalk Hall. The houses seen are Doctors' residences.
My own pictures taken in 1963.
The rooms were about eight by ten feet and contained a made up bed,
rocking chair, desk, lockable built-in closet, a dresser with mirror and a sink.
The shiny tile floor was covered with throw rugs which, as the 'house mother'
told us proudly, were hand made by patients.
She also told us that our rooms
would be cleaned every week-day in the mornings by patients and that we should
keep our valuables locked up in our closets.
The doors to our rooms had transoms
for air flow and there was a 'Do not disturb' sign hanging on our inside door
knobs which, our house-mother told us, should be hung outside the room if we
wanted to 'sleep-in.'
A radiator was located under the huge window and the view over the
rolling hills of Newtown was striking.
We were also told that women were not
allowed to visit and that mail would be slid under our doors.
My room at Norwalk Hall, second
floor, in October 1963.
The open book is "Science and Health". The big record player
is from Sears in Danbury where a kind salesman co-signed a loan for me.
Those were the days! Can you imagine a salesperson doing that today?
After having
received our rooms and instructions for dormitory living at Fairfield State
Hospital we were told to return to Newtown Hall. Back at the 'personnel office'
the lady there told us that somebody from the 'linen room' would soon come to
pick us up.
Sure enough, waiting only a few minutes, a jolly, short and
very heavy set middle aged man in a white uniform appeared, greeting us and
telling us that we should come with him, in his car, to the 'linen room.'
He
drove a huge, new looking, Cadillac and we were driven to Greenwich House where
he led us down some stairs into the basement.
The man who had come to pick us up
was the assistant manager of the linen room and his name was Jimmy Stewart. The
linen room was located right below Greenwich House where a down-sloping driveway led to a ramp for linen pick up by trucks from the hospital's laundry.
Greenwich House was right across from Bridgeport Hall, the main kitchen and
cafeteria for patients and employees.
The linen room was fairly large and filled with stocked shelves, laundry
carts (baskets), a large table and a desk behind
which Joe Tinto, the linen room manager sat when we walked in.
Jimmy introduced us to Joe Tinto and to about five or six older men who were standing by
the shelves full of linens and counting sheets and towels, wash cloths, Johnny-coats, t-shirts, sox and pants into the laundry wagons.
Everybody there seemed
quite jolly and jovial. Joe Tinto showed us around and explained what everybody
was doing, telling us that somebody would work with us for a few days.
I worked
with an older guy named 'Howard' who handed me a sheet of paper, a linen request
from a ward, explaining to me how the linen were ordered by count and that every
stack in the shelves contained 50 items.
When trucks came to the ramp, we had to
unload the laundry, which came in the linen-carts, into the shelves to the count
of fifty. There was a constant flow of laundry coming in and being delivered
to the various buildings through the tunnels.
Patients whom I had noticed
sitting on the metal folding chairs outside the linen room would push the
baskets, when ready, to the various buildings.
We had to walk with them, unlocking
the many doors throughout the tunnels and to gain entrance to the buildings and
wards. There we would then pick up empty linen-carts and bring them back to the linen room.
On my first delivery I went with Howard to make a delivery to Canaan House
the female patient's building. Joe Tinto had handed me a huge key-ring with
probably about 15 keys for which I had to sign a receipt.
The tunnels smelled
wet and dank and groundwater was seeping through various areas of the white
walls. Sometimes we would even pass a pile of feces. There were tunnels and
tunnels crossing with signs on the walls pointing to the various buildings.
One
could easily get lost.
Various locked doors made sure that patients
couldn't gain entrance and get lost down there.
We had a column of about ten laundry-carts being
pushed by patients. Sometimes the tunnels were level and sometimes they inclined
and declined. The baskets, filled with laundry, were heavy and sometimes we had
to help weaker patients to push the baskets up the various inclines. Sometimes a
patient would abruptly stop, hallucinating wildly and cursing an unseen enemy, and
our column had to wait for him to either finish his outburst or be coaxed by us
to continue.
Howard took the whole trip in stride, being used to it. I, on the
other hand, was overwhelmed and worried by the whole experience.
How would I
ever be able to get the laundry through these tunnels with those unpredictable
patients? I asked myself.
What if one of them attacked me down there with no
help in sight?
Howard, noticing my apprehension or remembering his own from when he
had started working there, told me not to worry as I would get used to it.
I
wasn't so sure about that, but resigned myself to my duties.
Arriving finally at
the Canaan House basement, we put four baskets onto the building elevator and
rode upstairs leaving the other patients with their baskets behind.
Howard
showed me the large key for Canaan House and other female buildings and
explained that I could tell the difference between the female building key and
the male building key by the shape of the 'bid.'
The female had two prongs and
the male had three. One looked like a upside-down 'U' and the other like an upside-down
'W.'
Some buildings had male and female patients, like
Greenwich House, Shelton House and Cochran House and thus had their own keys.
Arriving at our destination on the second floor, I saw a huge lobby area
with three large double doors. Each door was an entrance to a Ward. Howard unlocked the door to
'2 A' and we
pushed our basket into a huge 'day hall' filled with heavy wooden rocking-chairs
and super-solid looking heavy benches.
Women were milling about, either watching
TV or just rocking away with empty looking eyes. Some were holding dolls like
babies while rocking and others were laying on the floor sleeping.
A few patients
came running up to us, trying desperately to hug or kiss us. A female aide
arrived and shooed them away unlocking a second door leading from the day-hall
to a hall-way. After locking this door behind us, we delivered the cart to the
ward linen-room and picked up an empty basket there.
When we were done delivering the various linen-carts in Canaan House the
patients with us pushed the empty carts back through the tunnels to the central
linen-room, with us leading the way and unlocking the many tunnel doors.
Basement of Canaan House on left
and a typical tunnel on the right.
When we got back to Greenwich House we ran into a black man who came up to
me and telling me that he was Jimmy Fowler the CSEA union rep. He was very
friendly and promised that he would come later, after work, to Norwalk Hall to talk with me and my friend about Germany and the union.
...So word had
already gotten around about us two Germans.
When we went for lunch to the huge
cafeteria in Bridgeport Hall many eyes followed our entrance.
The cafeteria, as
I would later find out, was the 'nerve' and gossip center of the hospital.
It
was a huge hall with lots of tables covered with white table-cloths and seating
four people each. In the center of each table was a dolly like green cloth on
which a glass ashtray, sugar, vinegar and crystal looking salt and pepper
shakers as well as a vase with 'live' flowers was placed,- fresh from the
hospital's own green-house.
Female patients in green dresses and a small white
apron were sitting in chairs under the huge windows, while others were cleaning
the tables as employees had finished their meals.
At the end of the huge dining room was a stainless steel counter filling
almost the entire widths of the dining
room. Behind it were steam tables with the various and plentiful foods and at
the end, as one had passed through the line, were two huge stainless steel urns.
One for coffee and one for tea, as well as a stainless steel milk dispenser.
Behind the counter were about six to eight women, some employees dressed in
white wearing hair-nets, and some in green dresses, marking them as patients.
I
couldn't believe how clean and shiny everything looked in this cafeteria!
Part of Bridgeport Hall with main
entrance.
The line to the food counter was long and thus I had time to notice
everything there in much detail, including the eyes of many seated employees
looking at Pete and myself.
It was almost eerie. As if everybody had heard
already of our arrival at Fairfield State Hospital. It seemed as if we were the
talk of the hospital. How could that be?
When we finally came up to the food-counter, we did what everybody in front of
us had done, picking up a light green plastic tray, silver-ware, a milk glass
and a white linen napkin. A younger woman employee behind the counter introduced
herself to us. Her name was Nancy.
We told her our names and she preceded to
serve us steaks, potatoes with gravy and a vegetable while admonishing us to
help ourselves to apple pie already on plates and rolls.
...Handing us our generous
servings of meat and potatoes she told us that we could have seconds on
everything except the meat.
Helping ourselves to brewed tea and milk from the dispenser, we ran into a
stern, manly looking woman who introduced herself as 'Gert.' ...She was the head of the cafeteria and despite her graven demeanor managed to
give as a welcoming smile.
Thanking her and Nancy, we followed the rest of the
linen-room crew to a table. The food and ambiance of this cafeteria was just
incredible to us. Being able to eat to our heart's content after almost starving
in Danbury to save money, was downright great and beyond our most cherished
hopes and dreams.
We had to eat quickly in order to be able to finish all the
plentiful food and smoke a cigarette with our strong tea.
Unfortunately we had to get up
and leave soon in order to walk across to Greenwich House and back to the linen-room.
Many of those men working in the central linen-room as well as as
Psychiatric Aides, were characters from a
different era.
They were a dying breed of people who had lived through the
'Great Depression' in the 1930's and learned to become unique, if not
'eccentric' individualists who loved to talk about those days and about the
world's ills.
One, I can't remember his name, spent his free time in Danbury
walking through Main Street with a sign which read something like 'Minister of
God,' stopping people there to talk to them about a self-concocted ministry he
felt himself to be called for. It was quite a mixture between Ernst Holmes'
'Science of Mind' and 'Jehovah's Witnesses.'
Always carrying a bible and some
pamphlets with him, even at work, he tried to convert everybody, including
Pete and myself. Yet I could never quite understand what his faith
really was as he didn't belong to any church and didn't even have his own
following.
Everybody in the linen-room made good natured fun of him which he
didn't seem to mind at all.
Jimmy, our second boss, loved opera and lived with
his mother in Danbury. Howard still lived in the depression years and would talk
about it endlessly.
Marvin, a black guy with his hair parted as if done with a knife, didn't
talk at all and would only gesture when he needed to communicate.
Joe Tinto, a
short, stocky guy, built like a wrestler, loved to tease everybody and seemed to enjoy
his motley crew immensely.
Pete and I, talking about our new job, decided that we had made a good move
working there.
At
4:30 pm we had finished our first day at Fairfield State. Walking back to our
dorm, Norwalk Hall, we felt much better and much more self-confident then we had
when we got there in the morning.
In the lobby of the dorm were some old-timers sitting in the massive
leather easy chairs, talking and smoking, who called us into the small lobby
located just off the main entrance.
We were introduced to each other and asked
many questions.
They were John Kilpatrick, Harold Huntington, Gerold Brown and
John Curran.
Gerold Brown and John Curran were smoking heavy, chewed up, cigars.
We were the 'new kids on the block' and they wanted to check us out...That we had
just recently come from Germany was an added bonus and they were curious about
how we had ended up in Newtown.
John Kilpatrick, who would later become one of my best and dearest friends,
seemed to take a special liking to me. He was about 40 years old with dark-blond
graying hair and was tall and lanky.
In conversation he told me that he was a former Army-Air-corps Sergeant who had served during the Korean war
and after.
He also told me that he had served as a
teen-ager in various CCC camps during the Roosevelt administration and I was all
ears, because those CCC camps of which I had read in Germany interested me very
much.
I had always felt a special affinity to president Roosevelt and his
administration. Why this was so, I don't know but somehow I came to believe that
I had lived in a former life during that time in America and Germany.
Of course I know that this might sound crazy, but I can't help feeling a deep connection to F.D.R and his
America of the 1930's.
John enjoyed talking about all this and he soon asked me
if I would like to go to the movies at the Newtown Town-Hall at 8 o'clock that
night.
...I told him that I surely would like to go, but that I had to first take a
look at my room, put things away, take a shower and go to eat supper at
Bridgeport Hall. John told me that he would drive me over to eat with him and
that Pete was also welcome.
...I had a new friend.
He said that he would knock on
my door at about 6:15 and I went upstairs after giving him my room number.
Picture of me taken in 1963 in
Pete's room.
Notice the keys hanging on a dog-chain
from my belt. I was 21 years old.
My room looked so nice and
inviting and I proceeded to get undressed, put a towel around my waist,
grab a bar of soup from the soap-tray on sink and walked down the hall where the
toilet and shower room was a few doors down from my room.
There were, if I
remember correctly, four separate shower stalls which also contained a bath-tub
and a toilet. Everything looked shiny and clean.
Each shower-stall and toilet
had a locking door and I took a wonderful hot shower. After I had Finished and dried up, I
put the towel around my waist again and walked back to the room.
Pete came out
of his room to take a shower too. I told him about John and his invitation and
he promised to be ready.
Promptly at 6:15 John knocked on my door. I was ready and Pete, hearing
John knocking on my door, came out of his room ready to go with us. John had a
big old Buick parked in back of Norwalk Hall and we all got in and he drove us
to the cafeteria.
This time the place wasn't as busy as it had been at lunch time. We got our meals which weren't as elaborate
as the lunch meal but, nevertheless, more than I could have ever hoped for.
When we had finished eating, we had some coffee and smoked some cigarettes and John told us
more about his life story and about Fairfield State Hospital.
...Having worked
there for about six years, he knew a lot and could give us some good advice.
He
also told us that his parents had a house in Newtown, just off route 25 and that he
owned a piece of land with an unfinished cabin on Transylvania Road in
Southbury, about 10 minutes away from Newtown.
John Kilpatrick on the right and I in 1969
rolling hand-made cigarettes at his house,
where I rented an apartment from him, on Wall Road in Newtown.
Leaving the cafeteria at
around seven o'clock we went to a diner on route 25 to get some fries and more
coffee.
The drive-in diner was located where there is an Exxon gas station
today.
After eating, smoking and drinking coffee for a while we left for
Town-Hall in Newtown, close to the flag pole.
The theater was just like any
other movie theater and I believe the price for admission was 99 cents.
I don't
remember what movie we watched, but it certainly was a nice variation from
hanging at Mrs. Morrell's guest house for me.
There were a lot of employees from
Fairfield State Hospital at the theater and John introduced us to some of them.
We felt 'on top of the world' after having lived like hermits in Danbury.
Driving back through Queen Street, John pointed out Dr. Greens house to us...Dr.
Green was the hospital superintendent.
John had a larger room on the third floor of Norwalk Hall. The third floor
rooms were hard to come by and considered 'old-timer' quarters. He was a
'ward-charge' and worked the afternoon shift at Shelton House. Thus, except for our
days off on week-ends and his days off on Wednesday's and Thursday's, we
wouldn't be able to see him.
Since it was already past 10 pm, we decided to go
to our rooms and go to sleep. I had a hard time falling asleep in my new,
strange bed, but eventually drifted off.
What a day!
I want to thank the people of
http://www.fairfieldhills.com/einFFH.html for their efforts
and hope that they don't mind that I "took" some of their pictures of Fairfield
State (Hills)
Hospital taken after the closing of this once great institution and "asylum".
My fond
reflections on an era before political correctness and New World Order
"privatization" became an excuse to deprive the population of an institution which
not only served as a Mental Institution, but also as an Asylum for those who
couldn't cope with life through various circumstances.
Today, those patients who later became "residents", are
found as homeless-people, living and dying in the streets of large and small
cities all over the nation or in the "prison system" where indifferent and
overworked guards don't know how to deal with them. Is this more "humane"?
...Or is it just a sign of the times which allow neither compassion nor real
help for those on the "undesirable" social scale with increasingly more to come
in regards to their brutalization through society's complete indifference
towards poor people who have "fallen through the cracks", either through mental
illness or their inability to "adjust" to the "dog eat dog" society of Corporate
Fascism and Privatization and are thus not exploitable as "human resources."
Social Workers and Psychologists offer endless talk and come up with
endless "politically correct" guidelines which sound good and humane in theory,
but are for the most part unworkable in "real life" situations...
Where once few formalities and even fewer social workers and psychologists were
needed to give a down and out soul "asylum" at Fairfield State Hospital to
either get back on their feet, or stay there permanently; it now takes "an act
of congress" and endless paper-work to offer very little help,
if any at all.
Having met many former patients of Fairfield Hills (State) Hospital roaming
the
streets of Norwalk, Stamford, Waterbury, Bridgeport and Danbury, "dumped" there and left to fend for
themselves,
often without the ability to take their medications, and without a roof over their head.
I feel sick angry and helpless at the
callousness of the "system"
and the Social Workers and other "do-gooders" who
destroyed, willingly or haplessly,
what once was, however imperfect, a truly
practical and humane solution
to human suffering and need.
Page XXII
The Time Has
Come..My Departure For The New World
Propeller Flight on the "Superconstellation" - Meeting and Falling in Love
With Julia -
Arrival
at Idlewild Airport, New York City - Pennsylvania Railroad to Washington -
Meeting
Pastor Schumann - Meeting and Living with "Mama Grey"
If you have
worked at Fairfield State (Hills) hospital, especially from 1960 - 1980,
I would love to hear from you. Please don't hesitate to e-mail me at:
discoverer73@hotmail.com
If you remember me, all the better...
I now live in Savannah, Ga.
Part VI Working in
Fairfield House - 11-22-1963, I watch the Kennedy assassination
on television in Fairfield House - Having a shot of Bourbon with Jack
Shanley - I want to join the Navy
before getting drafted into the Army - I pass the test and an angel in the form
of a Navy corpsman
tells me not to join - I take
his advice - Soon the Army will be "knocking on my door" -
I decide to visit my mother in
Berlin before being drafted - I convert to Catholicism with the
special help of my
old mentor, the Jesuit Pater Manitius - Stopover in Amsterdam - Back in the USA
-
My draft notice is
waiting for me - "You're in the Army now"! -
Part VII 1967, I return to
Fairfield Hills Hospital after three years -
My last
days in the US Army - discharge troubles and Army bureaucracy - The
General intervenes
and makes things "right" with a phone call - Fort Hancock, Sandy
Hook, N.J. - Fort Hamilton, Staten Island, N.Y.
- Pete, Ingrid, Pia and "uncle" John
Kilpatrick - Return to Fairfield Hills Hospital in Newtown, Ct. -
Part
VIII Back at
Fairfield Hills Hospital
A wonderful welcome from the "old-timers" there - John Kilpatrick
has a new Jeep "Wagoneer" (One of the first SUV's) - Back to classes - My new
classmates - Gerold Brown is gone
from FHH, fired in what I believe was a set-up and malicious... - Also my good
friend Jerry Hatchey is gone as well
as Mike Schengrian... - I am angry about Gerald Brown's firing from FHH -
Part IX
First day back in class - Mr. Bouton is
droning on and on - Some of my new classmates:
Thelma Oliver - Kenny - George Gilligan - Bob Totten - My state of mind,
-Herbert Marcuse,
C.Wright Mills, Mao's "little red-book", Ramparts magazine -
My mystical admiration of former President Franklin Delano Roosevelt and his
"New Deal",
Falling in love with Thelma. - Sage advice from my friend John Kilpatrick...
Picture Pages:
Part X
Picture Page courtesy of Beryl Carr
with pictures of Beryl Carr, Cliff Kearnan, Paula from the pharmacy, Florence
Brown, Ms. Raeford R.N.,
Dover Seawright, Dr. Didios, Dr. Seanado, Tommy Ferrell, Andres Vaga, Flo
Erickson, Carol Lockwood,
Lynn Wilson, Mary D'Agusta and many more employees.
Part X_a
More Pictures From The Beryl Carr
Collection
Part XI
Various Pictures and
Historical Articles from a Pamphlet
Issued to FHH Employees in 1983
Part XII
This Page Is Dedicated To The Loving Memory
Of Our Friend And Co-Worker At Fairfield Hills Hospital,
Evelyn M. Brown
With A Collection Of Pictures Sent To Me
By Her Loving Granddaughter Penny Lee. Group Photo From The Early-To Mid- 1970's
Probably Taken In Cochran House Basement O.T. Room.
Far Left Standing Is William "Billy" Lawlor, Center-Table Is Charlie Gallagher,
Second From Right, Standing, Is Kay Hodgman....
All The Others I Know And Worked With, But I Don't Remember Their Names.
Also Pictures of Dino Lopez, Georgia Lasorco, Kay Barkasy-Colgan and Frances DeManuel.
Part XIII
I Thought This Memorial-Page Would Be A Proper Place
To Put A Few Of My Own Pictures, Since
I Met My Wife, Donna, As A Co-Worker
At Our Beloved Fairfield Hills Hospital as well as my first wife Thelma
...Also Pictures
of Steve Hirst, Pete Wagner, John Kilpatrick, Bill Lawlor,
Jerry Haffke.
Part XIIIa
Pictures of Shirley Pavone, Rita
Morton, Drs. Sonido
and Aurora Alcantara with Shirley Pavone.
Part XIIIb
So Many People, So Many Memories...
Fairfield Hills Hospital
In August 2008
A Dream Abandoned and Destroyed!
Pictures Were Taken And Sent To Me By James Divita.
For so many of us this will be a sad journey to what once was almost home...
Continuation of my story:
Part XIV
The Continuation of My Story
Training on Greenwich-House 1A - Thelma and I get married
Watertown-Hall
Part XVII
Jimmy Fowler and I become involved with
with Satguru Maharaj Ji and his Divine Light Mission.
The story is yet to be told.
On this page is a short summary of our involvement
and a very extensive article about the Divine Light Mission
from the July 1973 issue if "Ramparts" magazine.
Part XVIIa
This page is the continuation of the Ramparts article
from page XVII.
Part XVIII
The Jesus Movement
Fall 1973 - Fall 1974
Rev. Carew a Catholic Priest at St. Joseph's Church
In Danbury Started a Charismatic Jesus Group
and I was part of it for about one year.
This article is dedicated to Patty Stoops
a friend of Thelma's whom I met again at these meetings.
--This page contains an article by Bob Chuvala
whom I believe to be FFH employee Paul Chuvala's son.
The article is extensive but my own story
about being part of this group has not been told yet.
I want to thank those
websites above for their efforts of keeping the memory of Fairfield State
(Hills) Hospital alive
and for the pictures taken after the closing of this once remarkable
institution. And I hope that you, who took and
published these pictures don't mind sharing them with me and my viewers. I have
attempted to contact www.fairfieldhills.com by e-mail,
but the mail was returned to me as undeliverable. So I figured that
you wouldn't mind my "stealing".